While unknowing how many people if ever have honestly stepped forward about what it is to live with the after effects of a head injury to the levels of how or to what level of as to the ways in reference to the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury before beyond, as only having been told of others here and there as to doing so in reference to one movie called Momento which definitely is not something I personally needed or wanted for myself as to the ways of how such occurrences had been as per the realities as to how many similarities I had noticed in far too many ways. It was something I did watch online one day which afterwards the processing of that particular movie was horrifying as to the reality of the situation I had been in as to already having gone to the #StoneyLaRue Stoney LaRue concert at the #CowboysDancehall #Cowboys #SATX #SanAntonio #SanAntonioTX #SanAntonioTexas #MilitaryCityUSA Stoney LaRue concert at the Cowboys Dancehall in San Antonio Texas in March 2013 by the time of seeing the movie after being told about it as to an individual within the #BDSM BDSM lifestyle of which it is supposed to be a consenting adult biologically lifestyle. The ways which the realities were far too similar in the multitude of ways as to seeing such regarding my personal life were far too much for me to handle the ways which how much of the situations which normally having only watched after waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury coma were far beyond how much was more than what anyone should ever have to deal with, though being told about such by someone who had once been in the #USNavy #USANavy #Navy Navy branch of the United States of America as to the factors of and knowing of the facts I had gone #SCUBA #SCUBADiving SCUBA Diving additionally as to the realities of the depth levels I had been was horrific and everything I had been dealing with up to such a point in time was beyond anything which should or could have ever occurred to anyone.
None in my life were believing me as to the levels or the realities of such as to what I was dealing with as per my tattoos which none saw what the realities were of such factors, which I did not want nor did I need anyone to either per my preferences because of several factors. It was not something I had ever wanted for myself though knowing someone from the Navy had told me about such, only enraged me as to the factors of the SCUBA Diving portions of which the combinations thereof in which the ways which the lack of ability for others’ to recognize the realities of what occurrences truly were was the double edged sword. How such factors had been ignored to the levels of were of occurrences which while some only paid attention to the physical as to how my tattoos are while having ignored the facts of and yet having taken into consideration only the male factors of which in the ways which the lifestyle had been as well as the areas in reference to the southern aspects as to how certain types of individuals in the south view as to females who have connections to the Armed Forces of the United States of America instead of taking the viewpoint of being equals despite the factors of knowing different employment aspects had been a situation I dealt with multiple times.
The lack of understanding at such times as to what I had explained repeatedly was in front of me as to when seeing the situations of, and yet no one I knew had taken such into consideration. There is a poem I wrote back when I was in high school at Crystal Lake South in the year of whichever that it was published, which how such a prophetic aspect of my personal sensations as to the levels of which regarding my works as to this point in time in the year of 2021 compared to the year of 1999 or 2000 when that was in the #CrystalLakeSouth #CLSHS #CrystalLakeIL #CrystalLakeIllinois #ILstate #IL #illinois #illinoisstate newspaper or yearbook or whichever aspect it had been from when I had to go to summer school in order to be able to go to graduate early after times when spending time with a female after school named Misty who had the nickname of #Tinkerbell Tink at the time from #CaryGrove #CGIL #CaryGroveIL #CaryGroveIllinois Cary Grove in as to the situations as to the ways as I had already been dealing with growing up as to the factors of MAST as well as what additional work I was needlessly having to do to just go do the work I needed to in order to be able to get to the Army, as before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury.
The cheerleading aspects as to the toilet papering of the tree in the front yard as to what I had to clean up because of them not paying attention to what I had additionally warned them about in reference to the football player team as to the JV cheerleader squad as they did not care as to what I personally had to deal with because of their childish games, which while I was not nearly as known to fight as I had been when I was in the east coast and even then it took so much to push me to the levels of which can be seen in reference as to the cafeteria table situation; which as to New Jersey in such regards in reference to the Saint John Vianney high school bus for the difference in time for the references thereof as to such aspects of what it took to get me to the level of standing my ground, or defending another. When the lack of concern as to the repercussions of what happens after such childish choices are made even in high school as to not being aware as to the realities of other people’s situations, how would that poem as well as the fuller background from that time before in that year of 1999 or 2000 through my youth as well as forward to this year in 2021 show how much that poem had actually been written by me as well as the proof thereof regarding other such factors combined as to even now regarding my personal work as just because it is one poem if that was the only aspect accomplished in comparison to the accomplishments I have done before and since; where would such aspects be seen in the comparisons to which that female laughed at me telling me such factors regarding the telephone as well as other regards of, as to whose background would actually prove what? How would that poem relate to my life now as to such factors as per the ways of the multitudes as per throughout such times, as to the ways which foresaw such details I have dealt with since that time.
It just seems befitting as to this moment combined with Governor Christine Todd Whitman’s meeting as to my ocean poster to bring forward despite the ironies regarding the Stoney LaRue concert as to the name of the teacher Mr. Stoner as he and I spoke more than she and he had spoken and both having had a crush on him at the time, though having been the teacher of that class the weekend after the initial homework assignment as I was told by Misty when she wrote down my words as per dictation when having spent time with her for a few as to before the sleepover at the female from #PrairieRidge #PRIL #PRHS Prairie Ridge High School names Sarah as to her temper tantrum about the ouija board as I warned those females as to their ignorance, and I had cast the circle as per my own background as to the proof as to my religious and spiritual works as to my 7 day ritual as to the requirement for me to protect myself. However after realizing she had used what I had said without my permission for her homework, I chose to recopy my own words as I had been known to speak prophecy years before moving to Illinois when living in when growing up in the northeast area of the United States of America as I told people about my nightmare as to the timing as to the 1993 attacks when having moved to Illinois before being in the Army as to my sight being more well known back then as to fighting to be emancipated to be able to be where I could in hopes to prevent what I saw in my nightmare beginning in second grade. I suppose such prophecy for my own 7 day ritual of my own protections though was not the first and would not be the last time of which my ability to see has been as such, as I remember telling someone on the phone as to the description in full as to the ways Club Sapphire actually looked within the interior as well as the ways which the different females and I had spoken in discussions as well as several other factors as to such times around when in the year of 2004 or 2005. However those people in Illinois as to certain aspects as seen regarding certain factors, maybe there is an irony as to the first three letters as to the ways of the state name as well as the factors of which regarding my meeting with Governor Christine Todd Whitman for such reviewals. That was the first and the last sleepover with those people though at minimum the females who did not want or need to participate were given the choice as to whether or not they wanted to be a part of such, in the comparisons to the hypotheticals; which Sarah had thrown a temper tantrum about as per the ways of a trust fund baby would be, as to how those types as to #Manalapan #ManalapanNJ #ManalapanNewJersey Manalapan New Jersey as to Rob Castle types when they are told no you are not allowed.
Unlike some people, I learned to respect others choices and unlike some people I did not force myself upon others without their consent. There were a few too many situations I had grown up as to the situations which I was dealing with which taught me quickly and early on, in such comparisons as to whenever those people might have been able to learn such aspects thereof. There are some aspects which money just cannot purchase, and there are reasons as to why for that; though for the clarifications as to the connections thereof to that poem, there was a cemetery which was walked through as to the portions of which the words had come out as to the time regarding that assignment.
The ways which such in reference to those who knew of or know the semitruck drive Ken or SA Ferret who had later on a phone call after the ways which situations occurred within the city of San Antonio after the 4th of July 2012 event had told me about the movie, which were beyond the ways of being able to tolerate anything as to the timeframe thereof as to what I was already dealing with in the culminations of which after the I35 semitruck incident as well to such factors in the comparisons for the references. Of which after everything had been brought forward already by such times as to how everything had gone and how in that time I was going to wind up in #WA #WAstate #Washington #Washingtonstate Washington state as to the situations back then in the year of 2013, was far too much in the multitudes of. When reviewing such aspects now as to the ways which the situations had gone the nightmare of such was more than I could tolerate and as the situations went from the year of 2000 through to 2021, as to even with situations admittedly as to now which would be great if such actually had been as the irony as to how such in reference to the only other movie I had seen in reference to someone who had a head injury when looking back in the references to the movie #50FirstDates 50 Firs Dates from what thereof as to the opposite factor compared to.
The ways which those who I once knew and/or those who have known of me or knew me having lied to my face as to only recreating the needless portions of such were as to the ways of Momento in comparison to how the situations occurred in reference to 50 First Dates, though neither had gone over the possibilities of what would be if there ever was a conjoining as to how such occurrences of such aspects as to the differences in the ways of such movies. Not having thought about such factors previously before today in honesty as to 3 November 2021 of if that could ever be as while in Momento the horrors of such portions compared to the ways of the 50 First Dates, though I will go through the aspects of ironic metaphors as to the more customary of which as to the ways of what has been experienced more than what had been in regards of what was seen later backwards in the comparisons thereof. In the regards of Momento as to the ways which the wrongful blame of the main character for situations he had not done though was found by the actual perpetrator as to who had caused all of the problems to begin with as to the situations, and then as the storyline had gone onward was able to destroy the perpetrator as to the situations after years of tattoos and situations of the individual who caused such problems needlessly. The ways of which at the time were of such a way which the levels of harm needlessly as to what had been gone through in ways of trying to cover up what could not be covered up as to either in reference to the tattoos or in reference as to the situations, which an irony I suppose whether in reference to the aspects of the employment of the individual regarding the semitruck driver having told me and/or the Navy connection as to my SCUBA Diving realities.
As are beyond unacceptable in my opinion as per knowing there are and have been others with such similarities whether or not to the levels of which the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain and the time with the after effects in such references, as the facts of which a head injury can occur to anyone at any point in time and the situations regarding irresponsible SCUBA Divers as to the length of decades as to certain situations which have been required to bring forward in more ways than just one as while whether in reference to the company of the semitruck driver being taken into consideration and/or the semitruck drivers’ family involved with the collision in the year of 2008 instead of ever asking me as to helping as to what I would guesstimate would be an assumption of either side as to however the viewpoints thereof; I suppose if in either reference as to the amounts of technology which would be involved regarding the communications between whichever sides and then entrapping themselves as per their own knowledge of usages as to each individual regarding either side, and the ways of which certain statues have no end date as to the realities if hypothetically accurate in some circumstances whichever way thereof. The ways which having seen such factors were of ways which the realities of which the viewpoints of which had only been which what I had experienced in different aspects by such a point in time were beyond anything acceptable, yet the irony of not seeing the correlation of such for myself in my own life until such a reviewing in the proverbial metaphorical ways which as to the ironies as what would be considered as such in another portion as to what I had been interrogated for shortly before the semitruck collision as to the reference of the overall in combinations as to my now dead-ex-husband and the wrongful blame as to the realities which had been able to be found if they had looked into the civilian sector as well as the other situations. The full story in comparison to only the shortened aspects is of importance, though when such levels of descriptions have gotten to the levels of which have been as to such times; why is it important to #EndAllStolenValorNow #EndStolenValor #EndAllStolenValor end all stolen valor now?
How many could and would be offended by stolen valor as to any such factors, as what would be considered of importance regarding the truth having been brought forward in the betterment in truth as what is important in reality as to such in the ways whether as to my SCUBA Diving and/or my books and/or my website and/or the individuals who may have falsely represented themselves to me and connections thereof as to what in person factors compared to the realities of as well as the specific timeframes thereof to the comparative portions as well as photoshopping aspects of the situations in other references?
None I once knew had paid attention to the realities, and when such factors as to how situations occurred in regards of up to that point then in May 2013 though even more-so now in the year of 2021 was recognized and how much it has needed to be stopped completely to such a problem fully and immediately in all such ways. As there was nothing which has been considered as humane as to the factors thereof in at all, as the realities of which the ironies as to if there had been an individual who had taken such into consideration of which regarding the death of my now dead-ex-husband would that be considered as protecting and defending a female if the individual had heard what occurred as to the situations regarding the garage as to the situation as to that forced aspect? Would it be considered as saving in comparison to what investigations brought forward as to the length of such times as to the fuller aspects of such times, regarding the ways of being taken off of the military installation after the after effects were known as to my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as well as the combined factors as brought forward as to such times as to my pregnancies and deliveries of my two children #Letters4James #Letters4Lidia as to 2001 and 2002 as to the number of people I knew in person as to where I had been and none others having noticed or cared about such realities?
Would that be considered legally as the protection rights as to the ways in the state of Texas as to such regards, even though on a military installation because of the situations in addition to the dress blues as well as what even my own biological mother and biological father and biological sister had not cared about or paid attention to?
Would that then acquit such an individual of any possible charges of such factors as to the ways of, in such regards if that were to be?
What then would that mean in the references of legally as to what situations thereof, as to such if not having known the individual in the areas of life in person as to such in person factors as to the legalities within the state of Texas as to the right to protect and defend?
Would that then instead of being considered as something to be hidden be something to bring forward as to the stolen valor as well as the ways which such factors as to the after effects of head injuries also known as the realistic portions of a genuine TBI, as to the situations?
In such would that be an odd twist as to the ways of the 50 First Dates as to the situations regarding such factors as to if that had occurred regarding the combinations whether they themselves signed the dotted line and/or had a family member(s) who had honorably served in a branch of the Armed Forces of the United States of America, as would that then be someone of which would be revered in comparison to the possible opposing viewpoints regarding such aspects combined as to the levels such had been as to the timeframes thereof as known by others as well as per my explanations in conjunction with the levels of proof without having been told as to such ever having been the case as to what occurred in regards of on the military installation where I had not seen my now dead-ex-husband for two days?
What if it was known by others as to how abusive the situation had been regarding at the house and what if it had been known by others as to how I should not have been taken off of the military installation at the time and what if it was known I should have been kept within the areas I had fought to be in Texas and what if it was known as to the levels of how bad it was in the overall at the time, yet just as at the time no one believed me as to no one believing the other individual in such regards though knowing of such laws then as to the other compared to myself not having known the laws of the aspects of the right to protect and defend?
What if there was knowledge of others with after effects from a head injury or a TBI who had seen the levels of what in each way of attempts I was making to better myself and better life for my son and my daughter while assisting others where I could unlike what I had thought, as what if that meant there was the knowledge as to the factors of unlike as how I had seen?
Who would that be as to who would have been on the side seeing such factors as to the ways of and having such a knowledge of, as what if there additionally was the knowledge as to the timeframes as well as the other connection points as to my background to such a point in time?
What would that mean in reference to if I had met such an individual and if ever a type of relationship as to such friendship or dating as to though because of the aspects of possibilities unable to speak of such because of the levels of oddities unless I brought such forward because of the overall as then what if there was something more though because of the inability to speak of being a factor of which would not necessarily be known as to the energies I pick up, and the ways which it would cause a spinning because of how I am though may not have been known as to the factors of and such tantrums as to the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury after effects though especially the well before as to such times not having been known; and then what if in reference to the energetic portions of the oddities of a way of which in reference as to what other times in the year of 2007 as to being told about #Zelda Zelda though being unknowing of such myself because of my upbringing, as what would that then mean regarding the factors of regarding that individual and I if the case possibly?
In reference to Momento and how such had been in the comparisons thereof what if the situations of such a combined factor later on were not known to such an individual though to bring such forward as to the timeframes as to the Navy connection as to my SCUBA Diving as well as the semitruck situation being discussed on the radio, and what if the semi truck drivers had not known of all such recordings regarding such transmissions as to the ways of which would be brought forward if any such type of activities as per the ways which the admittance of the ways such driving patterns as to the year in 2008 in the month of May timeframe -ish when I was making my way back from the #Addison #AddisonTX #AddisonTexas Addition Texas #ComfortSuites Comfort Suites location I had been in though I could not sleep as to the ways which how sometimes my pain levels can go as to the insomnia and the ways which my car at the time was my #VW #VWBeetle #Beetle VW Beetle I named Zippy which looked like a #Bumlblebee Bumblebee as to my description though completely unknowing as to a movie about a car that looks as my Zippy did later on though from a comic book from years prior called #Transformers Transformers?
Who heard of that before I had, as because of my upbringing as well as the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury? Was that a big deal that I had not known about that as well as the situation which the car salesman had not known Zippy was on the lot as he thought all of the vehicles form that year had been completely sold, though Zippy was right there when I pulled into the dealership and the car beeped when I walked towards the entrance getting my attention?
There should not have ever been the levels of which anyone should have ever dealt with to such situations as per the ways of which I have already brought forward repeatedly, and yet the ways which such has been as to the factors thereof has only showed the repeated needless situations as it has been far too much for any one individual to deal with on one’s own as to the combined factors thereof. Since the situations of which someone from the Navy department had been who had told me of the movie itself as to asking and/or hinting as to the occurrences thereof back in the year of 2013, how such has ever been considered as acceptable has not ever been something which could ever make any plausible sense in any such way. The fact of which the combined portions of what I have already brought forward has only shown me as to how I had already seen such and brought such forward myself though the lack of belief over such times which includes situations as to how certain aspects had been when in the area of #Seattle #SeaTac #SeattleWA #SeattleWashington Seattle Washington as to the various situations I had already detailed in reference to Club Sapphire as to certain individuals who were not a part of the normal groups I had seen, though other factors of those who I had been around normally at times as well upon the reflections looking backwards in certain circumstances.
When having written as to how the facts of my life were similar to that movie as to the ways of what I had already dealt with though without the on land portions to those particular ways yet reviewing such having seen the factors thereof in different ways was not an invitation to participate in that way as there is not any reason nor excuse nor cause which is considered as anything beneficial or helpful in any way, nor is it considered humane or of any human decency in my opinion. However as per the ways such had occurred as there is nothing of any benefits to me as to what occurred thus far regarding what has been as the reality of what occurrences have been have only been what I have done to avoid such aspects as knowing there are those who are older than I who have dealt with other medical situations that have similarities to the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury of which there is the laws against elder abuse which there are also the ADA laws, yet where are the laws to assist people who deal with the after effects of head injuries as to the ADA should have already fully covered such individuals in the protective ways?
Why would that have to be brought forward in such regards as to how many have already reported the factors of such well before the #VietnamWar Vietnam War, as should that have already been brought forward by now as to how many decades it has been since even further before that point in time?
Having already registered such with the #LibraryofCongress #LoC Library of Congress as to the situations which I have dealt with, is that enough yet to actually have brought such forward or is it that difficult to actually have paid attention to those factors years ago?
Why would I have to specifically bring that up to the thought, though having individuals in person in life in person to actually have to discuss such portions should not have ever had to be as it should have been simple enough to bring up to me as to the realities of what I already knew about my own after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as per what had already been discussed for decades?
Why would it matter as to the levels of details and the numerical amounts thereof to #WWI #WWI #Vietnam #Korea #KoreanWar #DesertStorm #DesertShield #Iraq #IraqWar #Afganistan #AfganistanWar World War I, World War II, Korean War, Vietnam War, Desert Storm, Desert Shield, Iraq War, and Afghanistan War, to all such factors regarding one of the more common factors of those who go into such types of situations if there is the actual humanity and concern about life on earth within the United States of America especially as to the ways of such factors of which the ways as to how the civilian sector has wanted certain aspects for themselves as to the concern referencing the individuals who had been a part of the Armed Forces of the United States of America and then want to look into both oceanic as well as space travels as to how would such be capable to communicate properly in the correct ways as to being with the proper etiquette standards thereof if the viewpoint is of which not having taken care of your own properly as to the ways of going outward towards other areas?
Why should it have taken having to put such together myself as to what I have repeatedly been told as to what others thought my intelligence level is in comparison for if my intelligence level is what has been told to me, then why would I have to bring such forward on my own in comparison to others’ intellectual levels as I was told? Remember it was years before I ever learned the term for the pain levels I deal with being called headaches and migraines, as the amount of doctor appointments at the military installations to then why would I have to go through such within the civilian sector as to ever have to prove to some civilians who had not ever done what levels thereof and yet would think they have any right to such information when the amount of years it took for me to explain myself to then be told the shortened word is headaches for such civilians who had not paid attention to the factors of which the shortened word as given as to their intellect levels as to those who had ever caused me any needless problems when how many civilians had seen such portions when I knew them to each civilian who had made which choices? Why would I need to explain myself to such when in the ways which you have seen as to the factors of, or are the assumptions of which the better in comparison because of the hippy propaganda in the ways of while ignoring wrongly the factors for how many generations of war from the how many number of Active Duty/National Guard/Reservists/veterans/Blue Identification earned card holders of/for Armed Forces of the United States of America have explained and showed you what amounts of what levels and how have those attitudes been as to such individuals and groups thereof for how many decades?
What are female rights to such civilians and what are civil rights to such civilians and what are equal rights to such civilians, to who have ever caused which problems needlessly for me and mine as to the combined factors thereof? What in reference to the male mainly employment factors of which portions of how certain aspects thereof to the Active Duty/National Guard/Reservists/veterans as to which portions as to what you yourselves had the ability to assist with as per which situations? How could male civilians in comparison to both sides in such references see differently in comparison to female civilians, as to what I have dealt with in such aspects? What would the situations be in reference to the cumulative factors to take into such considerations as to what is humane, and what is humanity?
Why would I have to point such out if according to each other individual I have dealt with if that were actually the case as to my intellectual levels as I have been told as to others’ intellect, in the amount of ways and levels thereof to what has been told to me of what situations supposedly have been?
What would ever make anyone else ever think they were better than I when in reference to the situations which I have repeatedly needlessly had to point out if that were actually the case as to the correct aspects, or was it that it was nothing more than such portions regarding the movie of which was horrific to watch and not anything which I personally found of any benefit?
How could anyone actually consider themselves to be of a caring individual if that were the case as to such factors as to anyone who ever claimed to have ever cared about me if that is the genuine case, as how could anyone I once knew ever have claimed to have genuinely cared about me as to such factors as to knowing what my personal preferences have been as to actually genuinely being cared about and cared for when in person with the other individual in person?
Why would I have to specify in person meaning actually in person if the intellectual levels were as claimed as being better than mine if that were the case to such factors, or does that take a head injury to figure that out?
When taking into consideration as to what my actual preferences are compared to the assumptions as to the shortened portion online as to the ways of just the drop down menu or links to click on in comparison to actually having a discussion in person or does it take a head injury to figure out that not everyone does well regarding reading over such as to the proven aspects of dyslexia and other such portions, which why would it take a head injury to figure that out?
Why would anyone ever think that would be helpful in comparison to in person factors as to such combinations thereof, as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out human beings are not meant to be kept locked away separated from one another as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out there is not the ways of any such actual human connection to such factors as how could that take a head injury to figure out as well?
How could anyone I once knew ever think that my words in my writings have been harsh as to the factors thereof as to the choices made in such references when knowing of such details and yet thinking as to the better than aspects and yet show such lack thereof to care as per the ways of as per already having explained such as to the levels of, if there actually was the genuine care as to the so-called care and concern as to what is for my best interests and what I personally have needed for myself?
Why would anyone ever think that after everything I have been through as to the levels of ostracizing as well as all such portions of what I have dealt with ever actually think of themselves to be better human beings in any such capacities as does it take a head injury to figure out ostracizing others shows nothing of any such humanity, shows nothing of any such genuine care, shows nothing of actual concern, and does not bring forward any sensation of any portion of genuinity of any such humanity; as does it take a head injury to figure out humanity requires being in person as to in person with the other, in comparison?
Why would it have to be repeated as to such factors in such regards and the situations as to what levels of have been, to ever believe of any actual care or concern to actually ever be seen as why would it take a head injury to point that out?
What does it actually take as to actually showing concern in the correct and proper ways after having already discussed as well as explained as well as wrote about, as what levels of intellect does it actually take to figure that out in the combinations thereof to actually have the realities of what I have needed in such regards as to having known myself for what is in my best interests for myself?
What difficulties did it actually have to get to for such to actually have been paid attention to in the realistic portions of which the reality of what I have actually needed in the comparisons of what actually has been needed correctly in the situations as does it take a head injury to figure out when others have continuously pushed away as to such ostracizing in comparison to actually caring regarding in the truthful factors of such, as to the actual requirements as to the genuinity of such situations compared to the situations which has occurred, as to what those factors would push the individuals pushed away would only see the world as to the factors of which of such repeated reinforcement as to how such treatments have been as to the reviewal processes of which would only have been seen as per the lack of concern in comparison to the concern actually needed in order for the genuine help and assistances needed and required of which would it take a head injury to figure out then those who began such situations would not have any leeway as to any such feelings of which of hurt feelings as to what they themselves had caused and perpetuated into motion and even with whichever individuals of employment thereafter would be held accountable as to the ways of for such factors as to regarding the overall combined factors for if it was simply taken care of correctly in the beginning there would not be such words of ferocity as to the feelings as to such emotional hits?
Would then in turn mean the exact words which were used would only be spun around back towards such individuals who had ostracized and thus when seeing such wording as to what has been used repeatedly to then add the emotional factors of which would in turn then mean the ways of such from who had began the factors of would then have to deal with what they themselves had done to begin with, set into motion as per the ways of such factors of the lack of care in such regards which in turn would mean those who had pushed in such a direction would then be held accountable as to their choices and their actions of which the lack of concern and the lack of genuinity of such would then be seen in the ways of which in turn would it take a head injury to show as to the levels of what would then be required as to others having to do the work to bring such to calm in the comparisons of ever thinking the one(s) who had dealt with such would ever be held responsible for such responses in the regards of?
What about that movie Momento would be of a factor as to how I would view such in which ways as to how, who, what, when, where, and why?
Then in reference to the aspects of which in reference to my fictional books as to what occurrences of what I personally dealt with regarding which ones of my fictional book series, as to what harassment factors as to the conjunction factors as to the realities as to such situations as to the hypotheticals of what I authored referring to “The Modern Day Book Written By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” as to what occurrences in addition as already had been explained in reference to “Finding A Silver Lining Written By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” and “Finding The Silver Lining Written By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing”?
How could such in the reference to the what if possibility of someone having noticed such regarding back in the year of 2008 referencing what I had been interrogated in reference to the occurrences of my now dead-ex-husband though the factors of which if such occurrences as to the reasons as to an interrogation as to the factors thereof, be considered in reference to if there was someone out there who made attempts to explain the levels of what combined factors of just up to the year of 2008 as to the situations dealt with at that point in time be considered as to such references comparatively if such were to be the reality as to the aspects as to what I was interrogated about despite what the Chief Warrant Officer 3 had gone over in regards of the dress blues as to the stolen valor problems as well as the other combined situations as to my ex-in-laws’ responses? What were their choices thereafter, as to such situations and what did the Chief Warrant Officer 3 deal with in reference to both sides as what do Chief Warrant Officers deal with when taking such into consideration as to the aspects of the various branches and divisions as to the Armed Forces of the United States of America?
How much trouble in addition to what I dealt with in reference to Basic Training did I already deal with up to the points though in addition to standing up for the ranks of Chief Warrant Officers in the military, as to the ways of when in Basic Training on top of the hair situation among other factors in conjunction to my PT scores with the other combined situations? Though how correct, had I always been? Why did it take me to be the one to bring such forward as to such situations and what does that mean in the references thereof, to such regards?
What would that mean in reference to my knowing my own healthcare needs in the comparisons over such amounts of years and decades, and how does that get taken care of correctly when taking into consideration of the ways which I have the pattern of behaviour as to my stomach as well as my breast augmentation as to the year as such referencing the referral process which I explained to others about in reference to the reality regarding my tubal ligation?
Do I really have to go through all of the different aspects repeatedly or have enough gotten the memo as to the realities of the situations to be able to genuinely work on such factors, or is it that everyone else has only paid attention to their situations while have needed to remember who brought such forward as to the circumstances thereof for such genuine fixing and repairing of such to mend the ways of for the proper movement forward and why would the situations regarding #DrMaryEdwardsWalker Dr. Mary Edwards Walker be of the ways as to the sensations which I have picked up in the various aspects as to the levels of which in regards as to a female version of Momento instead of what would be considered in reference to the 50 First Dates movie reference to the plotline differences to my life in the what if had combined as to the ties between before such a cataclysmic viewpoint as to such?
Why would in reference to the movie 50 First Dates be considered as romantic to me though with the combination of the Adams Family be considered as such referencing between Gomez and Morticia as to their love as to the ways which the movie #EverAfter Ever After had been my ultimate favorite, though could such a view be seen in such combined evaluations thereof and why?
Though in what ways would such be seen regarding as to how I prefer as to my hobbies of which my personal enjoyment levels of, and what would such factors in reference to actual proper healthcare be of importance regarding the combinations thereof after each portion of what I have dealt with in the references thereof be to take into consideration?
Why would it be called a Primary Care Manager when it is a medical doctor, as would that in other references to the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury be considered something different as to such factors thereof to the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury also known as a TBI instead?
Though that would not be in an off somewhere in the distance in comparison now, would it in such references as how would that actually be helpful to me when in regards of as to the in person of which face to face or both being in person in such references and regards thereof?
Especially as to how certain factors had been, what considerations would be in the orders thereof as to the levels of which such factors would be in such references as what would ever be considered comfortable to me in comparisons to the viewpoints?
However in reference to #InternationalSCUBA International SCUBA in #Carrollton #CarrolltonTX #CarrolltonTexas Carrollton Texas in reference to my medical care who had not ever done anything of which to ever assist me with what actually was needed during the timeframe of the situations in the year of 2009 after the knowledge in regards of my having safely landed at the bottom of the ocean in the area of #Cozumel #Cancun Cancun Cozumel as to being with both International SCUBA and #SCUBAToys SCUBA Toys SCUBA Divers as to the year in 2009 each of those 8 (eight) different times that I had done so on my own each time, I know I was not asked if I had a SCUBA Diver instructor card when I landed at the bottom of the ocean those days just as I was not asked when I surfaced just as safely if I had a SCUBA Diver instructor card.
The situations in reference to what occurred with the aspects as to the east coast and west coast situation as to the it should not take a head injury to figure out that I was earning my 24th and my 25th SCUBA Diver certification card in #Mexico Mexico area of Cancun/Cozumel as to such a time with both International SCUBA and SCUBA Toys SCUBA Divers as they were not at the levels I went to ever though were in the area of where I had landed, I did not think it took a head injury to figure out the choice of Richard Thomas to put a different instructor number as well as steal the credit from who actually instructed and taught the Cavern SCUBA Diver classes especially if the others who were a part of that particular class have Allie’s SCUBA Diver Caver/Cavern SCUBA Diver Instructor name and number on their license as to the hidden portions of which the backstabbing that he had done in reference to the knowledge already as to what I had already accomplished before that class and was not ever in a class with him as to any such time when I landed at the bottom of the ocean and surfaced alive safely as to the realities of which if he wished for credit he did not earn as to the reasons of ending all types of stolen valor which would include that factor of which would be able to be proven as to the fact of the picture regarding the others within that class as to the situations thereof in order to fully clear and clarify such portions as it should not take a head injury to figure out that would not be an honorable individual to ever go to that shop or to get certified by him or those who had become SCUBA Diver instructors if he did not admit to such factors as to the realities of the doxing situations per individual SCUBA diver instructor he certified as an instructor.
I did not think it took a head injury to figure out that in reference to if Richard Thomas of International SCUBA purchased the shop as to both the fact of the #UnderwaterPumpkinCarving Underwater Pumpkin Carving classes having been started by Patti Stewart though him having been a manager at the #Garland #GarlandTX #GarlandTexas Garland Texas shop as well as having then bought the store name as to such location as well as to that area that does not mean he ever legally could purchase any individual as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out that would mean he would be tyrannical as well as be in fully violation of the aspect of wishing to own slaves in SCUBA Diving thinking that would be different in the waters compared to on land, as #13thamendment 13th Amendment of the Constitutional Rights of the United States of America.
I did not think it took a head injury to figure out as to Richard Thomas and those connected to such referencing International SCUBA and SCUBA Toys as to wishing to play #Monopoly Monopoly with the factors of additionally as to the fact I had went through my Underwater Videography course there which did not ever give any rights nor authorities to ever use my creation of my Underwater Wedding as I videotaped such for my homework, which in turn the fact of which whether or not known does not matter as who ever goes to such lengths for a marriage as to the religious and spiritual factors as to the Ordained Reverend aspects of which I have been an Ordained Reverend in November 2005 before I ever moved to Carrollton Texas in the year of 2008; which in turn all such abominations thereof to which that individual would be responsible for, as to the damages to those people’s lives because of the emotional anguish and suffering to each who were not aware of the facts he and anyone else did not have the authority to ever use such as to any part of what was videotaped by me as to my creation well before as to the work as per my earned 26 SCUBA Diver certifications in the year of 2009 as well as my creation of the Underwater Travel System which I did not think it took a head injury to figure out that my creation is my creation and if he wanted to try to be the ways which Nikola Tesla was treated as to such factors than that would not work as per the ways of which that would not ever be allowed by my choice as I will resist all such factors as to the refusal to ever allow someone who was a civilian recreational SCUBA diver instructor to ever have any such authorities over what was not ever made by or created by as to my personal works well before ever being involved with SCUBA Diving as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out my application processes and acceptance in reference to #MAST #Marine #Science #Technology #Navy Marine Science Technology School with the Navy attachment would ever show as to how I would allow such as to the ways of the United States of America’s Navy attachment as well as my scores as to such in conjunction able to be seen as to my grades as per my earned 26 SCUBA Diving certifications I personally earned as per the numerical number of as well as the additional work I personally put into such of which the slavery portions of which the #DrMaryEdwardsWalker Dr. Mary Edwards Walker aspects as to the SCUBA Diving portions as while wishing the aspects of water portions the #FBI FBI would be in reference to waters within the areas of the United States of America as the #USCG #CIA United States of America’s Coast Guard and the CIA as to the areas as to Boca and the #FLKeys #FloridaKeys #KeyWest #KeyWestFL #KeyWestFlorida USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg #Vandenberg SCUBA Dive I personally earned on my own as to my pictures as well as my bank records among other such aspects thereof to which he was informed during the Cavern SCUBA Diving trip of in the year of 2009 which though my certification was in November 2009 ironically to the month of my Ordained Reverend aspects the trip was planned with as per the pictures as seen as the additional proof of such treachery as to his dishonest ways which for someone who would be into technical and rebreather types of SCUBA Diving I did not think it took a head injury to figure out how that would be perceived as to that type of a SCUBA Diver and that type of a SCUBA Diving instructor and that type of a SCUBA Diver shop location employee for such aspects. Or, does it?
Does it take a head injury to figure out that would be problematic as well as what does technology have anything to do with such aspects in addition to what problems would be if that individual had known and/or had put out a call in reference to my SCUBA Diving gear, knowing I was going to take it to the #JBSA JBSA location as to the knowledge of my medical retirement as to the treason that would be associated with that factor as to such knowledge with the patterns of behaviour able to be seen in reference of the hypothetical as to the Monopoly portions of which that would be able to not need to be a SCUBA diver instructor for such knowledge?
Should it take a head injury to figure out as to the factors of which any such beef between SCUBA Toys and International SCUBA should be not any different in reference to children as why would it take a head injury to figure out how that would be problematic, in reference to SCUBA Diving?
Should it take a head injury to figure out if the individuals with the reference of the blond female and the drysuit with the purple water bottle as to wishing to use piss as per the ways of how I had been born in the Chinese Zodiac Year of the Dog would be an automatic admission from such SCUBA Divers as to the factors of the religious and spiritual aspects as to my creation of my Underwater Wedding which I did not ever give any permissions to use ever for anyone, which would it take a head injury or a SCUBA Diver instructor card to figure that out or not?
Would it take a head injury to figure out any ex-relationship associated with that sort of childish behaviour would additionally be seen in such violation portions of which would be unethical and unbecoming of anyone who took the oath to protect and defend the United States of America within the areas of the United States of America as to such times, as to the additional violations as to the factors of the 13th Amendment violations as to such already previously written aspects I have gone over?
I did not think it took a head injury to figure out that the knowledge as a SCUBA diving instructor as well as being a manager at one of the two shops in the year of 2009 during the Underwater Pumpkin Carving class certification card as to the ecological portions of the damages to #ClearSpringsSCUBA #ClearSpringsSCUBAPark Clear Springs SCUBA Park in #Terrell #TerrellTX #TerrellTexas Terrell Texas would be under his payments as to what he was in full awareness of as to the knowledge and attendance as to the Underwater Pumpkin Carving contest and class certification process which in turn would make him legally liable since Patti Stewart and other such owners sold the shop to him as well as the managerial portions of which he still legal cannot own people no matter how much that tyrant might wish as the fact of the 13th Amendment of which none of my works are ever able to be owned by any other as to the factors of which I have my legal first and my legal middle names as well as my website registration and other aspects of how I have mainly introduced myself in person as well as online account names as to my space online as for one and #Facebook Facebook for another regarding #Twitter Twitter as another and my original email address through #google google, as to such portions of which if there was a hypothetical cover up there cannot be the cover up ever of such a specifically unique middle name or does that take a head injury to figure that out as well?
Ending all stolen valor as to my personal SCUBA Diving records as there is not the excuse of anyone which would ever be considered as acceptable as to what I personally earned and not having ever officially awarded me in person as to in person would be considered as an insult to the oceanic waters as to if International SCUBA were to ever wish it would be acceptable as to ever think to take such credit they officially did not earn as to my personal accomplishments as to my landing at the bottom of the ocean as just because I earned my Deep Diver SCUBA Diving certification, that has nothing to do with my personal work as to my aspects regarding such portions and would insult and infuriate ever being throughout the universe as to such stolen valor problems as hypothetically might have been shown in other such factors thereof to my personal SCUBA Diving gear being used without my permission as to that factor of my being an Ordained Reverend.
In my opinion such should fully be removed regarding the lack of valor any such earned officially as to those SCUBA Diving instructors did not actually ever teach me what I personally needed to do in reference to my SCUBA Diving when I landed at the bottom of the ocean as it did not take a SCUBA Diving instructor to teach me what I had to take care of in any such ways, and the full dishonor they would do to not only the oceanic beings though additionally to my Grandpa Gavett as well as my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu as to who actually taught me some portions of in all such comparisons more than 80% would be them in the comparison to the 20% of those in reference to such times in the year of 2009.
Who else would ever be able to assist in the regards of fixing and repairing the damages done by those recreational civilian SCUBA Divers as to the situations I had brought up in this journal blog entry and others as to such as to the realities of which their choice to go to Valhalla at the underground missile silo as well as the mixture with the pumpkin carving contest in conjunction with the other factors thereof as to the abomination of weddings as to which the factors of wishing stealing my items would ever do anything which would because of the fact who else would ever be able to tell someone how to fix and repair the damages to the Clear Springs SCUBA Park areas as to the combined factors of which the gardening of pumpkin on land as to what is known about pumpkins in the water amount required aspects as to the damages caused to the areas of those waters because of that choice that was fully known by as I knew I did not need to be a SCUBA Diving instructor to figure out those aspects of pumpkins and water usages or other factors thereof; or does it take a head injury to figure out that the reality of which aspects to the safety portions of the on land as to the ecological portions of which would be put into danger as to the factors thereof?
I did not think it was needed when I landed at the bottom of the ocean in #Boca #BocaRaton #BocaRatonFL #BocaRatonFlorida #FL #FLstate #Florida #Floridastate out from Boca Raton as well as the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg as to the knowledge of regarding my online posts as well as having discussed such portions of before as well as after my Cavern SCUBA Diving certification, that any such wishes as to ever own an individual would be considered illegal as to the factors of as well as the fact of the knowledge of being medically retired from the Army branch of the Untied States of America with my earned Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America would be considered as where they would be in the considerations of treason as well as the factors as to the other portions which I already brought forward in prior writings as to the facts thereof with such proof and why SCUBA Dive Police would be important as to such regulations.
Does it take a head injury or a SCUBA Diver instructor license to figure out or neither or both to see the work regulator though not having SCUBA diver regulations of any such type would be an oddity, which would need to be clarified and rectified?
Should it take a head injury to figure out that anyone who is a SCUBA Diver of any type would be under such regards as to any needless problems as to myself as well as any such medical denials as to those individuals involved as to they already had done so regarding such factors as from the year of 2009 of which in turn would only show such Dr. Mary Edwards Walker POW situations to each and every individual time of any such problems regarding the factors thereof as to wishing I would ever go into further details about my creation of my Underwater Travel System and/or ever allowing the Underwater Wedding portions and/or my SCUBA diving is my SCUBA diving and is none of anyone else’s business officially within the civilian sector of any such regards, as per my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America and under such legal protections as I am additionally as to such factors would mean only through the officials within the areas of the US Senate and/or the US Congress and/or the Pentagon and/or the CIA in reference to my SCUBA diving in the oceanic waters as to my personal experiences beyond what pictures I have allowed to be seen of which why would any think they have a right to ever know any such portions without ever making an official request to me as to the reasons why as to the FOIA aspects as it is official business and not anyone else’s business but my own or did that additionally take a head injury to figure out?
Would it take a head injury to figure out the same in reference to #Irving #IrvingTX #IrvingTexas Irving Texas in the year of 2011/2012 and/or other such situations, or does it take a SUCBA Diver instructor card for that? …though I do not remember at any point in time except for at International SCUBA when speaking with Richard Thomas of anyone bringing up me having a SCUBA Diver Instructor card as there would not ever be the need for such as I did not think that took a head injury to figure out especially in reference to any SCUBA Diving Specialty certification which I earned of my 26 SCUBA Diving certification cards if even 1 SCUBA Diving Specialty certification card I earned had ever had only the NAUI ways of which PADI has had SCUBA Diver instructors claim they were different in such reference to the card aspects thereof…though still the reference as to Dr. Mary Edwards Walker as would anything I have ever been through been done to a male in comparison to me as a biological born female?...I am fairly certain the answer to that is no…it would only happen to a female…
Does it take a head injury to figure out why such a journal blog entry I wrote as to sensing of being an unwanted artist as to such times would fully be able to be seen in reference to SCUBA Diving, or does that take a head injury to figure that out as well as there is not one aspect which has ever caused such a sensation in the positive aspects as to any such way of which would ever be considered as or does that take a SCUBA Diver instructor card to figure out?
Would it take a head injury to figure out that when Richard Thomas had purchased steaks for everyone during different SCUBA Diving certifications I earned if he were to ever assume that meant anything more just as certain types of males have done so in that feminazi way as to which to think just because of my involvement with the adult consenting supposed to be adult lifestyle as to the feminazi assumptions as to such, as maybe hypothetically I picked that up as to the ways of which of reaching for my own wallet as to pay for myself in comparison to ever allowing that thought process to be as I do not owe that male anything as did he expect something from the other males who he additionally bought steaks for as well or would that only be due to the fact I am a female and then what does that say about the feminazi portions of such aspects regarding International SCUBA and such types of SCUBA Divers?
My body, my choice.
I am glad to be an official SCUBA Diver virgin, and I plan to remain as such permanently; which since I earned all of my SCUBA Diving certification cards I needed, I am capable and able to say and write as such and any who would ever think to try to hold that over my head as to such what does that say about the feminazi portions as to any female who had done so in such comparisons as well as any male who would ever think as to such a forced situation in the references as to my earned credit as to the ways thereof to the sexual harassment and attempted rape as to the realities of which that would be considered as forced if that was the viewpoint thereof as to wishing that to be acceptable which it is not in any such way especially in reference to SCUBA Diving since one has to willingly be a part of SCUBA diving in the comparisons to forcing such aspects illegally and immorally as there should be the facts of such recognized within the SCUBA Diving community as just because of going into the water and legally not being on the land as to certain individuals in comparison to where I am glad I made sure to touch down to the bottom of each area of the waters I went to thinking about such now; however the in between portions of which within such waters would still be considered as within the territories of the legal aspects as to the regulations being paid attention to by the deciding factors as to within the United States of America would be considered under #HS #HomelandSecurity #USHS #USHomelandSecurity Homeland Security as well as FBI and #USMarshalls #Marshalls Marshalls whereas the US Coast Guard and the CIA would be in reference to the Atlantic area of the ocean as well as the Pacific area of the ocean as to the Gulf of Mexico in the regions within the sectors of the areas they had designated which the middle areas as to such are regulated as they are regulated as to such factors thereof regarding the oceanic areas. However since I earned my 23 SCUBA Diving certifications within the state of Texas, that would legally be within the state of Texas laws as to such whereas 2 would be within the area of Mexico and 1 would be within the state of Florida.
Since I have the right to stand my ground as to the realities as to the state of Texas laws, I have the right to protect and defend myself of which the same in reference to those who would care about me in the references thereof being covered by such a protection right in the regards of caring in the positive ways in comparison to the egotistical factors thereof or the SCUBA diving gear which is and always remains as mine because of my Ordained Reverend aspects which officially in the year of 2019 the proof thereof to the purple water bottle being officially recognized if such portions of the Chinese Zodiac as to the Year of the Dog portions regarding such hypotheticals by each and every individual SCUBA Diver and any other such connections associated with were to have done so as to such aspects which they still SCUBA Dive within those waters thereof and the ecological damages.
What is the difference between the bottom of the ocean in 3 main locations by one SCUBA Diver as to the workings thereof, compared to what occurred in reference to that purple water bottle and the amounts of others who have thought that was acceptable?
Does it take a head injury to figure out I may have been made fun of for wearing an adult diaper when drysuit diving which makes sense, though if such SCUBA Divers cannot control themselves when SCUBA Diving as to their bladder maybe they all can add an adult diaper to their onesies with their regulators as per a regulation? In reference to going SCUBA Diving as to assisting to clean up the oceanic waters as to the regulation factors if that is such a funny truth to think about as there is always truth behind every joke, and what type of joker would ever act in such a manner as to the ways of which occurred in reference to my SCUBA Diving in all such comparisons. I do not know how funny of a joke it would be to be a safe SCUBA Diver as I have been, though maybe the aspects of such truth behind such is something to take into consideration for other such civilian recreational SCUBA Divers.
In the regards as to the Momento movie as to the situations thereof, truly similarly sadly if it were not for those SCUBA Divers as to the situations thereof I would not have had to get more than 9 different tattoos only because of the memory portions of which because of the lack of any of their help in the correct and positive ways as to the other factors outside of what occurred in reference to my legs in such references as nothing that I could officially explain beyond to the medical doctor at the Selma location as to Dr. Kerry of which then the aspects of the disobeying of the direct orders regarding an officer as to the ways of such individuals connections hypothetically as to what occurred in reference to when I went to Walter Reed as remember the oath does not stop once the DD214 is issued as to the oath taken when going into whichever branch or division of the Armed Forces of the United States of America. Though why would I ever have any such sensations as to actually being wanted in the ways of what a wanted in a positive aspect as to artist is concerned as to aspects thereof combined as to such points in time, as that requires recognizing correctly as to who I am in comparison to playing games which I hate games.
Does it take a head injury to figure out maybe some can look through their social media accounts to see what intellect levels they have taken themselves to as to each individual who had pretended as to not knowing me and/or not knowing of my works when speaking with me as to such factors thereof, as why would anyone want to dumb themselves down further than what has already been done as to such times regarding such lengths of time and the proof thereof? How intelligent does someone actually have to be to be able to recognize that factor as to such regards as what amount of brain space would that take up of which portion was spoken about with who to what of when of where and etcetera as to trying to keep a lie in tact as to such factors, compared to telling the truth at all times as I do to the best of my ability which includes labeling genres as to such differences?
How many people have been respectfully asked a question and had a sensation of which had caused such feelings of importance compared to the regards as to having been asked as to verifications of who they are in the comparison to factors as to that journal blog entry of mine, or is it assumed that would be automatically brought up in discussion in such comparisons as why would it ever be considered as being a wanted in a positive way artist as to any such assumptions in comparison to just simply having asked me when in person using the words from your voice box coming out of your face and what intelligence does that take regarding having to actually point that out in comparisons to having had to be told such?
In turn then the realities of which as to the ironies as to how the Torah is read as to the ways of such movie references I suppose possibly, though in turn the ways of which comparatively as to that aspect of the 50 First Dates as to the male who continued onward to getting the female to pay attention to him as to the ways of such a life together; that is uncertain to me as to the references or the regards of to the aspects of such realities, as if such was or would actually ever be real.
Is it important for the correct recognition as to various aspects while acknowledging in truth, as to such situations? I very much believe the answer to be yes, though there are reasons regarding certain aspects as to the safety which in comparison to the ego for such factors as to the realities of which I have gotten involved with because of the concern and care as to ensuring the proper aspects are correctly taken care of. That is why the lack of ego on my part I suppose as to the regards of as to most portions because I figured if it was important enough regarding aspects of, it would be informed to me in the comparisons as to such regards. I have known much which is heavier than some might actually have thought well before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, it is not something I boast about though the words might come across as such as the realistic portions of which the situations involved are far more complex than some may have thought to have known.
Certain luxuries truly do come from that saying of ignorance being bliss, though there is also truth to the fact that once you know you cannot unknow such truths.