In reference to the fact as to having arrived as to returning to the state of #TX #Texas #Texasstate #TXstate Texas in regards of my #SCUBA #SCUBADiving SCUBA Diving 10 year anniversary in the year of 2019 from after what occurred which in certain ironies as to the ways of which the aspects as to the longer than 3 days in an official context unless looking at the #NikolaTesla #Tesla Nikola Tesla aspects of three in conjunction with a difference in time view portions as to various types of traveling differences for time as o the 3.3 theory of which in some ways as to Tesla and the three theory though in the numbers of atmospheric measurements with a period dot as to a meme I created years ago, as per the 33 feet to one atmospheric measurement for the metaphor. Even though situations went as they had in regards to the adult consenting lifestyle at minimum despite the fact I had no other option to be able to further explain situations as to how I wound up in #WA #Washington #Washingtonstate #WAState Washington at minimum the fact as to how such recreational civilian SCUBA Divers and recreactional civilian SCUBA Diver Instructors lied to my face while pretending they did not know about my survival as to my SCUBA Dive out of #Boca #BocaRaton #BocaFL #BocaRatonFL #BocaFlorida #BocaRatonFlorida #FL #Florida #Floridastate Boca where I found new specifies of life as well as forming underwater volcanoes as well as my SCUBA Dive at the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg #Vandenberg where I landed at the bottom of the ocean and too pictures of my safe descent and my safe ascent, after earning 23 of my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications within the areas of the state of Texas; as to making the effort to actually help save lives from what I knew might be a big deal in reference to my first two books mainly as to “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” and “Finding The Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing”, at minimum all of the people I once knew and those who may have read such aspects and/or saw the meme I created in reference to the seconds to which a female can be excited and upset in one second if in a relationship through a picture I created and put the words within to create a meme know as to my honesty as well.
However in such references as to the first time in the month of July 2019 which was just two months before what would be the 10 year anniversary to my surviving to live onward from such work and specific SCUBA Dives which would being in the month of September as to when my Cavern SCUBA Diving class had actually been for such the course as well as the trip that International SCUBA Divers specifically the newer owner of the shop Richard Trout who had been my Cavern SCUBA Dive Assistance Instructor to Allie as per the ways explained to me before the trip via Patti Stewart and Richard Thomas in the year of 2009, though I had invited the SCUBA Divers who were at #ClearPringsSCUBAPark Clear Springs SCUBA Park in #Terrell #TerrellTX #TerrellTexas Terrell Texas to what I thought would be a humble way to celebrate with a #BBQ BBQ in which I thought people in the state of Texas enjoyed BBQ; I did not think that such would be ignored as to the levels it was, and that such food would be taken to a different location of which those individuals had chosen to do what they had chosen to do regarding the bratwursts I was cooking and had prepared thinking it would be a positive way to open dialogue. Since it was a situation to which as had gone, I feel my saying might be appropriate for pondering such thoughts as to the situations. Aside from the fact that was the location I had also earned first place in the first Chili cookoff I had ever been a part of albeit not knowing about chili, not knowing it was a competition, and not knowing as to how seriously some people take chili and/or chili cookoffs within the state of Texas; possibly that would be an additional factor, for such considerations.
I did not think it took a head injury to figure out those individuals who did not invite or tell others as to the ability to join at the Clear Springs SCUBA Park had told females in Texas who have enjoyed showing off their pedicures with their shoes, they were not allowed to do so with such a choice.
Does it take a head injury to figure out those civilian recreational SCUBA Divers and civilian recreational SCUBA Diving Instructors by their choice also told passive aggressively that such females did not need to have another weekend to which they wore a bathing suit, near a body of water?
Should it take a head injury to figure out those recreational civilian SCUBA Divers and recreational civilian SCUBA Diving Instructors had told Texans within a three mile radius as to just the time for me to get the numbers as well as travel to get the supplies to return to the area to begin cooking, that they did not want or need any other Texans who enjoy BBQing to use any of the other BBQ pits or bring a signature dish to the water?
I did not think it took a head injury to figure out that those civilian recreational SCUBA Divers and civilian recreational SCUBA Diving Instructors chose to tell Texans, they did not need to socialize with non-SCUBA Divers of any who might ever have interest as to any such related topics such as marine biology and marine studies or look into SCUBA Diving instruction from any of the possible instructors who could have been there and/or showed up to the BBQ?
Should it take a head injury to figure out those recreational civilian SCUBA Divers and recreational civilian SCUBA Diving Instructors had inadvertently told people that those who have spouses and/or children and/or grandchildren, they did not need to have any such a gathering during a weekend to simply talk with other people?
Does it take a head injury to figure out those civilian recreational SCUBA Divers and recreational civilian SCUBA Diving Instructors had passively told high school and/or college students nearby, they did not need to be able to speak with anyone about whatever they wanted to discuss at a BBQ with water nearby where they could also go paddleboarding of swimming if they wanted to; which in turn meant their parents/grandparents/legal guardians did not need any such time, either?
I did not think it took a head injury to figure out if there were any business individuals and/or people who would be interested in any type of networking, that a relaxed atmosphere was unnecessary in the recreational civilian SCUBA Diver and civilian recreational SCUBA Diving Instructors’ thoughts by such actions.
Would it take a head injury to figure out as to the choice made by those recreational civilian SCUBA Divers and recreational civilian SCUBA Diving Instructors as to the lesser amount of people they wanted to know about such truths, in all such ways as to my SCUBA Diving and my survival of such while also having the open ability to have asked questions about such aspects and the pictures and videos which could have been taken with the natural backdrop of the water as well as the clothing outfit thereof? Why, so?
Should it take a head injury to figure out those civilian recreational SCUBA Divers and civilian recreational SCUBA Diving Instructors had showed by their actions to not invite anyone to the BBQ while I was cooking bratwursts that their opinion of other individuals having a right to choose for themselves was not as important as those recreational civilian SCUBA Divers and recreational civilian SCUBA Diving Instructors’ egos and pride, in comparison to having such a time shared on a 10 year anniversary of life in the month of September was as able to be viewed by such responses as to such?
Does it take a head injury to figure out with a Naval Air Force Base in a three hour distance area as well as any law enforcement, fire department, medical industry individuals, professors, as well as active duty/national guard/reservists/veterans/Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America that those recreational civilian SCUBA Divers and civilian recreational SCUBA Diving Instructors felt their knowledge of what they had read in a book(s) in comparison to my experiences were viewed in their opinions as to the choices of their actions as to lack of requirement they had seen for any such discussions and/or conference aspects with BBQ food and water nearby?
Would it take a head injury to figure out such choices by those recreational civilian SCUBA divers and civilian recreational SCUBA Diving Instructors as to their denial to journalists and news organizations of the #FreedomofthePress Freedom of the Press to any such #ConstitutionalRights Constitutional Rights along with, in such a denial to invite others to the BBQ I had started at the area in the month of September for my 10 year anniversary of such a survival to live?
Should it take a head injury to figure out with all of the additional structures which had been built over the years while I was out of the area, there was plenty of enough room for people to be in larger numbers at the area during such a BBQ arrangement as I had begun?
I do not think it takes a head injury to figure out the choices made by such civilian recreational SCUBA Divers and civilian recreational SCUBA Diving Instructors shows a subconscious aspect as to what those people were hiding in all such possibilities by such a choice as to deny bringing such forward at the time of my 10 year survival anniversary, as to what guilt they hypothetically were showing as to such as to their particular shameful choices.
It should not take a head injury to figure out those recreational civilian SCUBA Divers and civilian recreational SCUBA Diving Instructors making such a choice and set of choices have proven their stances as to what their opinions and beliefs thereof to my works overall in all such ways were considered lesser than what exceptional views of those recreational civilian SCUBA Divers and civilian recreational SCUBA Diving Instructors, in comparison to the earned portions of excellence and achievements which had been accomplished by me in such regards as to the additional patriotic portions of which would be known obviously as well as their own personal shame for all such earned SCUBA Diving certifications as I had earned being in the state of Texas and their shame of the state of Texas in such comparisons for the opinions thereof per such choices.
Does it take a head injury to figure out there would not have been as there was not any discrimination to any ethnic, political, religious, gender, sexuality, etcetera background as to my choice to start up the BBQ with the ways I had however those recreational civilian SCUBA Divers and recreational civilian SCUBA Diving Instructors choices show their opinion levels as to such aspects as to who was at the area when I was BBQing in such overall viewpoints thereof to such combinations?
Should it rake a head injury to figure out such civilian recreational SCUBA Divers and recreational civilian SCUBA Diving Instructors made the choice on their own without any consultations as to any possible business as well as any networking and any #FreedomofSpeech Freedom of Speech portions, as to the choice to not invite others they knew who would have been able to attend and such invitations to others for such a celebration?
I did not think it took a head injury to figure out such a choice by those civilian recreational SCUBA Divers and recreational civilians SCUBA Diving Instructors that they denied all of the businesses along the way to travel via the roads all such possibilities of any type of additional business possibilities, such additional acknowledgement and financial opportunities of such due to their choices.
Does it take a head injury to figure out as to the relaxed environment as to the possibility of photo opportunities for the multitude of individuals who would have been interested in such willing pictures in the areas thereof, of such #Facebook Facebook and #Twitter Twitter and #Instagram Instagram and etcetera social media images and videos the opportunities of such aspects by he choice in reference to the BBQ I had started in the month of September at my 10 year anniversary of survival in that time in the year of 2019?
Should it take a head injury to figure out that would have been helpful as to a balancing portion as to the realities for a more positive view despite the situations known specifically of the month of September, regarding such a choice to celebrate life in the remembrances of memorial as to the other aspects thereof regarding the month of September as known by such recreational civilian SCUBA Divers and civilian recreational SCUBA Diving Instructors?
Would it take a head injury to figure out that such choices by such civilian recreational SCUBA Divers and recreational civilian SCUBA Diving Instructors meant they had chosen to withhold evidence as well as testimony from all such individuals in person about my SCUBA Diving work, by such choices as proven by any such messages and/or phone calls and/or online portions posted about by those recreational civilian SCUBA Divers and civilian recreational SCUBA Diving Instructors as well as certain portions as to what can be reviewed in regards of such Civil War aspects as to my works in such regards and comparisons thereof as to how I had been treated the entire time I had been involved with SCUBA Diving in person within the year of 2009 though also the thereafter portions?
Should it take a head injury to figure out such a choice by those recreational civilian SCUBA Divers and recreational civilian SCUBA Diving Instructors showed their embarrassment of me and my physical looks as well as my choices as to my ways to my life, by such choices to not inform others of such a BBQ invitation in the year of 2019 and how such aspects as to a choice I did not want to have to make regarding a piece of paper though an ability to possibly see such an aspect of safety from such a choice for others in a similar though different though alike circumstances in whichever ways thereof?
Does it take a head injury to see from such a choice by such SCUBA Divers and SCUBA Diving Instructors as to the rampant sexism which has been a problem for other females as well as those within the adult consenting lifestyles as well as within the #LGBT #LGBTQ #LGBTQP LQBTQP communities by such choices, as to their responses and lack thereof as to the invitation regarding such a BBQ by me as described minimally though able to be seen by such choices?
Would it take a head injury to be able to notice such realities as to such sexism in the displays thereof by such civilian recreational SCUBA divers and recreational civilian SCUBA Diving Instructors as to the aspects as to #PADI PADI as to my #CavernSCUBADiving Cavern SCUBA Diving class course and certification thereof, as to the treatment to whose name actually should have been on my Cavern SCUBA Diving certification card in comparison to the new owner of International SCUBA civilian recreational Richard Trout as to Allie who had done the actual work as able to be seen in the picture where she is teaching and instructing me while Richard Trout in the picture looks to be pouting as to such times?
Does it take a head injury to figure out to be able to see the sexism as well as the racism for such a choice in the regards of such in reference to my Cavern SCUBA Diving as well as such a 10 year anniversary celebration in conjunction as to my works through my books as well as my website and such aspects thereof, by those SCUBA Divers and SCUBA Diving Instructors as to the BBQ I had invited others to though their choices thereof to such a time in the year of 2019?
It should not take a head injury to figure out the difference between those civilian recreational SCUBA Divers and recreational civilian SCUBA Diving Instructors choices in reference to my SCUBA Diving gear as well, to such points in time in the years of which I had been at the area with such individuals regarding their treatment of me in the comparisons as to how they have treated others with whichever connections to whichever branches and visions of the #USAF #USAAF #ArmedForces #DepartmentofDefense #DoD Armed Forces of the Untied States of America within the state of Texas for such reviewals either.
Why should it take a head injury, to figure such aspects out to see in the regards of such SCUBA Divers and SCUBA Diving Instructors’ choices?
I do not think it takes a head injury to figure out such choices by those SCUBA Divers and SCUBA Diving Instructors as to their wishes to filter the truth when there is no filter needed or required by those types of SCUBA Divers and those types of SCUBA Diving Instructors, as to what truths could ever been truthfully told in regards to the symbolism in reference to the life gear involved with such types of training and instruction to review as to such connected aspects thereof however found; just as I do not think it takes a head injury to see the connected aspects, in the multitude of ways as to the metaphor regarding #DrMaryEdwardsWalker Dr. Mary Edwards Walker in such a review.
Does it take a head injury to figure out with the upcoming year after the year of 2019 to the election cycle of the year of 2020 of such a BBQ possibly making such news for when #POTUS45 #DonaldJTrump Donald J Trump had been going through such portions as to the additional aspects of #electionintegrity election integrity and #factchecking fact checking, as to the possibility of such in a larger way within the state of Texas for such rally aspects as within the year of 2016 election cycle portions and the financial aspects as to the individuals who had made money from such rallies in the areas throughout the state of Texas as to those SCUBA Divers and SCUBA Diving Instructors’ choices in reference to the starting point of my BBQ to the furthered times and connections thereof to such business aspects as well as political portions; as who would ever think to see such individuals in such ways as to the plausible opportunities, for all such connections thereof to such a time?
I suppose as to the situations as to the year of 2019 when at Clear Springs SCUBA Park apparently, I had been the only person in the entire state of Texas who enjoys BBQs by such a situation and arrangement thereof as to the combined portions as per the situations reviewal of such point in time to the year of my 10 year anniversary of survival and earning such 26 SCUBA Diving certifications from one school location within the entire state of Texas. I thought there were these people in Texas who have been proud of the state of Texas and such backgrounds thereof, though by such choices as to the ways which such went on my 10 year anniversary there must have only been myself in such an area as to being proud to have earned such on my own through my own volition to endure such portions as what type of individual who is considered as a Texan could ever be associated to such aspects? I suppose then in such regards those recreational civilian SCUBA Divers and civilian SCUBA Diver Instructors did show their biases regarding the south as to the north for such reviewals as to the ways of the Civil War as to such Yankee aspects as I know I am not the only one from the northern parts of the United States of America who has dealt with such portions, to which I suppose from such aspects as to not inviting others to my BBQ who would be interested in such celebrations those recreational civilian SCUBA Divers and civilian recreational SCUBA Diving Instructors had shown Texans as to New Jersey being more important for such than the state of Texas while I was in the state of Texas. Maybe I should have ordered a #NJ #newJersey #NewJerseystate #NJstate New Jersey flag to have hung within the areas in comparison to only having my American Flag at the time, when at the area for the time which I began my BBQ.
Who in Texas ever celebrates or parties at any such time, in the state of Texas? Though I am fairly certain in the city of #SATX #SanAntonio #SanAntonioTX #SanAntonioTexas #MilitaryCityUSA San Antonio there is something called a fiesta, which I am fairly certain translates to party or celebration; though what would such aspects as to #SanAntoniofiesta #FiestaSanAntonio #Fiesta Fiesta in San Antonio know of such portions as to any such a type of BBQ, as well as who would ever want to hear any random music being played by any pop up DJ music as to such a point in time during the year of 2019 if there had been any DJs or musicians in the nearby area during such a point in time? So what apparently there is a week long or few weeks of celebrations in San Antonio, I suppose such a review could be? Is it because of the connections to how military guys tend to know what dancing and enjoyment is in such comparison to the area, and that was why such civilian recreational SCUBA Divers and recreational civilian SCUBA Diving Instructors did not know what a BBQ party could be as of enjoyment and discussion with merriment in such a comparative area? Who in such an area would know what a celebration could have been at such a time, other than myself when thinking about such portions?
Though I spent time in the #Austin #AustinTX #AustinTexas #Buda #BudaTX #BudaTexas #Traviscounty #Travis Austin Travis County areas with various individuals such as the #AustinYR #YoungRepublicans Young Republicans as well as multiple other #GOP #Republican Republican and #DNC #Democrats Democrats within the areas to which of all such block walking and rallies, who of such groups and locations of which individuals could have had any sort of connection or enjoyment as to a BBQ within the area nearby to the Terrell Texas areas? Who knows anyone in the #Dallas #DallasTX #DallasTexas Dallas and #FWTX #FortWorth #FtWorth #FortWorthTexas #FtWorthTX #FortWorthTX #FtWorthTexas #DFW #FWTX Fort Worth areas, which could have ever had the slightest interest as to a 10 year anniversary surprise pop up BBQ celebration for such aspects at the time in the year of 2019 to my earned 26 SCUBA Diving certifications as well as my SCUBA Diving depth level achievements to discuss?
Possibly certain aspects might make additional sense as to what types of discussions could have occurred and been discussed in person while enjoying good food and merriment while networking and communicating openly and honestly, might have been a bit too much for such recreational civilian SCUBA Divers and civilian recreational SCUBA diving Instructors by such situations as per the ways which the timeframe had gone as to certain postings of mine on my website in my journal blog #TheOrneryPSA The Ornery PSA which might make a bit more sense to such aspects. Who would have ever been interested in the nearby #Garland #Rockwall #GarlandTX #GarlandTexas #RockwallTX #RockwallTexas Garland and Rockwall areas of such populations, for a surprise BBQ celebration? What could have been as to such levels thereof to such enjoyment in the latter portions of summer, near a body of water, as to such a BBQ at such a point in time as to such a gathering?
I suppose maybe it does take a head injury to figure that out back then in the year of 2019, though it took a bit of time to explain such aspects in a more clear way for such varied details in an overall conjunction. I would guesstimate college students, high school students, various adults, as well as anyone who supports capitalism would be able to see such possibilities which could have occurred in conjunction with the socializing in an natural area.