23 March 2021 through 26 March 2021
I prepared to travel from the state of #Texas onward for my trip partially for my #MedalofHonorArtProject, partially to review a few portions, partially to handle a few situations, partially to drop off my cards, and partially for several other reasons per the locations. I thought it was befitting to pick up the only female Medal of Honor recipient's historical and spiritual rubbings in March #WomensHistoryMonth, which also was ideal to go the following day to a #SaladoWomensRepublican meeting prior to taking off for the trip the following day. I was excited to be able to know in the month of what is supposed to be dedicated towards the history of what females have assisted with and accomplished for further progression in various ways, as well as the additional symbolism wrapped throughout. The meeting was fun and informative listening to the author who was speaking about the different countries he and the co-author had gone to, describing the different forms of communism and what the different problems are with certain forms of view points among other aspects; after the initial meeting, and the discussion points thereof. After the meeting and speaking with several individuals I went to the car, and began the drive up towards #NewYork State.
It took around 25 hours of driving from Texas to upstate New York of which the drive was lovely and I was able to contemplate several aspects quietly while murmering about other topics, along the way. Having noticed several formations during the evening travels across the United States of America upward towards New York, there were a few times when the formations I was looking upon while driving changed their flight patterns which caught my attention. Admittedly initially I simply thought to myself of how long I had been traveling, how many hours I have been alone by myself, and etcetera as to the cause of what I was noticing. However around the time of noticing the formations, I also noticed certain situations regarding the gas tank as well as the numbers for the miles of travel left for the gas, the odometer, and several other factors I pay attention to when in a vehicle. I have noticed certain aspects over the years since waking up from the coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, though for many years I thought it was simply odd or a coinky dink.
I simply did not want to believe the realities I was noticing, and admittedly had internally denied the realities of certain aspects I saw. As many at those times were extremely doubtful of the truth of what occurred at various times, the attempts to bring up what I noticed at times seemed more problematic. However when there have been the times when it did not matter what was thought of me to bring such forward despite some of the backlash I dealt with in various circumstances, the importance for awareness as well as proper understanding admittedly at times outweighed the perception of me. At this point seemingly not much different in certain aspects of the trip, I started coming to terms with several situations of which I dealt with. During the trip to New York at a point I remember looking upward towards the sky to see a formation of lights, and I had to pull off to the rest stop because of what I saw.
By the time of arriving in New York state after going through #Ohio to #Pennsylvania to New York, I arrived at the #Oswego location. I should have arrived in the daylight hours as planned, though the sunset came quicker than the timing was seen for. Admittedly I needed to stop to pick up a few supplies, though the timing had been earlier from the arrangement I had prepared and as the sunlight should have been longer even at the time of my arrival; arriving to the cemetery location which was more well lit than the surrounding areas seemed an odd occurrence to drive into, though far more pleasant to see than the #Portland #GAR location in reference to what occurred in 2016. I have discussed and written about various aspects and implications in reference to the situations of the times, connection points thereof, among quite a few other portions about that situation including the timing of other situations overall of the various portions seen as well as the ways which various realities came to be as I warned about. However pulling into the location driveway to make my way around to find #DrMaryEdwardsWalker's area, the winds kicked up and the trees began swaying with great motion. The forest area behind the specific location became silent though the winds were moving the branches throughout the entire area including within the cemetery location, not a sound was heard.
The lights from the houses along the street began to brighten as I have seen in various times though the overhead lights seemed to dim slightly, despite the sky not being fully dark yet the lights I refer to are in regards of pictures and videos I have taken over the years. I can refer to multiple portions of protectionary measures when I do as I do for my Medal of Honor Art Project and one of the larger aspects I have noticed is when I begin my process for completing the historical and spiritual rubbings of Medal of Honor recipients' markers and in certain cases the spouse, or in this case the sister of Dr. Mary Edwards Walker as well as her spouse. There are reasons I briefly mentioned to some though many more reasons as to the purposes for the way of which completing my historical and spiritual rubbing, though I would need to return the following day because of the noticing of the way the historical and spiritual rubbing came out that night. I felt a bit of a change in the energetic pulsations, and knew I could not finish the portions of until the following day. The drive to the hotel from the cemetery location I had noticed some vehicles in the rearview and side view mirrors, in conjunction to the lights from overhead. For clarification purposes I do know the difference between airplane lights and/or helicopter lights, compared to other lights which I have seen. Growing up in #NewJersey in the 1980s and 1990s, the ability to see an airplane or a helicopter when looking upward was not uncommon in certain locations I went to. As small of a state as New Jersey is and the location of New Jersey to #Pittsburg, #Philadelphia, and #NewYorkCity #NYC have quite a few areas to see airplanes flying. With the amount of military installations in the areas I grew up going, I have seen several military aircrafts of various types before 2000.
The following day when I returned to complete the historical and spiritual rubbing process, the noticeable changes were evident. Simply from the initial historical and spiritual rubbing process to the next portion for what I had planned for Dr. Mary Edwards Walker's completed artwork when I am done with the other portions involved, the differences between the initial rubbing and the secondary rubbing are specifically unique more-so and have some similarities to certain prior historical and spiritual rubbings albeit extremely different-ish. Whereas the amount of time I spent in #Seattle #Washington cleaning off the Medal of Honor recipient markers and the abrupt situations which occurred after beginning to explain certain situations I noticed is different to the situation in regards of Dr. Mary Edwards Walker, there are some similarities in a different way. As I noticed certain details when going to the GAR (#GeneralArmyRepublic) in Portland #Oregon again shortly after going to contact various officials with warnings of what I saw and felt, the situations which began shortly thereafter again have some similarities and yet differences compared to. In reference to the Medal of Honor recipient Eli Lamar Whitely as you can see though the letter A is actually within the marker itself, the historical and spiritual rubbing does not have the A within the name Lamar as the way it should in the rubbing. Though at this point I cannot take a picture of the historical and spiritual rubbing due to the nature of the process of my Medal of Honor Art Project, the reality as to why the pictures I have done of the completed artwork pieces have been done in such a manner.
First the respect of the process itself, as it is much lengthier than some may have ever realized. Second and more important the respect to the Medal of Honor recipient during their process of the historical and spiritual portions, as the transitioning from the places they once were to a better location, is not a quick one nor a simple one. Their remains though more-so in reference to their spirit had been stuck not in the way some think of a haunting though the torment of what they went through there is some equations to, are a small way to look into what their spirits had dealt with. The lack of any clock, watch, timepiece, notification, and/or the like was not available to them where they were; thus though some may have been physically gone for a shorter amount of time compared to those from prior wars and conflicts, the only way I can find words it to explain through an aspect of Kuan Yin's mythos of her Boudavista gain. The story of when she arrived at the gates of heaven to return to, though upon being greeted for her return Kuan Yin heard the cries coming from the world to return to assist and help where needed. Although Kuan Yin returned from whence she came the requirement for compassion throughout various aspects was sensed and though always a seat at the table because of the aspects of in the proverbial aspects, she had to from what was felt. Though my Medal of Honor Art Project is different in many ways and I am simply me, there are certain undeniable pulls of such in reference to the processes of my Medal of Honor Art Project as well as it coming to be as it is. However since there have been the problems associated because of those who decided to take it upon themselves in the cherubim sort of ways, the proof of such has been laid out within the paragraph of the proof thereof as to why I chose to finish the portions of my Medal of Honor Art Project in the ways and manners as I have. Then the joke in some ways can be made in reference to the aspects of a different connection point I have to that of Kali Ma, the Goddess of War who has been misunderstood in many ways because of how her physical appearance has been depicted; though extremely protective of soldiers and is quite motherly in many ways both to children as well as soldiers, and just a fiercely protective of the innocence of children while being filled with justice in reference to whose are hers. Admittedly and ironically there is the portion of wrongful fear from her depiction as anyone who has needed justice knows, you want strength in the corner at each turn in comparison. The mythos of once Kali Ma set her sights upon what was needed and the virility and fortitude she held within is unmatched and unrivaled, which added to the fear needlessly; though usually by those who had been defeated were those who feared the most and the warnings of which to not stir her anger were for such purposes of knowing what it took to calm such, in the mythos descriptions.
Though I know of the compassionate, honorable, and righteous ones having more positive intentions comparatively; the multifaceted reasons as to why the requirement for specifics, are as they are. The reality of what is possible with the combined efforts of what has been worked on can be more beneficial than some might have thought to be possible, though the various portions of which the descriptions previously within this journal blog entry as well as other prior writings can begin to delve into certain other portions thereof in specific ways. The reality of the historical and spiritual rubbings though some might not believe, truthfully can be physically seen just in the picture of the completed Medal of Honor Art Project piece above. There are several other examples of my completed Medal of Honor Art Project pieces of which I do not make multiple copies of, I do not allow reproductions of, and there is no such thing as an imitation as realistically it is either my Medal of Honor Art Project work or it is not because of multiple portions. The processes of what takes place energetically are not able to be reproduced by any other because of the training, of which certain aspects of Fail-Safe writings can assist with certain explanations as to proof of such in reference to the reality of such being able to be found as the recordings thereof would prove such from the various types of technological advances to notice tampering. However because of the energetic portions and what is actually done for such, the completed works of mine which since I created my Medal of Honor Art Project after the training I went through is unable to be compared. While others might wish some of what they have read, watched, or learned would be enough to teach them such; the reality is that cannot be taught in a short amount of time of less than 10 years, and the paperwork portion is the last aspect. As those who know about reteaching some who have gone through prior types of training though not the exact type of, explaining to those who have done other coursework is not going to be nearly as compatible as a fresh individual who has not gone through any portion especially the actual paperwork portion in the first part. Such in the same a stolen valor would upset those who earned the valor has been looked at by those who earned the valor, so too is the same type of view in reference to those who would wish to be able to just copy cat from a simple sight.
Money is literally and figuratively not an object, when in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project processes for the historical and spiritual rubbings. Why? There are many reasons, as to the why. The pieces are not the same as a car or a firearm from prior years which a replica, is not possible. Each placement of each drop of ink from the paint, each piece of each portion of the charcoal, each drop of the glue, each inch and centimeter of the pieces put together for the physical portion has something to do with each individualized piece and thus also the fire which burns for the edges makes the difference as well per flame and per spark as well as per second of the edges being worked upon. Those are only a tiny minute sized of the greater amount of details per, involved with each individualized piece of my Medal of Honor Art Project. Adding the situation from Irving Texas after my #SCUBA Dive specifically at the USS/USNS #GeneralHoytSVandenberg and yes that is the same General Hoyt S. #Vandenberg from #TheBigBlueBook report also known more well to others as #TheBlueBookProject, the specifics of requirements for the sanctity of my Medal of Honor Art Project for protection purposes required specific steps taken on my part. For those who were unaware at the time, there are many different clearance levels. One clearance level which is not nearly as well known about is the Omega clearance level of which after my #MEPS/#ASVAB time, yes I was awarded the clearance level because of the background research done when I initially went to the recruiter's station and began my paperwork to join including during the portions of when fighting to be able to join from the emancipation at the time in 2000. For those who know the usual-ish levels for the #Omega clearance as there is a bit of a broad spectrum of though in the specific job classification I had when the ASVAB was completed (if I had done so it would have been 92 Alpha), the time the #ArmedForces of the #UnitedStatesofAmerica had to dig through my background was over 3-4 months before officially being able to begin the MEPS/ASVAB process at the age of 17 years old. Possibly the longer amount of time before processing into the Armed Forces of the United States of #America gave an additional length of time for the background checks, for my clearance level. However officially, I am medically retired and have been retired technically since beginning in 2001 though more officially in 2004. The full medical retirement occurred shortly after the first set of pictures I took in the #CorpusChristi and #SouthPadreIsland areas in 2003 towards the timeframe of either October/November/December of 2003, just for a timing reference for the medical retirement and the ironies of the technological portions of Fail-Safe.
As a side note during the time of volunteering though more specifically to the timing of which I had been given The Big Blue Book for the volunteering I was doing at Nine Lives Books in San Antonio Texas to put online for listing, I was able to read through the fullness of the book which seemingly grew in size when I had read through it at my house in San Antonio. The experiences of reading and going through the material as well as the pictures which were within the pages in combination with some of the pictures within the book, were a bit mind boggling. Ironically to the timing of there had been a point which I took my son, my daughter, and their biological father to see who are now my ex-in-laws and I made a point to privately speak in the smoking section area in the backyard with who is now my deceased ex-father-in-law though; as there were certain documents which I read through, which seemed as though he would have some understanding or a t minimum some knowledge of to be able to clear up a few aspects I read. He was surprised I asked to go to the backyard instead of the front yard as per usual, though the lesser amount of distractions from cars driving passed as well as the voice carrying situation which could be softened with the backyard location comparison. If I recall correctly I read through the book in later 2005 or early 2006, which the irony of timing for other aspects in my life at the time add up in a few twisted ways of irony. By the time of the latter months of 2007, there were a few comments Grandpa Nichols had made which stand out for the ironic aspects at this point in time. I showed him a few pages of The Big Blue Book as he could not believe I had the book in my hands to show, I suppose I can make the joke: ...yet...at that time... Nonetheless towards the end of the discussion at that time he simply said "I'm activated, and motivated."
Admittedly it seemed a bit odd at the moment, and then at the same time it seems befitting when looking back now in 2021 to that time.
Despite certain situations, there is quite a bit of irony the main author of the reports in The Big Blue Book or The Blue Book Project were signed off by General Hoyt S. Vandenberg for the additional comments as well as a few other portions, and the name of the boat I went to go to for the SCUBA Dive in the #FloridaKeys in #KeyWest #Florida which is within the known limits of the #BermudaTriangle in the #Atlantic area of the ocean lower than the area of the Hatteras Abyss in the area I call the Matthias Abyss. The additional irony of the names when taking in consideration of a few situations and a few jokes which can be made about lower in the trenches and yet the strength and resilience, especially taking into consideration of the choice I have about the name of the Matthias Abyss.
While I continued onward at the location to complete the historical and spiritual rubbing for Dr. Mary Edward's Walker, the air around the cemetery location was calm and quiet more-so than what would be expected in a small population number. The cars which drove by randomly were noticed while I was completing as needed though much softer in sounds compared to what would be thought for a car to drive through a small town area, as the clouds moved and formed overhead. Specific markers within the area seemingly began to change color tint as I continued on, and the objects in the sky of the friendly variety moved as usual whereas noticeably other objects seen in the sky stayed off towards a further distance in a different flight pattern from the sights when looking. The temperature of the marker itself changed from the colder feel to a heated though not hot sensation, and the marker seemingly changed color slightly from when initially putting the paper onto the marker for the historical and spiritual rubbing compared to removing the paper. I have noticed the situation before at other marker locations of the color tint changes, though many times I simply thought I mis-saw or was tired or my headaches were going toward migraines, or the rare occasions of when my migraines lowered to lower level headaches for a length of time with the pain level fluctuations being how I saw such changes. For example in reference to #OldTennentPresbyterianChurch when looking at the pictures from the #ChristmasNativity Drive Thru with the angel on the #Hemphill marker, you can see the flatness of the steps and the top portion as well as the different color; compared to if you were there when the picture was taken, and/or grew up attending the church regularly and seeing the area more commonly to notice. If I am correct the picture of such was taken in the early to middle 1990s shortly after 1993 to 1995 which in 1997 I graduated as a #ConfirmedMemberoftheChurch, which I finished learning the portions of the historical and spiritual rubbing teachings for such then after the prior studies and teachings of other varieties through where I learned such.
After completing the last portions for that part of the process for Dr. Mary Edwards Walker's historical and spiritual rubbing, I then began the trip from Oswego New York towards New Jersey. The first time I had been in New Jersey since moving to Illinois in 1998, was in December 2020. Admittedly it was a lot to process for the trip, and my second trip in the area in January 2021 was a bit more to process. However I only saw the view of the areas from the view of going towards, from New Jersey. The trip to drive from upstate New York down to and through New York City to New Jersey for the first time since either 1997 or 1998 was 26 March 2021, just a few hours after leaving the grounds where I completed Dr. Mary Edwards Walker's historical and spiritual rubbing.
A video during my trip this past 30 days from March into April 2021 (Thank you): A Green Orb sighting 2021 | The Ornery PSA with Reverend MeeLing AKA Lady Dori Belle AKA (Reverend) Susan MeeLing on Patreon