I reached out to My biological family in hopes to reconnect, and I have done so repeatedly in hopes to reconnect with my famiy.
I have wanted to do some things on my own though not everything, and I attempted to clarify that.
I miss my children I gestated life and gave birth to, and I miss my biological family. I miss my chosen family also, and I miss the different individuals I once knew that I got along with.
It takes them to reach back to me, to reconnect.