I hope a lot more than some might understand in certain references or at minimum earlier may not have understood the points thereof at the times of which the spiritual reflections of are pertinent to those who actually know, understand, and comprehend such aspects in comparison to the inadept who think they can simply read one or two things and have the knowledge wrongly. For an example of such there was a portion of a book I wrote in Fail-Safe which the aspects of the askes were written of, though the portions of the second and third books for that particular series reveal the associations with Cherubim who get to close and make their request to be turned into ash in an immediate timeframe.
While some might have thought "Fail-Safe: The Kennedy curse fused with Science Fiction Fantasy By: Susan MeeLing" would be a one book in totality, what point in time of my writing have I ever done anything in a one part series? In reference of my #FSL book the third book for such is "The Modern Day Book By: Reverend Susan MeeLing" though admittedly, "Finding a Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing" and "Finding the Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing" were written, compiled, and published in 2014 compared to #TMDB being written and published in 2020. My "Curious Children Book Series By: Susan MeeLing" has two volumes which were published in 2015, and that does not forget to include the amount of journal blog entries I wrote for years before ever publishing any books. I had hoped the books would be helpful, in many ways.
Then taking into consideration of the fact of "The Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series By: Susan MeeLing" of which there are three volumes which I was writing more before what occurred in Washington state leading me back to the state of Texas though published from 2015 through 2016, and then after getting back to the state of Texas writing "The Adventures of Susan MeeLing SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire By: Susan MeeLing" with three volumes. In conjunction of working on my Medal of Honor Art Project and completing several pieces per state I had gone through for which totaled to 131 before getting back to Texas while still writing additional portions for my books while in Washington state prior to getting the apartment at The Lodge at Madrona in Tacoma as well, I genuinely do not know how anyone could genuinely think there was only going to be one book to that particular book. I hoped such would bring forward more understanding, from the knowledge.
However upon finding out there is a group that publishes all author works without the permission of the authors yesterday and realizing that may be why I have not received one royalty check to the level which should have been for all of the books I wrote in conjunction with possible #FISA/#FOIA applications, I have decided not to write anything further now in reference of the Fail-Safe book series until such remedies are made in full. Admittedly that is dangerous quite so because of the realities tangled within the portions of the Fail-Safe book series, though the irony of the ashes going into a computer bag of mine when in my apartment complex is a portion which actually was in the process of being written for the follow up books. However the ritual associated with the individuals of such since it was written in a religious and spiritual tone has yet to occur in reference to the bath afterwards, which such individuals a part of would be the portion making the bath if incapable of payment for what was/is due. I hoped that I would be able to accomplish much more than any individual I knew would ever think possible of me and admittedly selfishly, being recognized for the good that I had assisted with and that which I overcame to survive and live.
In what the portion I am referring to which the ashes would be thrown towards the biggest fear of being revealed the irony of such being sprinkled into the computer bag of social media revolution, is quite ironic I did not have to continue writing of such for that to occur. Hypothetically if that was my ex-sister-in-law Mary Evongelina Nichols Osteen's daughter Ariel Marie Osteen, there is quite a bit of an irony in such in many ways beyond just what I wrote already; especially in reference of a prior journal blog entry which describing Ursela as Mary Evongelina Nichols Osteen and her two daughters as the two eels which are the lackeys in #TheLittleMermaid movie and their particular demise not being the way of which writing in reference of the ashes though similarly in other measures. Noting a female from the Jade Wolfe Coven named Christine looking similar to the female at the Afterglow Mausoleum in the San Juan Islands with the eldest daughter of hers dancing around stupidly while the female who looked similar to Christine took pictures; the irony of other aspects in reference of the ritualistic portions in conjunction with a male who I saw near an empty fountain in Montana in 2018 playing a guitar just before the #MontanaVortex portion of the trip that year. Admittedly the year prior there were the problems of driving because of the red #Hyundai car with a female driver, male passenger, and two or three people in the backseat of that red Hyundai which would not get out of the way on the highway from Montana Vortex area in #ColumbiaFalls towards the #DeerLodge area as they drove 20-30 miles per hours and would not get out of the way. Though later I spoke with a #Police Officer who received reports falsely from 'whomever' of drunk driving , which that officer learned I had not had any alcohol and such was a false report by 'whomever' it was hypothetically from the red Hyundai who called to make a false report knowingly. I hoped, for much justice.
However the ironies of such stepping forward in so many aspects and while I have not given anyone permission to take any initiative of in reference to my #MedalofHonorArtProject as written and discussed in regards of the trips I had gone on, the irony in reference to certain aspects in regards of the portions of a discussion earlier in regards of individuals thinking something as a game when it was never ever a game. My medal of Honor Art Project was and is not a game, the individuals who earned a Medal of Honor did not view such which took to earn a #MedalOfHonor as a game, the individuals saved because of the actions of Medal of Honor recipients did not view such as a game which if one cannot tell the difference between a video game and real life then maybe a psychological evaluation needs to hypothetically occur for such types of people; and I would guesstimate all listed would be highly insulted to find out if hypothetically some took my Medal of Honor Art Project as such which would possibly be linked to thinking wrongly of a #Ouija board as a game, as such is not a game in the slightest. The ability to infuriate those of the spirit realm and allow yourselves to become possessed by an array of different entities is not something a human being can control of what occurs to them, especially when done out of disrespect and ill intent. While some may have hypothetically thought to themselves of what would give me the right to do as I have, the answer is quite simple. I have the training, skills, education, and the background to do so; all before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, and of course the after effects. I hoped to bring awareness to also assist to teach the betterment of, while bringing solace to those who had endured much as I know what I look like and the stereotype of; though I hoped such would bring hope that not everyone was/is against such people who willingly do much more whether in the light, and/or in the shadows of the night's darkness.
Though there are admittedly many issues in reference of memories and cognitive disorders from aspects of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, the aspects of what I was taught in religious aspects and spiritual aspects including though not limited to how to complete historical and spiritual rubbings was never once forgotten. There were people in Medical Hold Unit I had spoken about the aspects of such in brief with in 2000 as well as many others before then and after then, in brief detail. While some can complete a rubbing of a marker without causing damage to the marker, there is only one person with the training and studies of for a historical and spiritual rubbing of a marker and that one person is me. If there was another then would I have had to explain as much as I have had to over the years since my freshman year in high school, or would there be more who would have not needed any knowledge to attempt to understand certain portions of though barely beyond simply understanding there was a long and grueling process to learn such? If the technology algorithms and search capabilities would be able to track the first individual who had written online about historical and spiritual rubbings of markers, I would guesstimate such would point directly to one person which would be me. I hoped there would be more respect, knowledge, and advancement through understanding and wisdom.
Since I have not trained anyone of how to attempt such a feat that would mean that each who would attempt to claim such would automatically be labeled as a charlatan, in such because of the fact I have not trained anyone else as well as those who taught me such in the ways of had only taught me how to do such; with the exception of the individual who I learned from for my Confirmation Class at Old Tenant Presbyterian Church (#OTC) which could have taught others the history behind gravestone rubbings and how to complete a grave stone rubbing of the physical marker. However what an ironic twist of OTC being similar to #OTO as well as the fact it can be proven of the original location of the original pastor of Old Tenant Presbyterian Church Pastor William J. Tenant's remains having been removed and the casket altered; and the close proximity of the Prophet Joseph Smith having been in the area close to #Tenent #NewJersey in #Manalapan/#Freehold/#Marlboro Townships because of the tri-county lines within the location of that square mile cemetery. Not forgetting other organizations and associations historically known in the area of the state of New Jersey, is only one of the original 13 colonies. I hoped to assist the survival of much more to bring the lessons learned from the past history, so the future generations did not make the same mistakes as previously.
Thus the aspects of ironies in a conjunction in reference to an overall sort of way and if such types of people thought such to be a game well I suppose the best way to explain quickly is, in only a few words. Surprise! No, it is and has been real for quite some time. The video games were not real, though life is real and this is reality. I hope that has been made clear, and concise.
Now, who is ready for Halloween/Samhain? I know, I am!