Around the timeframe of 2013 there was a point in which I knew I needed to do something different for my son after everything which had occurred in reference to his sister, himself, and I as well as what we knew as our family. The ways of which getting to Washington state was as it was and before the portions in reference to Tacoma, I knew I needed to do something for him which was out of the ordinary which would show him even still with each aspect which had occurred up to that point of there being still the care and concern as well as love from me as his Mom.
Though I knew I was dealing with the zapping from the electrical portions of the area though not realizing the zapping was being electrocuted at the time via the portions of words, at the time I was unable to speak of the portions in reference to the amount of affect the situations had on me personally at the time. Nonetheless I had seen a flyer about the #Wizardcon event in #Portland #Oregon and since he really liked the show #TheWalkingDead, then I realized I could do something for him which maybe at the time might be different enough to show him how much I paid attention to what he was into to show I still cared and loved him; as I obviously very much still care and love both my son and my daughter, of course.
Thus I knew it was going to be a big deal for him not knowing the portions of which it would be a big deal for me as well, as I did not know how my physical appearance would get attention as it apparently had at the event. My thoughts had been at the time that I would go into the location of the event of the Wizardcon with him as well as my now ex-boyfriend, to simply walk around until going to the place for the ability to see and meet some actor guy my son had wanted to meet. In reference to actors, actresses, as well as those of various shows/movies/etcetera it is not that I do not care about such; I simply cannot watch more than I listen, and some of the shows/movies/etcetera are so loud in which the impact on my headaches and migraines to look at the screen is additional pain I do not need to have added to. In reference to the singers/rappers/news reporters/etcetera I have listened to more often which by technicalities I should recognize the voice of I apologize if I have met, though the electrical sounds which come through the speakers tend to change the sound of your voices in conjunction to what is in the nearby areas as well as the weather surrounding affects such and thus if I have met anyone who would be in such categories I simply speak with you as you have been when I have spoken with you. I do hope that is not offensive, even in the times of knowing who I was speaking with at times as in my opinion sometimes the need for the clarity outweighs the portions of that aspect more known. It is far from disrespect though more of respect as there seem as though there have been times of the amount of brutal honesty is needed more-so, though I do hope such has been in respectful ways in person; despite certain grumblings and murmerings when pain levels get to certain points, in conjunction with stress levels which only add to such.
Nonetheless I took my son to the Wizardcon place to meet some actor who he had wanted to see and meet, which had been fun at the time walking around to find the individual. I saw all sorts of gadgets and beeping robot looking thing that was blue and white with a red dot, which was absolutely too cute. My son laughed at me telling me the robot name or something and from some movie or whatever, when a few people came up to me and asked if I was Jean Grey and another group asked if I was Pamela Islee, and so on and so forth. I told them "I was just me", which when my son looked back at me as he was walking ahead a bit after whichever number of times it occurred.
My son covered his eyes and said, "Oh my God, Mom."
I suppose I can joke now by writing and saying technically, Goddess or Creatrix.
Nonetheless he was almost a teenager in the pre-teen phase of life and I thought he was simply being a teenager and embarrassed of me, as pre-teens and teenagers tend to do sometimes. I doubt I am the only Mom (or for those who are Dads who understand), which have gone through that moment when their teenager rolls their eyes and the tone of voice. Later as the time went on in the event he puffed up his chest when yet another group said something similar and he looked back to see me getting lost with everything going on around, and again telling some group of people "I was simply just me."
I think he could see the amount of pain I was in at the time from the zapping which added to my headaches and as I ground my teeth dealing with the pain levels, we went on through to see what was going on at the time. Though I think similarly the aspects of the words for him as well as myself, may have been a bit to describe such. When getting to the back of the place he and I waited in line for the picture process, and those who know whichever guy from the show that is know who the guy from the show that is. My son is excited, and I am in the picture as well.
As I had to move my keys from behind my back before the picture as well as move the hand from the actor to a better spot since they did not fit in my purse and I could not put my keys down for multiple reasons, by then I could not count how many times nor how many people had asked about certain portions of other people's names. At the point when getting in line for the picture my son looked up at me I thought then he realized how difficult it was to walk around, though now I wonder if then was when he realized certain aspects of me. I admit I kept such hidden from both my son and my daughter as well as others, because how odd would that come across to hear someone admit certain aspects in that regard? I know my daughter figured it out first which was a point which the elementary school had issues already at the time, though well before the zoo situation. Similarly she had been interested in books though could also watch television shows which when she watched the #WizardsofWaverlyPlace, she had known about my #SCUBADiving as well as had seen many things I had done in person; which the school did not believe, nor did they approve of. Ironically if some think back to when I had slightly raised my voice to call my son and my daughter over to be picked up, they would have realized in reference to the sound of my voice at that time while they had blamed such on the military. In part yes, though I had not graduated Basic Training which is a key point.
As the day went on and walking around, my son looked at different comic drawings and artwork. Though he had seen some of my corsets hanging in my closet throughout the years, I did not realize he may have put two and two together at that time. When approaching one particular artist's booth and my son was looking at the artwork, the male had asked why I was in the area. I had told him about how my son and I wound up in Washington state, and joked about the portions in reference to the warranty in reference to #GeekSquad and #BestBuy along with that point in the discussion. The male's eyes widened and looked at my son, my now ex-boyfriend, and I before his eyes got bigger. Though admittedly at the time I was simply thinking to myself of maybe the lights had flickered from the zapping or what-have-you, though possibly it may have been figured out a bit further; as because I could not see my tattoos in a bigger way; I had forgotten about the modeling I had done through the name of #LadyDoriBelle, which my son had heard very few people call me by my name of such in San Antonio. As my son knew in a larger amount of detail the aspects of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury though at that point I had still been writing and compiling the portions for my first book, I think possibly when he read that with the second book had been when that fully clicked in a bigger way. Nonetheless, the enjoyable times as we went through the rest of the event.
However I admit I was surprised he knew about an actor guy, the comic book characters, as well as the robot thing from something or another; yet he did not know who Marvin the Martian was. I made a joke at the time of Zippy would have taken care of those situations seen in regards of the childhood show, though still quite amusing nonetheless to see my son look at the individual dressed as before standing for a picture at that point with. However you can see it in his face, as to why I was excited comparatively of course.