Precursor to the Trip
In the year of 2020 I had watched and listened to a #YouTube video on #JustAnotherChannel, and saw what the stones were shaped as in conjunction to listening to the oddities and confusion within the voice of the host of that show #BrandonGrey. After I looked into a little bit of details surrounding the mystery of The #GeorgiaGuidestones, and began thinking about such intricacies I had seen with the minimal footage of the location; including internet searches, other videos, #History Channel research, and along those lines to either give a bit more information via words as to what was felt energetically in comparison to what has been looked into up to this point in time. Those who know about the Montana Vortex as my personal skepticism prior to going out to the area in #ColumbiaFalls, know it was difficult for me to believe certain aspects; though also taking into consideration the portions of the abilities which came through when I was at the #MontanaVortex in conjunction with other abilities previously and since then which have arisen, the portions of which shall be dove into further within reason later within these pages. Similar to the aspects of what I do in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project and how I do so, such portions are not up for discussion to the depth level some may wish for me to go into. I understand now that means such could be considered as a bit mysterious however those who understand certain levels of information are not intended for just anyone to know, there are those who also comprehend as to why. In turn the aspects in regards of the #GeorgiaGuideStones runs along certain similar lines in regards of to a point, though of course with other differences to be found among the paroxysms of the complexities.
Upon thinking about the background of the possibilities and the what ifs proverbially, certain portions similar to a clock with the gears had clicked along until the hands moved into the position of the precise hour and minute. While thinking of such details the aspects of which in one of my book series I had written a statement of certain aspects being hidden in plain sight, though only if the need to satiate such curiosities for the ability to find such understanding. While in that particular book series up to this point I have only published the first book of “Fail-Safe: The Kennedy curse fused with Science Fiction Fantasy By: Susan MeeLing”, I can see how such a book if ever read had caused certain thoughts to meander along the proverbial rabbit hole of oddities. Granted up to this point in 2021 I have only sent the book to some groups and locations hoping for a point which such would be on the Best Seller Booklist, though it has only been available since 2016. I know there are some books which take a bit of time to grasp a hold of readers, though the other book series I have written and compiled prior to as well as after that specific book series had been begun had been quite different in comparison to other books of book series I have written in context as well as writing style.
Since I have been prolific in reference to taking pictures over the years since getting my first camera as a child just before going to #Disney in #Florida prior to photography classes in church as well as later on during #SCUBADiving, there are additional portions in reference to certain oddities to some as to why I took which images I had. Later after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and the amount of pictures I had taken of my son, my daughter, and the individual who is their biological father; I chose to do the best I could to assist my memories from prior to my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury after effects at the same time of experiencing life, as best as I could. Now in current times it is more common to do what is known as selfies, however that was the furthest thought in my mind when initially taking pictures.
Later on I had begun a bit of a modeling portion in time which I had multiple pictures taken of me in different clothing, though more-so in attempts to do what I could to help myself have an ability to see myself as myself. I admit such a venture kind of had backfired, since the majority of images had been taken with digital cameras and the headaches and migraines did not allow me to see the images the same way as when seeing a picture in the print format. However there had been one photographer and artist in the #Abilene area of #Texas who not only took pictures of me though had also completed a pastel portrait of one of the images taken, that I was able to see in that form in comparison to the digital pictures. While I can see myself in a mirror easily, there is a difference between a physical mirror and an electronic mirror. The physical mirror I can see how I physically look in greater details and while there are certain portions of through images of being able to see myself via the electronic or digital mirror through technology, the colors of which I can see more clearly have to do with my tattoos far more than my physical appearance; which is similar for those who have tattoos themselves, and how in such I can see them and their physical appearance-ish. It is far easier for me to see an individual when in person albeit not the same as they see one another and as cliché as it may come across, I truly do not see skin color unless when discussing #tattoos.
That it something which I have dealt with or been born with or however one wants to put such into words, as per where I grew up. It was always much easier for me to see those who have tattoos than it has been for me to see those without tattoos, and that is a different aspect which I can delve into further on. As there had been many family portraits taken throughout the years of my time with my son and my daughter, the focus had been upon my son and my daughter. While there were pictures at my behest to have a few done with their biological father at in the ways I thought would be ideal, it occurred as it occurred and I dealt with what I dealt with. However the picture of the wedding rings were the ones I had to go find and purchase for myself, after what had occurred in reference to how such came about. It was, what it was.
Those who know of the fuller details can understand as to the coldness in such a statement, as such a situation was what it was and I had survived. However from such pictures as well as pictures and videos I have taken you could see how much I love and care for as well as care about the overall development of my son and my daughter and our enjoyment of life for the best interests overall, in comparison to the other aspects in reference to how I was able to carry and deliver my son and my daughter. In such times from 2001 through to 2012 in an overall sort of way, my personal choice for needing such pictures were of extreme importance which had proven to be even more important than I had realized at those times as well as into the future. There is a saying of a picture being of a thousand words, and realistically some might have been a few more than one thousand words. If you take into consideration the coding aspects, possibly such could be additional proof pun intended of such being more than one thousand words in combination; well beyond the scope of describing such images, however images only give one view in comparison to the bigger portions of because of the angles. Nonetheless the portions of the reality for the biological aspects being of importance is shown literally and figuratively, as well as the portions in reference to the necessary balance of masculine and feminine energies for a healthy upbringing for children. To clarify just because of the biological necessity for the male and female portions of, such does not limit the aspects of raising children.
Though the respects of the masculine and the feminine energies for such as well as personality traits thereof, are what has been referred to in reference to raising children in multiple #HolyScriptures. While it is still the sperm which is met with the egg to form life, that does not include the portions in reference to sustaining and maintaining life. There is much more to life than just those two portions, as such is simply the spark for the creation of life though who maintains and sustains life is a whole other ball of wax in person. There are reasons as to why the wording has been as such in reference to, for most known and understand usually it is the masculine energy which is referred to for punishment thought the feminine energy for the caring portions of. As it is known there are masculine forms which have such types of abilities for caring and concern, such is usually shown in a different way in comparison to the feminine energy ways to do so.
In the case of my son and my daughter despite being a single mom after 2008 in regards of raising them myself, my natural personality of the blend of masculine and feminine energies had been of importance for their upbringing. As many single moms as well as single dads know there are times when one needs to be more stern and times when the need to be a bit softer in approach are required, as there have been single dads who have had to learn to be more gentle at times when also knowing when to be more strict in other times. Nonetheless the importance of the balance of energies in a household is necessary to assist the upbringing of children whether as a couple, or as a single parent. Personally I prefer an older and more traditional approach which combines the aspects of in conjunction of the community in which is ideal for better and clearer understanding for the betterment and progress, in combination with how school community aspects in an ideal portion would be for genuine education for the positive aspects for further development in a better way.
In such in reference to my son and my daughter, I had read through many books and taken multiple classes by choice to do the best I possibly could as I felt what was to come and I needed to be as prepared as possible to help and assist as best as I could. There had been a point around 2004 which I thought I might begin to write a book series, not realizing how accurate I had been in an overall conjunction sort of way; however I did not begin the fuller portions of until around 2007, when rightfully noticing a few aspects after the portions of what had occurred in 2006. My writings and compilations in my first book “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” explains in a more factual sort of way whereas the complimentary book I wrote called “Finding The Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” still gives facts, however has a lighter and different way to think about life events and circumstances while hopefully being able to make a few smile at the realities of and think about those good times. I know the second book is smaller in comparison to the first book however I thought it was a bit symbolic in certain regards as despite the amount of events and circumstances each goes through, there is always something even if the most tiny faery-sized sort of way which can bring a smile to the situation. In a different way I thought such to be a bit additionally symbolic in reference to when looking back and reflecting upon one’s life whether in youth or teenager years, whether in young adult or adult years, and/or whether in middle age to elder years of life; the symbolism of the way looking back at different aspects of life, can be seen similarly in reference to the bigger aspects of facts and importance in conjunction with the little portions which bring joy and happiness to pay more attention to when necessary to make it through.
Tying together the portions of the Georgia Guide Stones of the individuals and/or groups who put such together, in some ways when thinking about the initial video seen before another as well as looking into such I can see the aspects in reference to my point referring to those preemies who had felt as though they may have been lost along the way, while keeping in mind the portions of knowing my son and my daughter were not the only ones who had felt and experienced certain aspects and had questions which needed answers. “The Curious Children Book Series: Volume One: What is a Family? By: Susan MeeLing” I thought was a way which when looking at the reference point of the Georgia Guidestones and who had put such in place, may have needed some sort of reassurance in regards of different portions throughout the aspects of different life experiences. So too the same in reference to the second book of the group “The Curios Children Book Series: volume Two: What’s the difference? By: Susan MeeLing” in reference to the aspects of looking to genuinely learn, and seek out information of the truth which some may not have known because of the aspects in reference to technology being so prevalent in modern society. Though there is the portion which the written word on paper has seemed to be considered less important, however it is still extremely important for those who want to keep their eyesight in comparison to different measures of such as well as those who are blind and can only read braille. Though technology advancements bring additional assistance, there is the importance to the sense of touch; which in turn repeats the portions in reference to the premature births, and the aspects of that sensation needed for positive development in a proper way.
In turn such in reference to certain or possibly many portions regarding “Fail-Safe: the Kennedy curse fused with Science Fiction Fantasy By: Susan MeeLing” aside from being a completely different writing style from the prior book series might have, been fairly accurate for certain individuals in specific upbringings and/or employment experiences unbeknownst to me in the specific details thereof. Though ironically, possibly the exact level of details in certain regards. Though there is only the first book of the Fail-Safe series thus far, I have taken a bit of a break from writing such for a few reasons more recently while keeping up with several other aspects thereof which have needed such attention. In reference to the Georgia Guidestones, possibly some who had been a part of and/or had known of such details far longer came to a point which they might have felt similar to #RoseFitzgerald in my book and the irony of the town which the address is in for the Georgia Guidestones being called Dewy Rose. What a bit of irony, in regards to such not only in reference to that particular book though also in regards of the timing of as I had written the Fail-Safe book in 2016 however only heard of the Georgia Guidestones in 2020; however the Georgia Guidestones were put into place according to the stonework on 22 March 1980. Such a different irony in reference to my time in the United States of America’s Armed Forces as I had began the term of Zero Week on 22 March 2000 because of a nightmare I had as a child, and the term for the bigger event on 11 September 2001 has the location which the main portion happened called #GroundZero. As an additional side portion of irony both my son and my daughter enjoyed the character #Zero in the movie we would watch together each #Halloween and randomly through to #Christmas, called “The #NightmarebeforeChristmas”, yet both also liked the character of the Pumpkin King and the “Oogey Boogey Song” though not the particular character for obvious reasons. Both of them knew it was not Santa Claus who brought them presents each year which meant when watching that movie, I had to explain the reference points of that to them; as they knew I was the one who picked out their Christmas presents and any other gifts, I would give them throughout the year. I chose to ensure to not allow the portions of the delusion to who purchased such gifts for them, though also ensured they enjoyed themselves as much as I could give for such.
In that regard of The Georgia Guidestones if such had been a portion in reference to #RCChristianson about that childhood while seeing and listening to others who had such stories told to them and/or the #Hebrew aspects especially since there is the portion of the Hebrew texts in the Georgia Guidestones among other languages from religions and backgrounds which do not have such a character as #SantaClaus though have religious backgrounds of other Divine beings which teach morals and ethics comparatively, such a set of thoughts could be an additional aspect in reference to the proverbial rabbit hole of going through the different aspects thereof. When adding to the portion of which the older Holy Scriptures had included books and poems which were removed, burned, banned, and etcetera prior to the modernization of the current times though some are still within the biblical contexts of in a softer manner and way of which you can additionally look to the portions of my adult book series I had written called “The Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series: Volume One: Complicated Simplicity By: Susan MeeLing” which discussed the portions of different aspects within the adult formation of a relationship, as per ways of which both involved discuss the aspects of what does and does not work for each with additional pointers in specific references for female enjoyment as certain individuals may not have thought such to be as normal as it is to actually want to and enjoy pleasing.
“The Paroxysm of the Lotus: Volume Two: Portraits of Partnerships By: Susan MeeLing” takes the journey along with the characters of different aspects of what other relationships in existence in a smaller view within to making such work, though leaving the reader to look into further aspects thereof in a multifaceted combination of what each may seek for themselves and with consenting adults the ability for such as per the first book of the series. “The Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series: Volume Three: Celestial Chastisement By: Susan MeeLing” gives a situational portion of which as some adults prefer to dress up in different ways for their own enjoyment, there is a public version of the different aspects of what some enjoy as the characters meander throughout the scenes thereof.
When adding “The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire” in each other three different volumes which include pictures I have posted from what I had taken over the years which none have ever had my permission to use nor does anyone have my permission to use without a specific hand signed waiver on paper which has not been done thus far in 2021 of the pictures I have taken which includes for scientific purposes as that credit I earned and am and have been due for quite some time is owed and at the past due point, of which I have pointed out for quite some time long before 2021. I had posted such images online in hopes I would actually be contacted and reached out to in reference to my accomplishments however instead there have been other situational problems which hopefully will be cleared out in full as such is necessary and needed, which is above and beyond others’ wants as such I guesstimate has been figured out at this point. Nonetheless the simple aspect of which could have been done years ago of simply acknowledging my credit of what I alone accomplished had only pushed my work furthers at a minimum there are others outside of the Homo Sapien Sapien species which had taken notice and had the common courtesy to acknowledge such, in a face to face meeting back in 2011; of which if there are those who wish to have been a part of and/or informed back in 2011, I suppose the reality of which in reference to my credit earned would have given such allowances back then. However similar to certain references in other regards of the #MerPeople also acknowledging such well before the Irving situation, the irony of the Georgia Guidestones pointing to the number of which is only allowed if the conditions are met. Since so many are interested in movies, television, video games, and other such online activities maybe someone has or will make a reference to a species which only one is allowed and the looking back as to the reasons why can be noticed from such. An additional irony in reference to a poem I had written or a haiku, there is the reference to the Irving situation in plain sight. Ironically the creator of the Georgia Guidestones R.C. Christianson could probably laugh and smile, at such a twist of ironic aspects additionally though in a different way.
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