Eminem, Xtina, WuTang Clan, Lauren Hill, & more have what to do with this journal blog entry?

I have not hidden the fact I have been involved with what is supposed to be the consenting adult lifestyle in reference to the #BDSM BDSM, #LGBTQ #LGBTQPride LGBTQP, and #Swinger #Swingers Swinger communities of which in my opinion when there are those who do not have the common sense or human decency to actually ask if I am accurate me in this reference of how I am personally doing and then make assumptions on their own without actually ever having my personal perspective as to how I could and/or would do or be better before making a nonconsensual choice for me; then do not be surprised to when my responses have been as my responses have been in reference to my journal blog entries #TheOrneryPSA The Ornery PSA, as well as “Finding The Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing”.

It has been known as to the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and yet other people who have not ever had such aspects nor have ever actually taken the time to actually see if I personally am doing okay before making a decision about my life to then cause a needless amount of problems in my life and/or my son’s life #Letters4James and/or my daughter’s life #Letters4Lidia without consulting me personally as to what I am actually feeling and/or going through and/or sensing?

Do not ever complain about my infuriation and rage rightfully, when you did not ever actually have any genuine care or concern in the slightest in actual truth for what the realities are for my best interests as to anyone in any group and/or agency and/or organization who has dealt with any such response as to my written words for thinking you could simply observe and not ever actually ask me personally what I actually needed as there is nothing of a responsible adult as to such factors in my opinion as to any individual who would not officially ask me.

In addition to such realities as to my personal viewpoint and beliefs as to such factors if there was a tribal counsel meeting that occurred which I was not ever invited to if there is such a situation in the state of #TX #TXstate #Texas #Texasstate Texas and/or #WA #WAstate #Washington #Washingtonstate Washington state then there is not any excuse nor reason nor cause as to any such so-called care and concern about me as to the realistic fact as to the lack of common sense and human decency as to any such individuals in my opinion who had not ever thought to actually speak with me in truth before sticking their nose into my business without ever thinking as to what would be the most common sense approach as to actually asking me in person when in person with me face to face in the comparisons of whatever assumptions there were. If in reference to those who may have went to the state of Washington from the state of Texas who did not disclose any biases as well as did not actually speak with me when using your words as a many times as I was specifically told in the state of Texas to use my words, do not ever pretend you ever believed me about the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as well as stop pretending you actually cared about my best interests compared to your own insanity to testing the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury specifically my memfry deficits and my cognitive disorders.

If in such references as to others not knowing the consequences of their actions as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as to “The Modern Day Book (Written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing”; truthfully that is every other individuals’ fault for such a choice as to not having spoken with me in truth, as I have proven such additional factors as to after returning to the state of Texas in the year of 2019 into 2020 and 2021 for if you people actually had spoken with me in truth then there would not have ever been the amount of as well as the types of postings as to all such situations as there was not ever any right nor cause nor excuse for such choices or behaviour as to showing the fact of the mental health situations as to such factors in the conjunction as to the #2ndAmendment Second Amendment Rights of the #Constitution #ConstitutionalRights Constitutional Rights as to what I clearly had already explained in person as well as in my book “Finding A Silver Lining (Written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” as to the clarity of knowing oneself as well as the work to actually sustain and maintain the Second Amendment is through the proof of which the responsible aspects as to maintaining the firearm(s) as well as the capabilities as to paying attention to details among other factors of which ensuring Each is not a threat to anyone other than a perpetrator or an enemy in such references.

The individuals who chose in the #Austin #AustinTX #AustinTexas Austin Texas rallies as well as #SMTX #SanMarcos #SanMarcosTX #SanMarcosTexas San Marcos Texas rallies and other such meetups in the year of 2019 and 2020 into 2021 which ever had any individual who knew about my work though had not spoken with me in truth when in person face to face and they themselves had a firearm(s) in whichever capacity of such aspects, what level of common sense and what level of sanity would that be in reference to the lack of common sense as well as the integrity required to be capable to actually prove such levels of intellectual capacities as to such factors of the truth?

Does it truly take a head injury to figure out those factors combined would be the reasons and causes as to what fully excuses my responses and my behaviour as to the amount of times as well as the amount of individuals in conjunction to whichever consistent individuals involved which would essentially have proven their actual patterns of behaviour over such amounts of time, which in turn would fully vindicate my innocence as well as fully vindicate my choices as well as fully vindicate my responses as well as fully prove my innocence the entire time from whenever such first officially began which in turn would mean every individual involved would and could only blame the individuals/groups/agencies/organizations involved as to such combined factors as to their choices as to what they had needlessly done so as to their mistreatments as well as their biases and their misdiagnosis of such situations as to the lack of common sense to actually speak with me about the details thereof officially in the context of within the truthful aspects or does that take a head injury to figure out specifically in reference to the states of Texas and Washington and New Jersey though other such combined areas as to where I traveled as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips for my Medal of Honor Art Project as to my completed works from my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork?

Should it take a head injury to figure out when others make assumptions there is the truthful spelling of the word assume as to such factors as each and every individual who assumed about me only truthfully made in the symbolic reference as to the Democratic symbol, as to the factors of which for all of those who had ever said they needed me to see the betterment of the differences between the Democratic Party to the Republican Party in comparison to the ways I had initially reviewed such factors? Take a look at the policies of which I had initially written about in reference to my first book “Finding A Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” and then take into consideration my book from the year of 2020 “The Modern Day Book (Written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” as to such factors in reference to the situation regarding the #COVID COVID aspects as well as the responses thereof to the situations which were caused simply by whomever who did not actually have the human decency or the wherewithal, to actually correctly think and evaluate as to if there even was an evaluation compared to a group of biases in the comparisons thereof as those types of situations are exactly why #IcedT #LevelUp Iced-T and #IceCube Ice Cube among others had sung certain lyrics in the 1980s in my opinion as to those types of individuals who needlessly involve themselves as to such factors as to the differences between law enforcement and the popo or the People Police also known as #CommunityStandards Community Standards and Community Guidelines as I did not think it took a head injury to figure that out as to the ways of the symbolic review of such factors.

Should it take a head injury to figure out the mask is symbolic as to how much speech you covered up from yourself when seeing me in person as to your choice to not actually tell me the truth, if in such references as to anyone I knew from the state of Texas who went up to Washington state and whatever aspects of what you did not speak in truth about upon your hypothetical return to the state of Texas from Washington state until whenever I put forward “The Modern Day Book (Written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” and/or my journal blog entries as does it take a head injury to figure out I am not the only person who has survived a head injury which in turn shows what others have brought forward previously as to those types of individuals and the situations thereof as to who had always been the problems compared to the ones who genuinely spoke the truth?

Does it take a head injury to figure out as to there is the lack of intelligence as to each and every such individual who knew that I can only speak in truth as well as the modest responses I have always been known to give in the comparisons as to the larger overall of a situation even when having to confront a situation as to the comparisons as to when reviewing the aspects in my own personal evaluation as to such realities, or did it take a head injury to point that out?

Would it take a head injury to figure out those who complained at me as to my not having graduated Basic Training in such comparisons as to others within the military aspects of the Armed Forces of the United States of America of others, the lack of common sense and intellect as to such factors as to ever thinking that consistently lying to someone in comparisons to consistently telling the truth as to the responses as why would it take a head injury to figure out the #10Commandments 10 Commandments were always the best possible responses to any questions as to how to approach an unknown situation in comparison to what unknowns specifically as to the day and month as to the overall of the year if such situations as to those types of people in such aspects thereof to if hypothetically I am accurate as to why the fluffy bunny girly type of nonsense has not ever worked for anyone whether a female or a male as to the factors of the after effects from surviving a head injury or a TBI?

Should it take a head injury to figure out the mask shows the most important features as to the proverbial keys to the soul because of the automatic expression that comes from the eyes when someone is being genuine, compared to if they are being humble, compared to if they are holding emotional factors back to deal with the situation, compared to if they simply are whatever other possibilities of those types of people from those types of situations as to such hypothetical factors as does it take a head injury to figure out the masks make the technology cameras focus upon such details more often in the comparisons to the security cameras in comparison to the pictures posted as to such types as modeling pictures as would it take a head injury to figure out that is a part of body language as I have told people for decades?

Would it take a head injury to figure out if the concern was about others’ fear of death in comparison to the realization I personally grew up walking around a square mile cemetery as to #OldTennent #OldTennentPresbyterian #Presbyterian #PresbyterianUSA #OldTennentPresbyterianChurch #OTC #OTPC Old Tennent Presbyterian Church as a child as to my biological mother being a Deacon and my biological father being a trustee?

Should it take a head injury to go to the actual area to verify to simply go to any building within the grounds of Old Tennent Presbyterian Church as to the amount of driving or walking which is mandatory to occur as to getting to any one of the buildings, of which should it take a head injury to figure out your fears did not need to bother me as I personally grew up in a way of knowing how to actually be respectful of the grounds as well as the spirits as well as the individual caretakers as well as the different aspects thereof to such a property in such comparisons as to others’ assumptions and others’ fears as to that is your people’s problem in comparison to me as to I was being respectful obviously as it was an important project I personally was working on for the idea for years after such a point in time of my Confirmation Graduation as should it take a head injury to figure out I already gave plenty of explanations and it is everyone else’s fully for not having paid attention to their own problems in comparison to projecting their problems wrongly in my direction?

Does it take a head injury to figure out why such repetition to the factors of more recent journal blog entries on my journal blog The Ornery PSA as well as “The Modern Day Book (Written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” fully make complete sense now to more who might have actual understanding in comparisons to the assumptions of prior from those who chose not to speak with me in truth as to such references and regards as why would that be of importance additionally?

Should it take a head injury to figure out as to when those people who made the false statements and those people who made the false reports as well as those people who made the false claims contact whomever they contacted to fully clarify their actual intentions as to such factors, that is the only time when the COVID aspects will stop and be lifted in full for everyone else; or does that take a head injury to figure out as well unless to the intentions being clarified through the technological portions and the waiting as to such factors of others to their admissions as to such biases and reasons thereof as to their thoughts?

Would it take a head injury to figure out if in reference to anyone I once modeled in a picture with in comparisons to an actual picture when out and about as to ever asking as to such individuals for what the actual truth would be, would be a massively huge mistake as to each and everyone who would think as to ever being able to ask anyone other than myself as to the truthful aspects if I was actually spoken with in genuine full truth in comparison thereof as to what I have more recently as to the years of 2019 and 2020 and 2021 have done in reference as to my writings and my responses?

Does it take a head injury to figure out my accuracies as to each and every warning I gave the people of the states of #IL #ILstate #Illinois #Illinoisstate #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NewYorkstate #PA #PAstate #Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate #OK #OKstate #Oklahoma #Oklahomastate New Jersey, New York, Pennsylvania, Illinois, Oklahoma, and Texas though the discussions in #Oregon #OR #Oregonstate #ORstate Oregon and Washington state as to the technological portions have come forward because of you and your choices as to what you decided as to whether you spoke with me in truth and/or had others sent to me as to the lack of transparency as to such factors and situations while knowing the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury which fall into the #ADA #Americans #AmericanswithDisabilitiesAct Americans with Disabilities Act as to such general public community standards as to the pedestrian portion in comparison to the handicapped parking aspects for such reviews as to the metaphorical or does it take a head injury to point out that symbolism as to the hypothetical amount of such and the bus route situations as to “The Modern Day Book (Written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” as well as in conjunction with “Finding The Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” with “Finding A Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” as well as my journal blog The Ornery PSA?

Would it take a head injury to figure out you should police yourselves individuals before you ever go and assume as to another’s situation if they have not officially spoken with you in person when face to face in person, or does that too take a head injury to figure that out as to the psychological social working type of democratic aspects as to such breakdowns of failures as to such realistic hypotheticals?

Should it take a head injury to figure out the COVID aspects I brought forward as to the Stratton Laws if all such individuals do not make the choice on their own as to the truthful portions thereof in discussions with those who they had hypothetically spoken with as to such factors, as to what can officially occur as to that overall Martial Law aspects to the factors of such false reporting being considered as problematic to each and every community and group and individual as to such factors or does it take a head injury to figure out for your group of individual hypothetical false reports maliciously against me as to not having acknowledged the truth as to such factors as to the situations thereof as to the psychological view as to those who like the mask as to such factors as to the ways of the binky and/or the comfort as to covering up the true intentions in the reference as to such body language factors in addition to the ways of such choices thereafter of any such a meeting with and/ior encounter thereof as to the law enforcement as well as military factors as to the civilian involvement and interactions thereof as to the ways of how such actualities as to whether or not you genuinely respect their time as well as their efforts as well as their backgrounds as well as their training or does that take a head injury to point that out also?

Would it take a head injury to figure out if in my journal blog entries as well as “The Modern Day Book (Written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” as to genuinely being helpful and resourceful as to assistances by a percentage of the combined overall of those two books plus “Finding S Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” with the possibilities of “Finding The Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” as to the factors of above an 85 percentage or the equivalent of at the minimum of an A-/B+ as to the lowest grade I considered acceptable for my son’s ability for other extra curricular activities as to his long term educational aspects as to minimum requirements compared to what I personally grew up as to the mandatory grades; would automatically mean the situations as to the factors of which such situations as to the COVID warnings I gave in the beginning portions of the 2020 year, would it take a head injury to figure out the originals as to such individuals within such areas would be responsible as to stepping forward in truth and retracting their statements in full as to the ways which such aspects of the Stratton Laws were written long before I read such details about the factors thereof as to the Martial Law portions or does that take a head injury to point out for others to pay attention as to the #Catholic Catholic aspects of confessionals?

Does it take a head injury to figure out the situations of such individuals who have common sense and are capable to see through the biases as to such hypotheticals from others as to their misleading reports as to such factors, which in turn would be the pathways of which would officialize after what length of time for such to officially go into effect if such individuals continue to withhold such factors in comparison as to he transparency they desire from everyone else as to such hypocritical behaviours as to such aspects thereof or does that too have to take a head injury to figure out?

Would it take a head injury to the perspective of such situations as to the second Amendment as to the videos and images as to the unknown to my aspects of the Texas Flag pledge as to the situations thereof to such reviews, as would it take a head injury to figure out the physical perspective of those areas and locations thereof would only show the situations in the Democratic ways as to how they have done so in the past as to such aspects though my choice as to clarifying in comparison as to the Republican viewpoint of the second Amendment Rights within the Constitution of the United States of America; however does it take a head injury to figure out the importance of such a review with the advances of science and technology of such factors of the Second Amendment Rights of which I am for as would it take a head injury to figure out it would be those who would choose to lie repeatedly in such types of situations where the Second Amendment Rights to prevent what occurred in the #UK #Britain UK/British areas as to the law enforcement and military aspects as how could that aspect of situations be taken into consideration as to their Second Amendment Rights as to General then President of the United States of America knowing and understanding the need for the Veteran Cemetery or Washington Soldiers’ Homes as to such a metaphorical viewpoint thereof as how could that Second Amendment Right of the Constitution of the United States of America be of importance as to such factors to the right to protect and defend themselves from such situations as to the ways of such aspects as to the requirement of truth when making any report to the actual genuine best of ability as what would withholding evidence ever be considered as a problem if done so by choice out of bias in comparison to clearance and safety and security measures?

Should it take a head injury to figure out the problems as well as wasted finances as to proverbial wild goose chases as to law enforcement as well as military aspects of the Armed Forces of the United States of America, as to such factors of the hypotheticals as to such false claims made about me and my well being as well as my actual intentions in comparisons to the assumptions of hypotheticals as to such factors of what was unknown by more than 90 percent of people I knew in person as to the size of Old Tennent Presbyterian Church as well as the grounds thereof as what would be of importance as to those factors as to my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork in conjunction to such factors of hypotheticals as what then would others’ mental health be in such comparisons as well as their biases in what problems would or could that needlessly cause the law enforcement agencies as well as divisions and branches of the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to the spending of the tax dollars as to such hypothetical factors of which Iced T and Iced Cube with #NWA NWA had repeatedly brought forward in their performances to their specific songs as why would such music be relatable to more than just one ethnic background and more than just the areas of the United States of America?

Why would #Enimem #MM #MarshalMathers #MarshallMathers Marshall Mathers’ music as to the lyrical combinations make more sense, if the review were to be looked through as to why I knew he was going to be needed to continue forward and why would it be important I took a stand on #JBSA #FortSamHouston Fort Sam Houston in the #MedicalHoldUnit #MHU Medical Hold Unit which turned into #WTU #WarriorTansitionUnit Warrior Transition Unit in the #SATX #SanAntonio #SanAntonioTexas #SanAntonioTX #MilitaryCityUSA city of San Antonio Texas also known as Military City USA be considered important when reviewing all of his works now in the year of 2021 or whenever this might be read as to the review of all of his works from the year I took my stand on the military installation as why would veterans and dependents need such a viewpoint as well as the Active Duty/National Guard/Reservists as to such lyrical musical aspects which came fromward as he went onward from the year of 2000 as what has his lyrics and works brought forward to the general public sector in ways which along with other musicians and artists be capable to show as to such symbolic aspects thereof as why would that additionally be of importance as to this point in time as to this particular journal blog entry when especially adding #Pink #Xtina #P!nk #ChristinaAguilera #LilKim #DestinysChild #WuTangClan #WTC Pink, Christina Aguilera, Lil’ Kim, Destiny’s Child, and the WuTang Clan as to such factors as why would their lyrics of their songs and performances thereof be of a combined importance to review such factors as to the timeframes between the 1980s through to now in 2021 and how could such a grouping of viewpoints artistically be of importance to review as to such reasons I took a stand?

How would in reference to what #LaurenHill Lauren Hill said in the 1990s as to the reminder from someone last night as to when the news came out and was being discussed for weeks and months with my Grandmawmaw, Grandpawpaw, and my cousin Jade along with my Great Aunt Helen and her husband Jade’s Dad be of importance to such a review as to the aspects of my Medal of Honor Art Project trips and my completed Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork specifically in reference to her comment about white people as what color is the background of a piece of paper or in the technological aspects what is the color of the lights which bright forward the illumination from behind a computer or technological screen as why would the artistic color of the pigments to the paint of black be considered of importance to such references as to Lauren Hill’s comment back in the 1990s about white people and doing things to her music as what would the comparison be as to such factors in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips most specifically as to the ways thereof when what would the actual harm have been to simply ask me what I personally would need as I had made the requests officially through handwritten letters to various agencies and groups and organizations in the comparisons as to what hypotheticals in regards thereof to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips which includes by all accounts as to until the completed portions of my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork as what would all of the trips as to when in the year of 2020 and 2021 be equated to as in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips in what comparisons to my completed Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork pieces and are there any situations which I wrote about as to the factors of which my concerns were as to “The Modern Day Book (Written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” as well as my journal blog updates as to The Ornery PSA be of importance as to the safety and security as well as the sanctity of my Medal of Honor Art Project trips in conjunction with my completed pieces of my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork pieces?

Why is that important, in genuine truth?

In some ways it almost is a sensation as to my ex-mother-in-law as to having kept the known stolen valor dress blues pictures by the front door in her and what was Grandpa Nichols’ house as to wishing to hold onto a false memory of what symbolizes only the continuous portions of the known truth as to such a point in time, though wishing for a different outcome in regards as to the stolen valor which is proven as to the factors of those dress blues in those pictures as to the Chief Warrant Officer 3 and such aspects thereof as why would that sanctity be of importance to my historical and spiritual rubbings compared to the other occurrences thereof as why would anyone from the Armed Forces of the United States of America and/or those of the state of Texas ever throw a temper tantrum about such aspects unless there is the situation which I already brought forward as to the problematic aspects of which why my responsibilities as to the only Executrix as to such factors as why was Grandpa Nichols proud of the fact he knew I was put in charge of everything as what discussion would be able to be thought about as to the clarifications within various writings of mine be of importance as to the realities thereof to add to such factors and why would the #Vientam #VietnamWar be of consideration to additionally take into such considerations as to the veteran population as to such factors as why is it important to #EndAllStolenValorNor #EndAllStolenValor #EndStolenValor #EndStolenValorNow ending all stolen valor as why would the Military City USA signs be of importance as to such to wonder about or does that take a head injury to figure that out as well?

Why is the timing of #FreeBritney #BritneySpears the Free Britney movement be of importance, in the multitude of ways as to the additional aspects of the prevention of Double Jeopardy regarding such aspects as to such factors to take into consideration as to each and every type thereof to such aspects of the treatments as well as the comparisons of mistreatments be of importance to take into consideration in regards of my work as well as what has occurred in regards of myself as well as my son #Letters4James and my daughter #Letters4Lidia as to such references of being brought forward in an honest and genuinely sincere aspect as to the truth of such situations as to the overall aspects thereof to an umbrella type of protection for the three of us?

Our picture as a family in the year of 2012 before the finalizing of the initial paperwork as I had the meeting with, just a few days before scheduling this picture session because of how everything went at the SATX RTC, after BAMC/SAMC as the Selma VA was just a few weeks away if I recall correctly as to that phone call with Sandra Goodwin.

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