Did not think it took a head injury to figure this out

Knowing such portions as to the various beings within the waters as well as knowing what such species as well as beings within the waters of the oceanic areas and some fresh water areas, I have admitted as to the situations of if I need to I will use my SCUBA Knife as to getting away from such aspects because of the facts to which it is better than some of the other situations which I know of such portions in reference to the water. While I have not ever needed to do so during any SCUBA Diving I have done as there has not ever been any need to do so during any of my SCUBA Diving trips as well as not having had to do so in reference to on land as to such aspects, the situations of which some may have read such and thought such to be mean or whatever excuses thereof as to the ways of such hypothetical assumptions as to the situations in reference to my now dead-ex-husband of course meaning my ex-in-laws being ignorant as to such portions; I cannot express how many people that male had purposefully and needlessly as well as wrongfully went after so many individuals in ways which were useless, and only to further his ego as though he had ever done anything worthwhile in such comparisons which obviously without me he was unable to go any further as well as unable to accomplish any such portions as I had refused to ever give up such details as to my knowledge as to the mandatory requirements for the realities of which my recognition as to what I had earned as to what I had created and to as I had done on my own was mandatory and remains mandatory.

I do not care about such research as I know where to get the requirements as if that SCUBA Dive gear bag had not had the UHAUL situations occur as to that time, there would have actually been the required final portion for such. However such needless involvement as to those times as to what could have been, are exactly as such; what could have been if the UHAUL situation did not occur, as those vials had everything needed at such times though such selfishness and fakeness caused the needless problems as such to the ways when people needless get involved with what they think they know or what they think is better and that is the problem as to what they think from think as to their mandarinized viewpoints in the Americanized mandarin ways. Let me guess, because I refused to have sex with someone as to the realities as to how my SCUBA Dive gear bag was stolen as to the UHUAL situation? What sexist and feminazi ways thereof to such situations as what does that ever teach anyone that is actually of any value or worth in the longest terms possible, compared to such short term needlessness. I did not think it took a head injury as to the facts of which would only prove as to such lack of having earned such portions as to the ways of which the oceanic beings have always been in such comparisons, as what usage would they have for such aspects in the first place? The answer, is 0. However thank you for proving as to others such aspects as to how I actually earned my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications compared to the hypothetical as to each and every individual who had ever been presented as to ever actually having anything to do with my particular work in all such comparisons, as obviously those individuals of such hypotheticals would be the prime reasons as to why it is important to actually earn the respect of the oceanic beings as I would guesstimate their history would show as to why they just were not and would not ever be good enough to achieve as I have achieved.

I gave credit where credit was due and the mandatory aspects which the tantrums were useless as to any such change of my mind as there was nothing which he could force as to any such realities, he tried using the excuses of the IRR though due to the fact he claimed the IRR was in the month of April 2006 and as anyone who knows military aspects as to the Armed Forces of the United States of America as well I gave credit where credit was due and the mandatory aspects which the tantrums were useless as to any such change of my mind as there was nothing which he could force as to any such realities, he tried using the excuses of the IRR though due to the fact he claimed the IRR was in the month of October 2005 for the first time he tried to claim that he received a call about being called back on IRR and later kept trying to push thinking by the time of April 2006 that his continued complaints as to the IRR as to wishing I would believe him about such aspects as I knew better about IRR than he ever did; as anyone who knows military aspects as to the Armed Forces of the United States of America as well, if he had been actually called back on IRR there would not ever have been any point in time which he would have ever brought up the situations as to going in as a Officer, changing MOS fields, picking the duty station, and etcetera as I explained in discussions as well as in writing.

By the time of the year of 2006 as to how many times he had gone for a run around the neighborhood and almost being run over by passing vehicles which there were a few times he told me about a tire clipping his heel when he was running on the street with the speed bumps on the way to my house in San Antonio, he had already acknowledged during the first separation as to how many females he had slept with as to having been involved with several married individuals. I warned him just as I warned my biological sister as to such stupidity, however the situations were as the situations were. The amount of individuals he had been involved with during the timeframe of the first separation who he knew were married and/or involved with a relationship and/or had whatever they had going on during such times was something he knew he had to deal with, as I refused to accept any responsibility for what his choices were of which since he had gone around trying to claim what he did in such other aspects before the first separation had even began as to wrongly blaming me I admit I hoped he and any who he had been a part of assisting to cheat on their spouses and/or relationships knowingly would fully be dealt with in whichever ways as much as possible as to fully teach such a lesson as I did not ever see any excuse as to any aspect for any such choices to knowingly assist another to cheat on their relationship.

While I have understood the possibilities of open relationships in such comparison as to the POTUS42 situation, I personally know myself as well as to what I would and what I would not personally tolerate as to such aspects. In turn as to the ways which other such individuals had been brought out in the regards as to the 1990s more-so as to various footage as to what occurrences thereof and my personal opinions to such aspects, admittedly I wondered as to how such footage was found to begin with though I figured if there was full truth there would be nothing to hide in such realities of who an individual is within the reasons of whatever their situations as to what is of what is their personal modesty. If you go and preach of such situations in the ways of others claiming such aspects though doing another choice, then why such portions have taken as long as it has is confusing to me personally.

In the portions in reference to the oceanic beings as to such aspects thereof just as my biological sister had not ever been accepted by the ways thereof to the oceanic portions, the same is the exact as to my son #Letters4James as well as my daughter #Letters4Lidia and my niece #Letters4Marissa as to the facts that the requirement goes to the length of continuous in the years portions as to the requirement for the working with aspects. While they might feel they have a connection to the oceanic waters as to having gone swimming in the ocean, there is a completely massively huge difference as to actually going through the processes of acceptance by the oceanic aspects of which not one of them had ever been introduced as to such portions nor had they ever worked with such in any of the ways thereof. While my biological sister had grown up in the area of #NJ #NewJersey #NJstate #NewJerseystate New Jersey, she had only gone to camp for some of the sessions out to the ocean waters from the years of 1991 through 1995 because of other camp activities she had been involved with and had not ever actually bonded with the oceanic waters because of her not having ever been officially introduced to such aspects in the ways of which through my Bok Gung though most importantly through my Bok Pu. The facts of which as to what I have already gone over as to such portions as to how my Bok Pu had viewed that aspect, is the reality of which the wishes some might have had over the years in comparison to the realities thereof are the differences.

The additional factors as to the length of time of my being accepted by the oceanic aspects as to the years officially in 1984 through my years of going to and working with is to the year of 1997, of which there is the additional aspect of my Bok Pu with my Bok Gung as well as aspects involving Grandpa Gavett. There are multiple reasons as I have brought forward in reference to my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America to such additional importance factors as to the waters of the ocean though additionally to the way the planet earth looks from a distance as to the officializing of the #USSpaceForce #USASpaceForce US Space Force by the #DoD #SoS #DepartmentofDefense #SecretaryofState Department of Defense Secretary of State with the #POTUS45 #DonaldJTrump POTUS45 Donald J Trump administration in conjunction with #VPOTUS47 #MikePence VPOTUS47 Mike Pence’s administration as to the aspects of the #USSenate #USASenate #Senate #USA #USACongress #Congress #USCongress Senate and the Congress as to the work within such paperwork as to the phases thereof to the workings thereof as those who know there are the realities of which in reference to #NASA NASA having landed shuttles within the oceanic waters which only those with such knowledge would understand the reasons as to the Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America. Unlike on land, there is only one way of verification as to who is who and the ways thereof as to who is who does not require an identification card as it is to who is in comparison to the aspects of space as to those types of combined verifications thereof. Similarly to my SCUBA Diving at the Vandenberg in specific, there is only one who has ever accomplished such and I would guesstimate as to the larger depth levels within the various areas of the oceanic and fresh waters as to such situations of others having caused needless problems and the oceanic beings responses to such wishes as to ever try to change who actually had accomplished as well as wishing as to who had actually created and wishing as to who is the one and only as to the Underwater Wedding as well as the Underwater Travel System. Does it take ahead injury to figure out one actually needs to know what the oceanic areas are within the deepest portions of the ocean as to the ground aspects and the makeup thereof, or does it take a head injury to figure out the importance of the other such factors as forming underwater volcanoes? Does it take a head injury to figure out how to know how to close off abandoned oil rigs as well as abandoned electrical posts, as does it take a head injury to figure out the abandoned submarines also have a part in such reference?

Does it take a head injury to figure out why I would ever have any such sensation as to any such aspects as to being considered as an unwanted anything to anyone as to all such factors, as why would it ever matter what only I could ever explain as to such as to the requirement as to being in person for such? How would that ever be of importance as to any such aspects as to what would be required for any such actual work instead of playing games as to why would such ever be viewed in any other such ways, as does it take a head injury to figure out there was not one point in time in my entire existence as to ever having such a sensation as to the truthful aspects thereof as to having been positively wanted for such a journal blog to be put forth? Why would it take a head injury to point that out to anyone of such portions thereof, as what would it be considered as to matter as to what I personally put together on my own as to how many have had such accomplishments they earned having been brought forward? What would ever be considered of any such difference in value as to such aspects, and why would I ever view the life I worked on to ever be considered of any importance in any such ways? The answer is, I would not see as such as why after so many decades would it ever be considered of such importance after any such aspects combined as to the ways of which such situations have gone? Why would I ever see any value as to anything I personally have accomplished as to ever think wrongly to give to another as why would that giving to another of what I personally earned ever be considered as worthwhile to me, in any such reference thereof? Again, the answer is it would not ever be seen as such at any point in time.

Reminding as to the fact that not one time has there ever been any actual medical care of medical assistance as to when I have brought such medical care treatment assistance up for anything in reference to my SCUBA Diving which includes within the year of 2012 as well as within 2019 and in this year of 2021 as to what I have already written about as to having discussed with Dr Kerry in the year of 2012 having told me specifically to go to #WalterReed Walter Reed though what occurred this year in 2021 when I had gone, as well as when I returned to the state of Texas as to having gone to both the #JBSA JBSA BAMC/SAMC hospital emergency room as well as to the VA in Austin of which I spoke with doctors supposedly as to what minimal details as to my SCUBA Diving as to what I could to get the medical help and medical assistance as to what I need. In such comparisons instead of actually getting any actual medical care or medical assistance, I was not taken seriously nor was I able to be treated for what the realities are of which there is not going to be any such writing of such as there is not the need for me to describe any such portions online as to the facts of which to my clearance factors.

If there are civilians and/or military individuals as to any such portions who have been involved which do not officially have the authority in the ways thereof though have been nosey in such that is not of their business officially as to getting involved as to nothing any different than to my now dead-ex-husband which had denied ever taking me to the hospital the 90% of the times after dealing with such situations as to the levels of abuse I had dealt with because of the situations; there is nothing any different as to the abuse I dealt with from my now dead-ex-husband and such only reproves as to the facts of which as to how others have preferred wrongly as to that individual instead of ever actually truthfully caring about me and my needs as well as caring about my best interests. As per knowing as to how I was taken off of JBSA in the year of 2000 as well as having the knowledge as to having delivered two children less than 2.5 years after waking up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as well as other such details including as to what I dealt with as to how I wound up in #WA #Washington #WAstate #Washingtonstate Washington state as to the zapping before such a return to the state of Texas, why would I ever believe as to any such care and concern as to ever actually being considered as wanted in any such positive ways for my best interests as to what is considered positive and best for me? “The Modern Day Book By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” has portions of such details as to the zapping, though can be found of certain situations within my first book “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” as there is a multitude of factors involved, more than just one or two.

While in reference to others’ choices as to not one reasons I can see of such in any possible way and all I see is how many people prefer death as to wishing for such aspects as to such comparisons to ever caring about me or caring about life, as why would I ever care to go into any further details as to my medical care as to the lack of truthful aspects from others over the years from 2000 through to this year as to the year of 2021 as to the amount of times of the lack of correct medical care and/or the lack of belief as to what I have dealt with? What humanity would be of such levels as to review such portions to which would ever be considered as to humanity, with the ways certain situations have occurred is to a level of which the confusion as to how such could get to the levels thereof as to such assumptions. How many movies and television shows had to have been watched for such assumptions to ever think that would ever be considered as good enough to just watch in comparison to learning in person as to the ways of which SCUBA Diving, is mandatory to learn in person as to being able to learn how to maintain such correct buoyancy levels compared to the references regarding what I had been taught in the comparisons to my Medal of Honor Art Project is an oddity in a multitude of ways. In reference to other such portions of my letter have prior writings within my journal blog entries as to #TheOrneryPSA The Ornery PSA to which the ways thereof can be reviewed and looked into for other such details, regarding my letter referencing points thereof. As to my situations in reference to my personal biases to a degree though also such clarifying factors thereof:

When I wrote and had registered my books “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” and “Finding The Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” for clarifications as to finding help and assistance, that requires/required actually speaking with me to find out what I personally need(ed) help with in comparison to assuming what was thought in such references as to what others may have thought as to such help as how would anyone know as to what I personally needed help with if they did not ask me in person specifically as to what I personally needed help with in such references and regards thereof?

Does it take a head injury to figure out in order to actually find out what I personally need(ed) help with for myself as to the aspects within the books I wrote as to such would require the mandatory asking me in person of such, or was it that my physical appearance was at such a level of overbearing as to being unable to simply ask me in truth as to what I personally need(ed) as to in person letting me know of you having read such as to my books “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” and “Finding The Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing”? Was it when others who had leaked illegally through the yahoo email leaking as to my other books from what I saw online as to the assumptions as to that would be anything I personally would have been interested in for the actual assistance as to such assumptions, or was it there were others who were being selfish in such references and assuming as to what they thought were whatever they thought were?

In reference to my creation of the #UnderwaterWedding Underwater Wedding, why would anyone think they would be allowed to use my creation of my Underwater Wedding? Did I ever at any point bring up as to my religious studies and backgrounds thereof prior to and/or within such books as to the realities of such and if I hypothetically had done so, why would anyone think ignorantly that would be the only portion in the regards as to the updated details about a multitude of aspects throughout my journal blog entries as to the various topics within such books I authored? Was it truly assumed that it would be good enough to try to circumvent having myself involved as what truly was so horrific to other people as to my specific involvement as to my works when taking into consideration they were my works from the beginning, and as such of my works would always be as such? Just because of the facts as to having seen or read something there is a massively huge difference as to the actual ways thereof to the situations in reference to both my creation of the Underwater Wedding as well as my creation of the Underwater Travel System, as to the realities of such details are of importance as to why certain aspects have always been meant to only go through me for such. Aside from the fact of being a confirmed member of the #Presbyterian Presbyterian church as well as my being an Ordained Reverend, the realities of which having worked with getting to know such oceanic beings as to ensure the safety on land as to such lengths of times over such years and decades as per within my three volume series in a brief manner of “The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA diver Extraordinaire By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” are of other aspects to pay attention to in conjunction with the multitude of factors as to the importance of the details, as the overall is just as important as the minute details whether some wish to admit such as there is not the truthful way to ever ignore such realities as per the amount of facts such as #Irving #IrvingTX #IrvingTexas the situation referencing Irving Texas as per my description in the most minute of ways as to the larger aspects of such a situation due to the levels of the reality there was not anything on earth or anyone on earth who would have ever been able to actually help or assist me in the reference as to when I went to the bottom of the ocean to deal with that particular situation referencing BoBo. Whoopty doo I had the experiences, who has ever cared enough to actually ask me about such in person as to actually wanting or needing to know in truth? What would that have to do with the aspects of ever being considered as wanted in a positive way, as to such portions? Who would ever be able to truthfully discuss what I personally did without my writings as to such though yet again, those are not what occurred within the waters as to such fullness and why would \anyone with a clearance as I had in the year of 2000 when I was 17 years old ever put such details as to the militaristic aspects into such books as what moron would ever think that would actually be such poritons as to how such was handled?

Probably, my biological mother and/or my biological father and/or my biological sister of which all three had been rejected from the oceanic waters decades ago. Though if so, only the proof as to what I grew up dealing with as to what I had already explained in person repeatedly and who ever actually believed me as to any such portions? If such was ever to have been believed, then why would such situations have ever continued as such has as to the lack of return contact and the lack of any such portions as to what I personally have actually needed? Why would I ever see anything as to any such importance as to anything I personally did if that physical view point is the preference as to such as what worth would that ever be of any reality to me, or did that take a head injury to figure out as well?

Unlike many other medical portions of which human beings have the capabilities of on earth, that situation was the one and only situation which I had personally dealt with as to what was needed because of the specific amount of time that had gone by; as if those recreational SCUBA divers I had once known as to having been informed of the realities of which since they chose the paths they had chosen instead of making the correct choice as to why such a situation occurred to begin with. There was only that particular need as to such situations of which just as similarly to my biological sister wasting her one time to ever be able to call out for such, that situation was not wasted when that decision was essentially made for me as I had been refusing to make the proverbial aspects of to the call of such for myself as the realities of knowing better than to waste any type of time or waste any type of opportunity and knowing better than to do so as to the possibilities thereof as to the situations of which it has been seen how it has been seen by such beings as to the hypotheticals of such wishes as to ever recreating the same needless dramas as to the wishes for the meetings as they do not waste their resources the ways which some people think to do so for themselves.

Hypothetically as to such, anyone use any technology devices for such communications and thus only show such beings as to why such would not be considered worth their time as to reviewing such wishes to meet them when you have not been able to actually deal with me in person as to such? Why would anyone ever think they would ever be worthy of meeting such beings as to when the lack of capability as to handling how I write and/or how I speak and/or how I physically look would ever be of any concern as to such superficial aspects as to others’ wishes, as why would they care about that if such human beings have repeatedly proven they have not had the ability to move past the same repeated history aspects thereof? Why would they ever care about such when they know how such goes within the universe and it is human beings who want the ability to travel through such, as what would it ever matter to them of those wishes? Is the #BigBlueBook Big Blue Book also known as the #BlueBookProject Blue Book Project not good enough for such greed as to the references thereof to those types of people who would think they are better than I, as who of you have ever walked on top of the quicksand as well as the oceanic waters as to without editing any such videos or pictures thereof?

Does it take a head injury to figure out there would not be any allowances as to my creation of the Underwater Wedding as to any such actualities of marriage beyond a version of a Justice of the Peace for making the choice as to having stolen without my permission as to the aspects of my creation of the Underwater Wedding, as there would not ever be the spiritual marriage of such as per the aspects as per already written about in both “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” and “The Modern Day Book By: Reverend Susan MeeLing”? Having noticed the wooden covering areas which would be easily used for a multiple set of aspects to which would be easily seen as covering or #chuppah chuppah as to the Hebrew types of weddings with additional purposes, I had not ever given such cover to any individual regarding such portions of which to utilize my creation of the Underwater Wedding as per the requirements of more than just the underwater videography of simply showing what to do in only one portion of the underwater portion as that was nothing in the comparisons as to the situations of what actually needed to be accomplished as people who have watched movies based on whichever aspects thereof have the knowledge minimally as to the fact such a length of time is much more condensed as to such aspects viewed in any such capacity.

As to the facts as to the realities regarding such portions as to the not having all of the specific details to make it a spiritual marriage to another individual regarding such aspects thereof to my creation of the Underwater Wedding, why would anyone ever blame me for anything which they had made the choice of their own free will for in the additional aspects as to the situations referencing my Medal of Honor Art Project? Did I specifically tell anyone of what was actually done for such as to the historical and spiritual rubbings of such aspects, or did I only speak as to such aspects of the grave stone rubbing portions and the adhering of the pieces of paper as to the coloring with paint aspects with the encasing in the glass for the art portions? How would anyone think correctly as to other than the realities of such abominations of marriages throughout as to such aspects thereof and if I am accurate as to such, how many when inside of #ClubSapphire Club Sapphire did it take to have used my creation of the Underwater Wedding did it take before I felt the need to go outside and not be within the areas of the club location as to the subconscious sensations if accurate as to such hypotheticals when looking back now in the year of 2021 to the years between 2015 through 2019?

Did I feel the need to go outside and do a security sweep as to such a picking up of such portions thereof, if as to such aspects as to the without my permission usage of my creation of the Underwater Wedding? Does it take a head injury to figure out no one ever gets married from sharing a cigarette and thus why would anyone get married through what minimal portions as to my creation of the Underwater Wedding as to the lack of all such details as to the individual aspects thereof, or am I the one who did not think anyone would ever be ignorant enough to steal such an idea without ever actually asking for my permission as well as if that was the entirety of the actual ritual itself?

Since not only do you not get married from sharing a cigarette or any other type of smoking aspects at any such point in time ever and since in #SCUBA #SCUBADiving especially as to the facts of which you do not get married if you need to use someone else’s octopus regulator when if in an emergency, then why would it take a head injury to figure out without my specific permission as well as all such details thereof to the ritual portions as to such would ever be considered as valid to anyone at all as does it take a head injury to figure that out? Does it take a head injury to figure out that no one can force such an acceptance of such usages by me as to the situations already of which to the POW #DrMaryEdwardsWalker Dr. Mary Edwards Walker situation as to the confederate aspects of the #CivilWar Civil War as to what occurred in reference to as to the Prisoner of War aspects of because she was a physician doctor for the Union Army, as to the proverbial aspects though unlike such times as to the physician portions the aspects of such regarding the spiritual marriage cannot be forced as it must be of free will as to such just as to the free will others had chosen to do so in reference to using my creation of the Underwater Wedding as to such portions thereof?

As I am and remain a legal widow as I have not remarried as people can wear rings on any finger they so choose as to any such times without ever getting married as is known, the facts thereof to any such wishes at any such points in time as to such aspects despite prior pictures during an engagement which had fallen through years ago and had not ever been officialized at any such point in time as to the aspects thereof would in turn mean that I have remained a legal widow as to even to this day on 26 October 2021 or 5 the elemental numerical portions of such a spiritual numerical aspect.

Does it take a head injury to figure out if anyone tried to force such otherwise without my consent the repetition as to my now dead-ex-husband with the exception of not ever actually having gone to the Justice of the Peace and not ever actually gone through with any such portions thereof to ever have such as any consideration, or does that take a head injury to figure that out as well? If anyone would wish otherwise, are they willing to explain to the larger aspects of individuals throughout as well as all as well as such legal court systems as to why they feel the aspects as to ever trying to force someone against their will; as how many who have gone through the legal system as well as in reference to more recent events as to what has occurred in reference to the Civil War monuments, as well as other such factors as to the clarifications as to more situations in a swifter amount of time compared to those centuries and decades which have passed onward.

Many who have sought justice as to the situations of the realities thereof have seen such brought forward, of which only one female known as to the levels of what she had personally dealt with had been of lesser known aspects which has been needing to be brought forward more clearly as to the ways of which only such would be able to because of the factors of which Dr. Mary Edwards Walker had been needed for far more than just what she was able to assist with in reference to the Civil War aspects of those times which while some thought of her as nothing more than a female who wanted to be something of use outside of the normal aspects females had been reviewed as to such times in the ways of the Civil War timeframe which lead to the bringing forward of the knowledge regarding the Women’s Sufferages as to what females had suffered as to the ways of which the realities have been over such times.

What would ever be considered worthwhile as to anything I have ever created as to being correctly accomplished in person compared to others such wishes, and why would it take a head injury to point that out? Why would it take a head injury to point out as to the lack of concern only shows the multitude of beings as to why such aspects have not progressed further as to why would they ever have any such need as to getting to know anyone as to what transmissions they have already seen as to what you have willingly done in reference to me, my son, and my daughter in such regards? Why would there ever be any such aspect of which would ever be considered as important to them as to what would be wished upon by others when the lack of capability to ever see past your own egos as to such?

The fact of such a medical practice malfunction as well as the lack of such genuine concern for such medical care in the truthful ways thereof, only reproves as to why I wrote as I wrote in reference to my journal blog entry as to the facts of such combinations as to ever actually caring about what I know is best for myself as to ever actually wanting me to have what I personally need as to any such portions. I will believe otherwise, when I actually have such proof to believe otherwise. However since it is now going onto the 21st year of such situations regarding the multitude thereof to such situations, I cannot believe as to any such actual care nor any such realistic concerns as to what is best for me as to what I personally know is best for myself; which actual help as to what I personally know as to what is best for myself is what I personally need in such comparisons as to what others assume they think of whatever garbage they have thought as to such aspects as there is not the need for me to write about such online as I do not need to do so. I did not think it took a head injury to figure out my clearance at the age of 17 years old, was having anything to do with such aspects of such. Thus any such involvement as to any individual who has been in contact with any to prevent such aspects as to the ways my now dead-ex-husband had done what he had done regarding the failures of ever actually caring about any portions of any part what my personal needs were or are as to the hypotheticals thereof, in turn only repeatedly shows such domestic terrorism aspects as to the situations combined especially over such lengths of time as well as the combined aspects thereof.

I did not ask nor need anyone for anyone ever to cause any needless problems as to the medical concerns I have known of such which includes my biological daughter as well as my biological son as they did not ever know what was needed as they were not ever informed as to what I personally needed because of their age, and I did not ask for their needless involvement as to the facts of which he lack of such background and the lack of such education as to the lack of such information as to their lack of ability to assist without the proper backgrounds of which they are too young to have any such aspects and I am not interested in who they know because of knowing the facts of which to others having gotten involved when I did not ask for their involvement as to my medical care as I have known specifically who to go for if those people had stayed out of the way each and every time regarding other people; as there are reasons as to why I have chosen which medical locations I have instead of going to the civilian sector because the civilian sector does not have the clearance to such aspects, of which in turn only reproving the lack of ability for civilians to actually realize why they have been called in their medical practice as to being a medical practice.

My biological mother and my biological father have repeatedly failed to ever show themselves being anything more than a sperm donor and an egg donor as to the ways as to fifth grade as to such times, and their lack of ability to have accepted the fact of such aspects as to why I fought to be emancipated as to such portions in the overall has been needing for those people to accept the facts that to me they are going to remain as only as a sperm donor and only as an egg donor for the ways of such lack of truthful care and lack of truthful concern as to only having shown why their joke nickname as to me being a Victim of Child Abuse only has repeatedly shown as to all such portions because if I was actually cared about in the ways I personally have needed they would have acknowledged their failures back in prior times as well as stayed out of my way for what I have personally known I have needed for myself in comparison to anything those people have assumed as to what I personally have needed which includes their friends and associations as to such aspects as those types have repeatedly proven as to what abusive aspects they have been as to such as only people who are not abusive would actually do what is best for me and for my best interests without ever fighting against me as well as not ever preventing me from getting what I personally need for myself.

For example as to the transfer portion out to the east coast, only such people who hated me would have prevented me from transferring to where I needed to be as to such amounts of needless garbage as to leaving the state of Texas on my own free will without anyone in my life as to not having any personal influence or forcing as to such. Only people who would have actually wanted and needed answers as to the terrorist attacks on 11 September 2001 would have actually assisted me without such needless problems as to such aspects, though because of the facts as to such each individual who had purposefully chosen as to needless causing me problems to such portions as to getting to the east coast as to any such proof regarding what I brought forward as to such realities being proven and any such benefits which they had though not anything which I personally have needed for myself as to such only reproves such additional aspects as to such. When do I actually believe as to anyone ever caring about me, as to my best interests as to what I personally need for myself as to my best interests?

When I have a reason to write about such aspects in positive ways as to such aspects, I will write about such aspects as to those portions in truth. Until that point in time for such situations, I will write the truth the same way I would if I actually had such concerns met for what I personally have needed. How is such not considered as to me being as a Prisoner of War as to any such problems unnecessarily as well as such combined situations as to the terrorist attacks on 11 September 2001, as to what has occurred regarding such in the ways of Dr. Mary Edwards Walker? How have my ex-in-laws ever proven they were not domestic terrorists as to the ways of having been informed as to within the year of 2000 of such situations in truth, as to such details?

Personally I do not care as to what my ex-in-laws’ children thought as to what they had been lied to about for years, nor do I care to help my ex-in-laws as to any such point in what I know is best for myself as they did not ever do anything to help me when I needed such aspects as per the proof of such aspects as to the length of time from October 2000 onward to this current year needlessly. While those people might think as to whatever they think, the facts of such realities of to their lack of humanity has only been re-proven just as much a to the ways of which my biological mother and my biological father. Does it take a head injury to figure that out by all such patterns of behaviour, as to such realities? Should it take a head injury to figure out if you actually consider yourself to actually have a heart and have humanity, what I know is best is what I know is best and does it take a head injury to figure out such repeatedly making the choice of their own free will to wrongful ostracizing me needlessly only reproves as to such lack of humanity as well as the length of time to such situations regarding from the moment I met those people after how I first was taken off of the military installation in the year of 2000?

Does it take a head injury to figure out Grandpa Nichols had been the only person in that entire family lineage to ever know about what I personally needed as to such times once told the truthful information in comparison to how much he had complained about those people, and had asked me for my help to fully expose those people for what they had always been? Should it take a head injury to figure out those people known as my ex-in-laws have not ever had any such proven portions of humanity or compassion or care or concern for anyone other than themselves, and does it take a head injury to figure out the truth from all such portions as to all such details as to their lack of concern for the rest of the human race in the correct ways? Should it take a head injury to figure out those children spawned from such types of people have not ever been of any value as to the ways thereof to such proof as to having needlessly involved themselves in ways which were not and are not for my best interests, as to their lack of concern would be shown as to any such problems which would be along the lines of everything their dead relative had specifically hoped for to not ever occur to me again?

Should it take a head injury to figure out those people would fully have gone against all such portions of what their dead relative had specifically told me as to what he regretted about those people and what he regretted about ever telling them anything, as does it take a head injury to figure out when he regretted ever having those people as blood lineage as to the facts of what occurred as to the time from 2000 through 2008 only shows what a lack of humanity such people are and have been? Should it take a head injury to figure out when my now dead-ex-husband had more compassion for me towards the end of his life as to such times, that shows what type of people he knew he had been related to? Should it take a head injury to figure out when he had said he wished he had listened to Grandpa Nichols about several factors, those people having fought against Grandpa Nichols as well as anything which was known to be best additionally went against his statements as to such proof thereof?

Should it take a head injury to figure out those people have not ever correctly honored either of those two dead relatives and they will not ever honor their dead relatives as to going in any other direction than what I specifically have known is best, as does it take a head injury to figure out those people are just those people who have needed to stay out of my life as to their lack of humanity and their lack of ability to ever actually do what I have known is best in comparison to their assumptions? Should it take a head injury to figure out those people have not ever had the wherewithal to correctly make a choice for my best interests as those people did not ever actually get to know me for myself, and thus would not ever actually know anything except what I allowed those people to know as per what my now dead-ex-husband had warned me about in reference to those people?

Should it take a head injury to figure out if my ex-in-laws actually cared about me as myself in comparison, those people would not have ever caused any problems for me as well as they would have actually assisted me in the ways I have known to be best for myself as well as my daughter as well as my son? Should it take a head injury to figure out those people have only repeatedly shown as to the aspects as to their choices to be domestic terrorists as to such aspects as to the amount of tries as to going in the direction their dead relative had told them not to go repeatedly, as does it take a head injury to figure out their dead relative/their spiritual husband had chosen to tell me of such details as to the same reasons as to Grandpa Nichols having told me such aspects?

Does it take a head injury to figure out when Grandpa Nichols as well as my now dead-ex-husband have agreed as to what those people have been nothing more than, only reproves such to any of their involvement as to any such needless and wrongful additional problems as does it take a head injury to figure out as to how much both of their spiritual fully hate those people in all such ways and will not calm down until they accept the fact they have not ever been something either my now dead-ex-husband or my ex-father-in-law ever actually approved of or evert approved of their choices?

Who of anyone has ever truthfully trusted their ex-in-laws and/or their ex’s family members to ever making the correct choice for them, in truth?

Those earned aspects in comparison to assumed aspects are more important as the lack thereof to the earned portions are not of any assistance to anyone truthfully in the larger ways of life actually being better, as there is not anything worthwhile to the longest terms possible when it comes to any type of any stolen valor despite such wishes as to the jealousy of which jealousy is nothing of any worth when it comes to any such beings of which if people on earth actually want and need to live. I am uncertain as to whether or not such is actually wanted and needed as to any individuals honestly, as the ways of such aspects of what has occurred is quite baffling as to how anyone would ever truthfully think that such situations as to the Clear Springs SCUBA Park would ever be considered good enough compared to what actually is considered as. It takes and extremely small interior individual to ever think as to such as well as the situations as to the involvement within the areas of governmental regions of which has been a situations which has been needing clarifications as well as measures to check into for a variety of reasons.

One example is within the more recent aspect of the 20 year memorial of the terrorist attacks on 11 September 2001, though other factors just as difficult in certain regards as to my SCUBA Diving works as to my SCUBA Diving depth levels because of the factors of what clothing is worn when SCUBA Diving and the lack of ability to see the face as well as different identifying markers such as tattoos or birthmarks. How such individuals would ever wish for such aspects is on those people, though it does not change the responsibility of such aspects as to the correct in person recognition of such aspects as those beings do not accept any such portions as to acknowledgements of me when as to the facts of my personal being in the area in person as to the wishes of what I created ever being good enough would be the largest failures upon their part as there is not any excuse nor cause nor reason for such other than their own selfishness as to such aspects in all such comparisons; as does it take a head injury to figure out when I have been needlessly excluded and wrongfully ostracized as to the lack of any such aspects beyond their selfishness as to the realities thereof, as does it take a head injury to figure out to exclude the one and only who actually accomplished as I have as to my works would only mean those people wanted the spotlight for themselves in comparison to ever actually caring about life as to such aspects? Would it take a head injury to figure out as to any such individual who I have not ever approved of to ever accept anything on my behalf especially in reference to military aspects would only upset, enrage, anger, and infuriate my Grandpa Gavett and does it take a head injury to figure out as to how enraged as to his spirit for all such aspects as to what has occurred to his one and only favorite grandchild?

I did not think it took a head injury to figure that out, though then again I did not think it took a head injury to figure out quite a bit more than what has occurred as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out when you have blamed me for your choices in comparison to actually making the correct choice which was known and shown as to the correct choice from the beginning as to each such sign officially given as to the facts of your choices having been your choices in all such comparisons. For each individual who had chosen of their own free will to be selfish in such comparisons as to having kept me off to the side when I knowing what I personally had done which for the example thereof to POTUS45 as to the facts of any such works of mine being involved officially as to when he ran for President of the United States of America in the years of 2015 and 2016, as to the facts thereof such situations regarding the facts as to what I personally brought forward was registered with the Library of Congress as my legal first and my legal middle names having been used as to the protection rights in my favor as to protecting myself; as when Senate and Congress had prosecuted him as to the years thereof to his impeachment as to the realities thereof to whatever they had found as to such, why would it take a head injury to figure out in reference to each individual who had praised POTUS45 for what he had run on compared to what was read as to what I had put together from my life experiences as to what I personally had done on my own as does it take a head injury to figure out #electionintegrity election integrity was for him and his family to correctly acknowledge me as to my works and does it take a head injury to figure out #factchecking fact checking would prove such portions as to the realities thereof? I hope the fullest aspects of all such portions fully are released just as much as my books were released without my permission in all such ways, for the justice portions to occur as if that is my only justice in comparison to what should have been considered as actual justice than Amen. Let it all be cleared out in full and fully known to all, as to all such truthful details as to fully #EndAllFakeNewsNow #EndAllFakeNews ending all types of fake news.

Would it take a head injury to figure out if there were others who knew of what had been done as to what signs they would have told the individuals involved as to such, and does it take a head injury to figure out if in reference to hotel aspects of such as to the legalities as to what would be considered as domestic terrorism as well as extortion of elected officials as well as other such crimes against those of the United States of America? While I supported the reelection process while taking care of what best as I could as to such, I did make the choices I made on my own for my best interests in comparison to ever thinking to make me wait for what I personally earned as anyone who would ever think to make me wait for what I earned did not ever care about what was best for me and for my best interests. I would ask to see where I am inaccurate as to such situations, however as to the ways of which what I have seen in such regards as to what I have personally known as to what is best for myself in comparison to what has occurred; I cannot see as to what anyone else would think as to what I would know for myself in such regards as to what is best for me, in comparison to what has been assumed. If I am inaccurate as to any such portion, then my apologies.

However if I am accurate as to such realities as to the proof thereof, then I continue to stand my ground as to my rights as for example if then POTUS45 had chosen to lie to the British government as to about my SCUBA Diving and my SCUBA Diving gear aspects as to such situations; would it take a head injury to figure out the situations as to Duke of Sussex Harry Prince of Wales as to the prior portions of what I have brought forward as to such, and would it take a head injury to figure out the problems associated with any point in time of others causing any needless waiting as to what personally has actually been needed for myself? Would it take a head injury as to each portion caused to ever go against me as to the ways thereof as described in “Finding The Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” would fully prove such aspects as to the jihad called wrongfully against me, and would such aspects as to the realities thereof then reprove such situations as to the situations of others’ choices as to their domestic terrorism against the United States of America?

Does it take a head injury to see where I actually have proven my patriotism as well as proven my respect for keeping the aspects as safe as possible by my choices which can and has been verified, and should it take a head injury to figure out the lack of appreciation as to what would be recognized as such towards me in the ways which I would personally recognize as such in comparison to what has been hypothetically assumed as to the situations thereof only showing the situations thereof? Why would I ever believe as to any truthful care and truthful concern to my best interests as to the length of time as to such for my usage as to my knowledge in the ways thereof, as to why would there bever be any such belief as to what I have known ever actually being respected in the correct ways thereof? What care and concern for my best interests have ever truthfully been in ways which I personally would recognize as such in my favor, as does it take a head injury to figure out my ways of what I view as such are not what others would assume as when not having ever paid attention to what I specifically have brought forward as to what I personally have known as to what is for my best interests why would I ever believe as to what I wrote about as being a wanted in a positive and correct way as to ever being considered as cared about correctly?

Why would I ever believe that anything I had personally done and I personally accomplished being taken credit for as to others in such references be seen as to nothing more than a participation trophy as to when you choose to ignore the one and only in the ways which would actually show the one and only of such care and concern when having had the chance to do so without ever forcing in any other ways than what was and is preferred, then why would such ever be seen in any other way than not following what preferences as to such situations as to what the one and only would know as best for oneself? Why would others think a surprise party would ever be good for someone such as myself, as what would ever give the impression as to my ever having had any positive surprise ever? What surprises have I ever had over the course of my lifetime which have ever been a positive or a good surprise for my best interests, and who would ever think they would ever know me better than I know myself?

Quite frankly, I do not care about their name as only an egotistical individual would prefer their name to be recognized in comparison to actually proving as to such care and concern about me without such egotism and without such sexism. Prove me wrong as to such aspects, I dare you to prove to me as to how I actually have been a positively viewed and positively wanted individual in ways which would be of comfort to me in comparison to any such portions otherwise as to what I have already explained as to what I personally have preferred for such aspects for myself.

There is not any excuse nor reason nor cause of which would ever be considered as acceptable in any actual ways as to the situations which others might wish would be acceptable, as the realities of what occurred in reference to what works have been accomplished by me and yet have yet to correctly be acknowledged in the ways which would actually be considered as acceptable to such portions thereof have yet to correctly be completed by any such individual thus far in the official capacities. When taking into consideration the officializing of certain aspects as to the US Space Force, the fact of such capacities of the required acknowledgements thereof to such have yet to correctly occur as to such a point in time for if such were to have been done as to such the situations of which I had taken pictures and videos of as to the timeframe between after the initial requests as to my transfer out from the state of Texas would have been much better in such comparisons as to what was dealt with. The choices as to such repeated failures upon the part of each individual at the Clear Springs SCUBA Park and such so-called SCUBA Divers as to such wishes as to ever accomplish my works is laughable in quite a few ways as to such situations, as the requirements as to the correct portions of which what would be acceptable have yet to occur and why anyone would ever actually think as to what would be considered as acceptable without having asked me using their verbal words as to the fact that such has to be put into writing only shows other levels of such lacking to the civilian sector portions of which is again quite sadly pathetic in several factors.

The irony as to such situations in my opinion as to the factors of which such individuals would think as to only halfway though not even halfway though halfway for the correct aspects as to what would have been considered as accepted having not actually gone in the ways which such should have if there was any genuine intelligence without having to be informed of such officially as to the situations of what the fuck to do in the correct ways, has been nothing more than what has been an annoyance as to the ways of such unwanted sensations as to from such individuals who claim as to such importance and yet the failures as to such aspects regarding such recognition. Any who would wish to have ever been good enough to accept any such recognition which they did not earn as the realities of what I had personally accomplished realistically do not need any such individuals of which my SCUBA Diving certification cards have had such names, as what would the beings in the oceanic waters give the slightest bit of a damn about those types of people realistically? They hate themselves as to the situations of which the failures as to any such common sense as to the facts you actually need common sense as to ever having such respect from such aspects, and since there is the lack of common sense as to any such of those individuals in the ways which had been shown only shows as to their lack of common sense as to what they lack as to such respect; as actually caring about oneself is to truthfully be as oneself and fully show oneself as to who oneself actually is by the choices made, by all such comparisons in ways which all can see of such choices as to such comparisons to only one or two individuals here and there as to exposure of such. At minimum I should clarify, in what is considered in the correct ways in comparison to the assumptions.

While I have found minimal information for the verifications as to the knowledges of such in comparison to the levels thereof, it has been an oddity as to the levels of information regarding the works of Dr. Mary Edwards Walker as to what accomplishments as well as assistances she truly had brought forward into the lives of many including to the current time. The ways of which some had not paid attention to the facts thereof during the timeframe she had been considered as a Prisoner of War because of the knowledge from the Confederates given to them by the females which were associated with those from the Union Army who had not thought highly of any female no matter what she was a part of simply for being a female, the ways of which certain aspects of which certain levels and sectors of the timeframe as to how many which such times were had been as such times were as while there were males within such areas who stood in the regards of knowing females have had more to offer than just one or two factors the ways of which those males had to go around the ones who only saw one way were a lengthy process as to how such portions in reference to Dr. Mary Edwards Walker had been captured before as well as moved around as to such times.

In the reference to my creation of the Underwater Wedding as well as my creation of the Underwater Travel System as well as my 26 earned SCUBA Diving certifications with 24 of 26 SCUBA Diving specialties in conjunction to my being an Ordained Reverend as well as the portions to my SCUBA Diving with my works additionally in other areas as to the supposed to be adult consenting lifestyle portions in references thereof to other such factors in the multitude of ways, the realities thereof to the facts which every other branch and division of the various sectors of law enforcement and fire department and medical professions as well as the military branches and divisions of the Armed Forces of the United States of America have had such a slower progression to work such ways through as per the situations of the culmination of aspects which some have tried to use certain factors to think of such ways to try to repress in such comparisons as to the same patterns of behaviour as to such prior times which have been needing the clarifications and rectifications of per the necessary justice aspects if ever to actually move forward to progress in the deeper aspects as to the officializing portions of the #USSpaceForce #DoD US Space Force of the Department of Defense as to the ways which then #POTUS45 POTUS45 #DonaldJTrump Donald J Trump’s administration and #VPOTUS47 VPOTUS47 #MikePence Mike Pence’s administrations have officialized.

The ways of which in reference to the recreational civilian sector SCUBA diving aspects as to the situations regarding how many civilians have worked towards the progression of female advancements and yet the ways of which such recreational civilian SCUBA Divers as well as the aspects as to the known portions of certain employment aspects as to the military/law enforcement types of SCUBA Diving have been known for the levels thereof if the standards of which the females involved are lowered in comparison to the levels of standards maintained as best as possible with the ways of proving such portions of which females have certain capabilities of which certain male more well known factors of such aspects as to the levels of which to maintain and sustain as to the higher standards of achievements for accomplishing such goals as to the ways thereof. In the #USMC United States Marine Corps female basic training and male basic training are fairly for the prior decades and centuries have been as they have been as to such divided portions of which if at the point of the first coed basic training aspects the requirement to make sure females who have had pent up aggressions as to the ways of prior times regarding prior situations with different males who might look similar though are different individuals, have the need to pay attention to such details as to not flip the switch and not repeat the patterns of behaviour which they had fought against for as many decades and centuries as have been fought in my opinion as it has been proven as to there are certain types which have needed to be reminded as to the levels of to the ways which the same in reference to the terminology of medical practice as to the ways thereof to situations which some know of more details as to the situations in larger ways than the words I personally can explain as to such aspects regarding the usage of footage in illegal ways captured such as the ways in the 1980s and the 1990s news articles as to the ways of which in reference to then #POTUS42 POTUS42 #BillClinton Bill Clinton as to the #MonicaLewinsky Monica Lewinsky trials.

As I have said many times before as well as have put into writing in references thereof to whatever the personal agreements between such individuals as per their in person discussions of both being in person for such discussions as that is the only way in person discussions go in such references though as some have tried to think that as to the loophole portions because of the technological portions, of which the clarifications thereof as to each time I personally have said and/or written in person as to both and/or all individuals being in person in the same location in the same room thereof as I do not accept the zoom call sort of situations as to the same ways as my personal opinion and my personal viewpoints thereof for which I personally have clarified for myself. My patterns of behaviour additionally prove such aspects as to how I rarely speak on the phone though I can for hours on and on, the factors of which as to what I consider in person discussions is what is of importance in the regards thereof for all such considerations as to especially each and every time I have written as to such referencing in person meanings thereof officially and fully across all such sectors thereof for each time of each topic of each situation as per such requirements. Reminding as to the ADA protections for people who have disabilities, the factors of such portions as to the requirements for such clarifications as to the factors thereof as to what I have explained as well as have written about over the years especially in reference to having when I woke up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury to such factors thereof and the reasons as to the issues in reference to choices made in reference to other aspects of such considerations for such reviewals.

In such referencing to any such legalities as to such wishes especially if there are any such connections as to wishing and trying to get into my military records of which has been fully denied to many as only certain pieces of paper have ever been allowed because of the fact through the computer system of such as to I have been labeled as a POW since there and since there has been no one who has ever actually gone through the required work to actually undo such correctly as there are processes thereof to such a situation would in turn mean by the computer system standards as to such aspects thereof or does that hypothetical need a head injury to figure that out too, as why would it take a head injury to have to explain why an officer ranking at the level of Major would have to request my permission as to the situations to try to find what military records of mine were able to be found at such times back then in the timeframe when Dr. Kerry had sought such information back in San Antonio in Military City USA after the #IraqWar #AfghanistanWar #Iraq #Afghanistan Iraq and Afghanistan Wars had begun at such times after the terrorist attacks on 11 September 2001 and what factors did that sight to such not pay attention to despite having been told in person by me as to the situations thereof as to the realities in conjunction with my medical records in the medical facility as to the medical practice of the branch and division thereof to the Armed Forces branch he was a part of in reference to the medical practice area of such as to the Armed Forces of the United States of America as well as having read such documentation or such knowledge and understanding of?

Though unlike my now dead-ex-husband, as to being alive if any wishes thereof who are able to go in front of the court systems and explain with me there in person as to the legal requirements for such aspects in front of a judge as to why who might would ever feel that would be acceptable as to such wishes as to going against my Freedoms through the Constitutional Rights I personally earned for myself on my own, as just because of the spiritual marriage aspect does not mean he is actually alive in all such comparisons to how I am alive and how I have remained alive as well as the sensations as to the wishes of others as to the ways which some have preferred my now dead-ex-husband in comparison to acknowledging the fact I had constituted to live and survive.

Onward as to the ways which such needless preferences as to the ways which some have preferred that individual in such comparisons as to any who have survived any type of abuses as to what I have not been able to ever comprehend or understand as to such knowledge as to why any would ever prefer that individual compared to me, while admitting as to my own biases as to preferring to live in such comparisons and references thereof for myself. However in such regards to such technology aspects additionally as to the reincarnation of such as to the reality of others having the spiritual marriage as to the difference as to the fact he still remains dead, and the death of such aspects as to the facts thereof to which those who may have chosen to spiritually marry as per the ways they chose does not change the factors as to the specific requirements as to the realities of estrangement as to the absolutely strange views as to how any individual would or could ever think to such ever being considered as that being acceptable when it has not ever been considered as acceptable as to the aspects of what I survived.

However as to the fact such recreational civilian SCUBA Divers as well as military and law enforcement SCUBA Divers as well as those within the varying levels of aspects throughout have yet to correctly acknowledge the facts of my SCUBA Diving as to the realities thereof, such situations of the portions of which are of mandatory aspects and of extreme importance as to such realities have been required to have been brought forward as to the situations as to the oceanic portions as well as the space portions for such situations thereof as well as to the clearances as to the background checks as without having done so the wrongful same patterns of behaviour continue onward and the ways of such a clearing will not officially go through without such clarifications thereof no matter how many people might wish otherwise. I have repeatedly written explanations as to the multiple reasons as to the facts as to why such is important as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out the technological portions as to such aspects, as to how many have been using technology pieces for as long as they have for such reviewal aspects though I suppose as to the situations as to medical practice to the recreational civilian SCUBA to the situations thereof for such possibilities depending upon anothers’ set of thoughts and/or opinions as it does not taker being any type of instructor when one is a Master and a Teacher level of which such a confirmation as to the ordination of such Reverendship to the titles thereof to other such combined factors as to the educational aspects in conjunction with the experiences to back all such portions up as to the realities with such clarifications as to what I have explained as to the verifications as to #CID #CriminalInvestigationDivision Criminal Investigation Division and such aspects and situations thereof to the levels of such connectionary points as to however such flows.

While I have maintained and sustained as best as I can and the explanations as to what would ever make anyone think they were ever going to be worthy enough of such aspects as to ever wishing that would ever give any such wishful permissions as to my creation of the Underwater Travel System as there is not and will not ever be any such acceptances as to any such portions as the mandatory consent as to the facts regarding my creation of the Underwater Wedding as several other aspects would be required before any such aspects of if there actually was an individual interested in me for such as to what requirements would be, to which even using one portion without such aspects as to the requirements can be found as to the explanations of which within the Book of Revelations within the Bible as to the situations of such a warning portion of the do not change anything as to the warnings thereof within such an area of such scriptures for those who know in more depth as to the facts thereof to that particular passage within the holy scriptures which the Judeo-Christian Book of Revelations only briefly has such an explanation for the one who would know exactly where such an interpretation fully is in such references in the one hundred percent aspects thereof to which in regards of any such videos and/or pictures and/or situations in reference to my creation of the Underwater Wedding as to any such usages as to the ways thereof from such a short less than 10 minute clip of such a situations.

Why would I only see and only have the full sensations as to being an unwanted artist or unwanted in all such regards as to the sensations thereof, when taking the overall aspects into consideration? What help could I have given to the #MAST #Marine #Science #Technology Marine and Science Technology School with the #USNavy #USANavy #Navy US Navy attachment in the year of 1996, and why would that be of importance to why I would see such ways? What help could I have assisted with if I had not had my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to where my duty station was supposed to be in such references, as to what I told in truth and honesty as I can only do as to such realities as to my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu as to such sensations? Why would that be as to my creations of my Underwater Wedding and my creation of the Underwater Travel System, as to such sensations? What would be the reason as to my books, my website, my Medal of Honor Art Project, my SCUBA Diving, my accomplishments being correctly recognized to me by others instead of the halfway wished it would ever be considered as acceptable when it was not ever considered as acceptable in any such ways as why would that take a head injury to figure out why such a journal blog entry would be written as such as to feeling as an unwanted artist or just having the sensation of being unwanted at all?

Why would it truly be so difficult as to ever actually think about such aspects when taking such into consideration as does it truly take a head injury to figure out even with the hypothetical as to the wishes to ever have an Irving situation as to such as to how little it would be shown as to how I had not ever been wanted in any positive ways, as why would it be important to actually show such as to positively being wanted in the opposite and equal reactions as to the aspects thereof or did that too take a head injury to figure out as to the ignorance as to such individuals as to did you think they had not read such of my journal blog entry? What would those tapes from my typewriter have anything to do with any such responses or was that not considered good enough for such greedy people and prideful choices, or did that take a head injury to figure out as well as there was your last proof that was other than such pictures which why would I ever care to take such pictures any further as to such? There is not the need for those aspects as that means nothing as to the situations in comparison, though why would that matter in the slightest? What would it actually matter as to when I am in a good mood compared to a bad mood for the safety of human beings, or did that too take a head injury to figure out? Why would it ever matter as to what I personally have ever needed when your mandarinized viewpoints of what you have seen in comparison to what actually is, and has been, and always shall be as to who I am or does that simply repeat into the factors of the unwanted portions of which the sensations remain as to such?

Why would anything ever matter at any such point, realitistically? What have I personally been shown that would ever truly show me as to what I have accomplished was ever worth anything worthwhile, as to the length of time? What would ever have been shown to me by others as to what was ever considered as important to what I have accomplished when such aspects have only been as how such has only been in the ways thereof, as why would it ever be considered of any value to me or any worth to me? What is it that takes a head injury to figure out as to the lack of such respect and the lack of such etiquette as to the most simple form of respect, would not have been difficult if people had simply followed to #10Commandments 10 Commandments which are tenants in every religion though the words slightly differ. Why would anything ever be considered of anything appreciated as to any such portions when taking all aspects into considerations, or does it take a head injury to figure out the lack thereof has only shown me how sexist the entire aspects are as if I were a male there would not have ever been any such hesitations as to actually giving me directly the credit I earned. If I were a male there would not be any questions as to whether or not I earned it on my own, just as if I were a male there would not have been any tests as to any such competencies. If I were a male there would not have ever been any waiting as to getting such answers because if I were a male there would have been the immediate running to, in comparison to only having complained and berated every aspect I have ever done on my own. If I were a male there would have been praises as to my name in comparison to what occurred, as if I were a male every individual would have taken seconds to drop to their knees in such regards.

If I were a male there would not have ever been the treatments my son, my daughter, and I went through just as if I were a male there would not have ever been a time which anyone would have ever doubted anything I had ever discussed from the point of going to the MEPS station as well as after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as well as my SCUBA Diving as well as my writings or any of my artwork of any type because if I were a male there would not have been anyone who would have ever treated me in the ways which such has been done. I dare people to ask of themselves as to such in a male way as to how such situations have occurred if the same exact situations would have occurred if the biological gender was a male in comparison to being genetically born as a female as I am and was born as a genetic female, as if there would not have been the same responses as to such in the ways which such information was checked in reference to the differences in the election cycle of the 2016 Presidential election cycle as to how much more accepted it was as to the opposite gender of such statements between then #SecretaryofStateHillaryClinton #DNCnominee #DNC Hillary Clinton and then #RNCnominee #Republican Donald Trump. I did not think it took a head injury to figure that out as to the wrongful sexism and feminazism as unlike some people for why they chose to vote for Donald Trump as to knowing apparently he had a television show, unlike those people I was taking care of real life situations in comparison to having the luxury of sitting back as to such times compared to the actual real work that needed to be done in comparison to wasting time needlessly. Unlike some people, I do not just sit back and do things the ways which others think are to be done as I have not ever been that type of a female if that was not clear to begin with.

I simply am not that type of female, I have not ever been that type of female, and I will not ever be that type of female as if you prefer that type of female; go look elsewhere as to that type of female who prefers to be dainty and all of that needless garbage which prefers to stir up needless drama, in comparison to actually making a difference in the betterment ways of life. For f***s sake, look at my modeling pictures where I personally climbed on top of larger items while in a gown and in a corset as what would ever make anyone think otherwise as to what type of female I am as those pictures do not have items photoshopped in as I truly did climb up there in comparison to other females or males. I actually climbed into the Constantine ware as that is not photoshopped either, which in turn why would anyone ever think I would be just as any other type of female stereotype as what stereotype do I actually fit 100% into? The answer I would guesstimate would be just as the location name as to the terrorist attacks on 11 September 2001 as to, Ground ZERO. I would guess to fit fully into only one stereotype, there would be zero fully as to the 100% aspects as some might fit into quite comfortably in comparison to myself; though I knew that before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, thank you very much.

However picking anyone other than the one and only who earned such aspects to represent what was earned as to my works, does that take a head injury to figure out that would be the biggest insult to the entirety of everything I worked on not any differently to the ways of which my now dead-ex-husband had done so as why would it take a head injury to figure out that would be the worst example of human existence to ever follow?

Wait, some probably think the exterior view of what my biological sister looks as well as her lies to be better in the ways to the oceanic waters which is not as to the same as to the beings in reference to the space aspects. I did not think it took a head injury to figure out they view her as ugly and as hideous as people's comments have been about me as to all such times especially between the years of 2006 onward as it should not take a head injury to figure out the viewpoint of beauty is actually within the eyes of the beholder and what does that let people know as to what is considered as beautiful in comparison to what actually is considered as beautiful to other such portions throughout? I would only know as to the factors of what was shown to me as to what aspects thereof, in comparison as to the words of what has been told to me in the references of as to whichever aspects thereof for such reviewal in the combined long terms to this point as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out what people said about me in reference to my physical appearance as to from 2006 onward has not been anything new to me as to my entire life from my childhood onward as I already explained in discussions as well as in my book "Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing" as to how I had been treated throughout my life.

While my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu which my biological sister was not taught by or raised by as I had been as look as the numerical years for such realities if intelligent enough, the facts of the parading her around as to the current look of what Chinese was at the timeframe of those years as to 1990 to 1995 had been for what those current times were as to the viewpoint of what was going to be the view of such at those times up until the end of which such times would bring forward what my physical look would be as to what the Chinese Asian viewpoint as to such aspects as to the ways of certain specific attributes mainly known to the Cantonese aspects of such training portions thereof as there once was a time when that type of female had actually been considered as far more important than any other such type of female who had not earned such as to the specifics as to the reasons per such aspects thereof as per the representation to the #Disney Disney movie #Mulan Mulan. If Mulan had been drawn more correctly as to the ways of which the Cantonese viewpoints were as to such olden days as to the physical drawings, there are the aspects of which my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu would have been able to see the world far more differently as to such more resemblances as to what is earned and not what was wrongfully stolen from of which how does the justice occur? Making such aspects correct as to rectifying the situations in the largest ways possible, in comparison to what has occurred in the ways of which such smallness as to stolen aspects as to what would the problem be to stolen valor of such aspects?

Why would #EndAllStolenValorNow #EndStolenValor ending all such types of stolen valor be of importance in such military aspects as why would a civilian ever be allowed to get close to the Vandenberg, as what would General Hoyt S. Vandenberg's spirit ever care about such aspects? Who would that individual actually have respect for, in comparison to what occurred as to my SCUBA Diving? Who could think of how angry his spirit could hypothetically be as to such aspects as to the oceanic portions as to all such naval vessels within the waters as to whose spirits they specifically represent, above and below as well as in between the surface and the bottom of the waters as to such references to think about as to why? What would my Medal of Honor Art Project have to do with anything in reference to my SCUBA Diving, as to the ways of what is earned by who it is earned by being of more importance?

In reference to any male or female who would ever have a problem or an attitude about me completing my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork on my own and/or any such problems as to my writings which are in truth, why would that be as such? Would it be due to the fact I am a female and if so, look at your life experiences and pretend to be a female in your thoughts and ponder as to how everything in your opinion would be as to such aspects as to the viewpoints thereof as what would it mean to you if your gender when born was of a female though you accomplished such as you had; then compared it to me as to what I personally achieved as a genetically biologically born female, and why would it ever make a difference as to having proven myself on my own? Do you have a wife or a Mom or a sister or a daughter or an aunt or a Grandma or some female in your life that has ever achieved anything remotely close to what I have on my own, though what if she actually had and would your opinions still be the same or would you justify it somehow in such regards? What if in such references as to the female aspects as to my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and my having given birth to my son and my daughter within the first 2.5 years as to how I did and if you yourself had a head injury, can you say as to what has been proven as to what I overcame and worked through as to what you could have seen of yourself or did I achieve more and greater than what you could remember as to such? If any such individuals as to infantry, calvary, combat arms, and/or MP has had a problem with my Medal of Honor Art Project, how are you hypocritical to ever look towards any such respect in comparison and how would you think each location of each cemetery of each one I had gone to which has had a soldier within has ever looked at me in such regards as to my respect of such areas compared to any such hypotheticals as to how such went in #Seattle #SeattleWA #SeattleWashington Seattle Washington as to the 6 Medal of Honor recipient markers I cleaned dog crap off of as to how such viewpoints would be from their point of view from that as to if there was one individual with any such military connection as to what their service had been to the United States of America to such aspects of any such involvement thereof as what would your service amount to in such references and even if you could have accomplished such had you ever thought as to what about such situations would be viewed as to the lack of respect or did you feel entitled to a Medal of Honor while forgetting that important factor a Medal of Honor is earned?

What would handing out a Medal of Honor as to ranger candy be considered as to the participation trophies in comparison to teaching this generation as well as future generations as to the realities of such aspects, as why would any individual think they earned a Medal of Honor as does anyone ever take into consideration there is more than just the award itself as to the awarding of a Medal of Honor or does it take a head injury to see there is more than what meets the eyes as to the award itself as what military aspect could you give as to such situations as to only certain details being known or allowed to be known to the general public sector as to the overall in such comparisons? Could there ever have been a situation which only the sentence or paragraph was allowed and is there anyone who would be able to speak as to such reasons as to why in certain circumstances only one sentence or one paragraph would be allowed as to any situations, as would it take a head injury to see the similarities as to the fuller in depth portions as to my SCUBA Diving for such a reference? Think about the IRR that I knew the details about in full as to such in the comparisons, and then take into consideration a bit of a hypothetical ego check. General Order number means, what? By time of my earned Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to the year of 2000 in the month of November or December, what would that mean as to ranking structure aspect for each veteran thereof as to by the time they departed from service as to the when in Active Duty/National Guard/Reservist statuses as to the factors thereof as to the preparation as to the US Space Force and why would the designation be to a female to the Command aspect as to the realities thereof? Are there any pop culture references which a female is in charge, and what would such individuals of the male gender need to be educated to be respectful of and what would give such examples as to while also what would be needed to teach to females as to being more respectful of in such realities and why? What would be the reasons as to such as to my clearance as well as my age though my background as to such aspects for the military portions, as what would ever be important as to any such situations as to any such emergencies thought only a female being capable and why would that be of importance for certain males and certain females to learn to respect the elders thereof as to such a reference as to any who may have been of whichever gender as to my posting about the truth as to the BDSM & Military Collision #fetlife fetlife article; as what in my life experiences would go within such realms thereof which had hypothetically wrongly been ignored needlessly?

What have you shown as to your time both in service as well as in veteran status as to such aspects, and what could be considered as important to take into consideration as to such situations whether in reference to the oceanic portions and/or the space portions in all such realities? Any such individual who has held on too long, you just need to let it go and let go of your ego as you were taught back in Basic Training in such references as remember how the realities were as to when you had graduated your Basic Training as to what humility once was as to such times as to the graduation.