In the reference to the aspects as to #SCUBA #SCUBADiving #SCUBADiver #SusanMeeLingSCUBADiverExtraordinaire SCUBA Diving and my Cavern SCUBA Diving certification which I was informed that the female named Allie who had been scheduled to fly into the #USA United States of America from Playa del Carmen Mexico because of Richard Thomas the one who had put his name on my #CavernSCUBA #CavernSCUBADiving Cavern SCUBA Diving certification card because he wanted to be the one who had the most amount of SCUBA Diving certifications which I had earned on my own, which the irony is to the fact of him not having earned several of the SCUBA Diving certifications I had earned specialties in as he was teaching the classes for my SCUBA Diving certification courses. When in the classes aside from the Cavern SCUBA Diving certifications as well as the Digital Photography SCUBA Diving certification, he had been in the areas listening to me as to what I discussed while ignoring his then girlfriend at the time as per not paying attention to the relationship he was in at the time instead. In the timeframe of which he had brought up how he had been able to convince Allie to come to the United States of America because of her skill levels and what she had done as he was representing himself almost as though he was her agent though he was not her agent and I had stood up against him pretending he was able to speak for her, as in concurrence I have not ever given that male nor anyone else any rights to ever be the equivalent of any agent to me or my work as per my persona requirements for such a decision to be made only by me for myself.
Anyone who may have ever thought they had any rights to, has not ever been given any rights to represent me as an agent referencing anything in regards of my SCUBA Diving or my works or my Medal of Honor Art Project or my modeling or my performances or etcetera including my website for 100 percent clarification. The only people who legally could have such is in reference to the registration of my books through the #LibraryofCongress Library of Congress in reference to the legal aspects which might have been needed for additional assistances, as per what occurred to me as well as my son and my daughter as to the overall situations; though in such aspects the requirement to speak with me as to asking as to what I need and/or want for myself and at those times my son and my daughter before when I had both of them in my custody compared to what occurred because of the situations thereof, to which if there was anything to do with SCUBA Diver Instructors I hope for the fullest amount of justice in my favor 100 percent. For clarification I have not ever officially testified in reference to the aspects of how my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury occurred in an actual physical court of law, as the only ways I have been able to discuss such has been in person discussions as well as online because of how situations had gone. When I was told there was a Congressional Investigation into my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury the same Master Sergeant who had told Captain Beer about me having had alcohol unknowingly as I did not know beer was considered as alcohol as per the Company Commander having the last name of Beer, which confused me as per the exact same spelling; though that Master Sergeant had laughed saying that Congressional Investigations were easy to outwit them in the military, because they only look for one or two things compared to more of the connection points together.
I told that Master Sergeant as the little E1 I was as per him being around 13 or 14 inches taller than I was/am, “I don’t think there are those in Congress who agree with, and I don’t think they’ll like that fact.”
The Master Sergeant laughed saying ‘Congressional Investigations aren’t a big deal, as the complexities of everything within the military is made to confuse them instead of get them the answers the seek.”
I told the Master Sergeant, “I will do what I can to fix and repair that problem, as that is absolutely unacceptable.”
The Master Sergeant laughed in my face while I put my hands on my hips despite the ranking situation in the Medical Hold formation area for the weekend, “I am not your typical anything, don’t ever underestimate what I can do to help.”
The Master Sergeant which I cannot remember his name had told me he thought I better watch my attitude for being such a little girl in the big world, which I could not help but to smile for a brief second to myself; which he demanded to know what I thought was so funny, as those who have been in various branches and divisions of the #USArmedForces #USAArmedForces #USAF #ArmedForces #ArmedForcesoftheUSA #ArmedForcesUSA #ArmedForcesDoD Armed Forces of the United States of America would know as to the typical aspects thereof. I told him the memory about Disney as to the handbell choir when I was a child with #OTC #OTPC #OldTennentPresbyterianChurch Old Tennent Presbyterian Church, which he asked me ‘What does your church have to do with #Disney #Disneyland #Disneyworld Disney and It’s a Small World, stupid?’
I smiled and said, “Everything, Sergeant. Everything.”
He called a few other soldiers over from formation to ask them to ask me what I had just aid which I explained, which I was laughed at by the various males which I had warned them “You do not know how small of a world it currently is, and it is about to get even smaller if you don’t fix yourselves first.”
One soldier asked, “Private, what makes you think you know anything?”
I told him and the others, “I do not think I know, for clarification.”
It was not appreciated as to the individuals when I was at the #MEPS MEPS station in #Chicago #ChicagoIL #ChicagoIllinois #IL #Illinois #Illinoisstate Chicago Illinois, in Basic Training at #FtSill #FtSillOk #FtSillOklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOk #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma #Okalhomastate Fort Sill Oklahoma, or at #FtSam #FtSamHouston #FtSamHoustonTX #FtSamHoustonTexas #FortSam #FortSamHouston #FortSamHoustonTX #FortSamHoustonTexas #Texas #TX #Texasstate #JBSA #SATX #SanAntonio #SanAntonioTX #SanAntonioTexas #MilitaryCityUSA Fort Sam Houston as to when individuals went to look into my military file as to why they were completely blocked from being able to look further than my rank as well as my name and my clearance level when they searched me. I informed them when I was asked at Medical Hold Unit one afternoon in the breezeway, “My clearance is my clearance, I earned.”
While at such times admittedly I had not remembered all of the aspects as to my childhood and teenager years, though was able to remember exactly what occurred in reference to the time of being over the tracks in Basic Training as well as several specific situations before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury; as well as the night before as well as the day into the night of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as per in my opinion as to the damage and the pressure from the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the front temporal lobe of my brain at the time though additionally some of the prescription medications I was being given as I was on Maxalt in the year of 2000. Those who know about #Maxalt Maxalt as well as #Imitrex Imitrex referencing those particular prescriptions and/or do not know can look up the registration paperwork as to what year it was allowed to be in the general public within the civilian sectors for being able to be used for their pain management aspects which the same in reference to #Depakote Depakote as I was on all three in the year of 2000 with other prescriptions at the time upon waking up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury.
However as per the reflecting which had officially begun in reference to the fuller aspects since the year of 2018 to the current time as to reflecting upon such aspects of my life, I have been able to piece together different aspects to the puzzle which had been torn into shreds over the years because of the situations which have occurred during such portions in time and the experiences thereof each situation as occurred. In the regards as to when I was in #Asher #AsherHolmes #AsherHolemesElementary #AsherHolmesElementarySchool #AHES Asher Holmes Elementary School, Mrs. Patterson had informed me the first standardized tests are given out randomly for various tests to see whether or not a student is capable to see and learn differently when in the year of the later 1980s. The #scantron scantron sheets for the tests are associated per some particular coding which shows which book was given for the testing, to see which level the student is being tested at for the ways as to see which intelligence aptitude for each individual is capable of instead of an all across the board sort of way as possibly still thought. Teachers back then were informed of such and would pass out the books accordingly, to which student they would do however their opinions were at the times of.
For clarification during my kindergarten standardized testing at the end of the year though in first grade of being informed as to such when in Mrs. Patterson’s class referencing the reading comprehension as a cover aspect as to the facts known about my biological mother up to the point of, as well as to how I had been doing coding for the work at the house while she worked for Prudential at those times. I was informed that because of how my kindergarten teacher thought of the aspect as to having been 4 years old in kindergarten because of the new precinct guidelines at the time, she had given me a high school level of the standardized testing to try to hold me back in ways which would raise my age in comparison to keeping younger as I was able to surprise everyone in the staff and those who knew Mrs. Heller after my time in kindergarten would know of her personality traits when she would get angry which was not difficult for her at many times.
Nonetheless I was informed as to the requirement of keeping such quiet until the correct time because of how it was needed to be known as to the realities in the multiple levels, as some people were wondering as to such for investigative purposes because of other situations in other areas. They had known about my Grandpa Gavett and had spoken with him as well as my babysitter’s husband as I was informed, which was clarified when I spoke with them in person compared to speaking with them on the phone as that was rare as to my being on the phone because of my age back then though also because of a few other reasons. Thus I was informed by Mrs. Patterson my final year of being in the reading comprehension class as to when I would get to a certain grade, my grades would not reflect what my actual grades were. Thankfully later when I was in #Marlboro #MarlboroMiddleSchool #MarlboroMiddle #MarlboroNJ #MarllboroNewJersey #MarlboroTownship #NJ #NewJersey #NewJerseystate #MMS Marlboro Middle School at the time of either 7th or 8th grade which I think it was 8th grade, Joe/Jose Castro had informed me during #Halloween Halloween as to my actual grade reports.
Though not certain as to the specific timing, I am fairly certain as to such because Sony/Sonja and Joe/Jose as well as their children David and Liza knew of my childhood friend who lived next door to them who had died earlier and they knew how much he meant to me. Sony/Sonja had found out my biological parents had refused to allow me to go to his funeral because of their problems with his name, which was not anything new by that point as per my Grandpa Gavett and my Bok Gung’s funerals at such times as my biological mother thought it was more important for my biological sister to be seen in comparison to what she was told to do in reference to both of their funerals because of the known factors in the minimal aspects as to the ranking aspects within various situations though she did not pay attention to the facts as to the required portions of such a ranking aspect as per what Bok Gung and Bok Pu had told her was mandatory for the first portion to ever get to the second portion. Due to the fact she had failed to complete the first portion in reference to my biological sister, there was not ever going to be any ways as to where she could ever have such a ranking; though my biological mother was warned that my biological sister would pave the way, for which ways the reality of what I had and would be taught regarding for the aspects thereof to actually help and benefit in comparison to what my biological mother had wished for my biological sister. My biological mother thought it was as simple as being in charge though not paying attention why such has and had to be earned in order to be in charge, as per the requirements for the larger portions which additionally later in the years officially my biological mother as well as my biological sister and I had been informed of the aspects which my Bok Pu had already informed of in reference to the forest area behind the house I grew up in to such situation when my biological father was at #handbells Handbells Practice at church.
However because that particular Halloween I was extremely upset which is why I think it was when I was in 8th grade as per the way school years had been during such times in the split format in comparison to beginning in January and ending in December for school, as would make far more sense in my opinion back then as well as now as per the easiest way for birthday aspects for each child to be within a certain perspective or to take the halfway portion of the months to the cutoff date for the ability to start school in the January month for such portions to be easier for parents as well as be easier for the various staff members of each school. In my opinion the fact of if such were considered viable the portions of the 2 weeks in school and the one week off would make life easier for all around as well as the consistency for the children going to school, which would then additionally give the ease for planning vacation trips if possible comparatively to the ways which schools have been over the decades.
In my opinion the length of time in the summer months as to the consistent amount of time off from school has been the cause as to the educational levels of which has been noticed in certain locales, of which in my opinion I think there could be other parents and grandparents as well as legal guardians who could agree such would make the schedules for employment easier to work with as well as the various levels of staff members being able to agree that would be easier for their own lives in such employment as to the ability to plan in comparison to cram information together for the students into the main months of which do not have a longer amount of time off such as a two week’s timeframe or just before a break for the summer as per the ways which everyone’s thought are at the time off in comparison to what I think could be a way to assist the faster growth of learning in ways which could benefit more as to the mental health and well being additionally due to the stress levels. While that would mean less time officially in the summer months, there are some vacation destinations which the four different seasons can be considered as easier to be able to travel to as well as assist the economy during the timeframes of throughout the year which can assist additionally as to the camper aspects as to the ability for the aspects of if maintained properly.
However in the point of time when Joe/Jose called me downstairs to the bottom floor which their house did not have a basement that I was aware of the way the house I grew up had though could be considered as such because of the ways of the split level for the house interior structural and designs thereof, he had pulled out an envelope with my actual transcripts of all of my school up to that point in time. I looked over the papers and asked why I was not allowed to have the actual grades, which he informed me there was a specific type of investigation which was occurring for the timeframe of and because of a few factors were the reasons why my grades as well as my test scores from my standardized tests would only be in a format which was considered at specific levels because of the situations involved regarding my scores and levels thereof. I can sarcastically make a joke reference as to the year I was moved from New Jersey to live in Illinois as to my overall score for my personal #ASVAB ASVAB test, for my actual overall GPA in the larger aspects as to the ASVAB being a score at 98 out of 100 in the year of 2000.
I was unable to put into words to the SCUBA Diver Instructors as to such as per their inability to grasp the concept of the College Algebra with Trigonometry and Calculus, which the other portions thereof seemed a waste of time to go into during the year of 2009 as per the ways I was already being treated and how I had been looked at. By the time of the month of May 2009, the SCUBA Diver Instructors had made comments about how I would only pull the top portion of my wetsuit down to my waist area, in comparison to taking off my SCUBA Diving wetsuit in between during the surface intervals as well as up until the time of going to bed at night. Well, as they went to bed at night I should write more-so in the truth thereof as I had work to take care of which was unknown as to such portions thereof to those individuals regarding the different species of endangered species I had noticed growing after my Underwater Naturalist course officially as I had noticed the species beforehand without the knowledge as to such having been on the endangered species list. However the other portions as to clearing the waters from certain aspects which I had noticed, I suppose the sarcastic joking I could make in other references as to a couple of songs though unofficially I suppose.
I dealt with constant sexual harassment and constant discrimination from several of the SCUBA Divers as well as the SCUBA Diver Instructors who laughed along with the SCUBA Divers in the class, when making such uncomfortable remarks. The commentary about the trip to #Cancun Cancun/#Cozumel Cozumel, is a small and a lighter version of the continuous comments I dealt with at my SCUBA Diving certification classes and the push to get into the water annoyed some of my SCUBA Diver Instructors as they complained they would not get to see me in a bathing suit. I refused to wear anything other than a one piece bathing suit to begin with and when the push for a bikini was constant after the third SCUBA Diving certification, I informed each of what occurred when I was a teenager of which all of the male SCUBA Diver Instructors said they would not mind if that occurred in reference to the bikini bottom of the lake situation when I went water skiing. As it was more important to me to continue with my works I had dealt with such while pushing back against each of the SCUBA Divers as well as the SCUBA Diver Instructors because my work, was always more important than them. When they complained about how much I talked about my son and my daughter, I told them I am a Mom and they knew that. Several male SCUBA Diving Instructors who complained about me talking more about my son and my daughter when not in discussions about SCUBA Diving had whined saying they did not like hearing a Mom talk about her children, which was a weird aspect as to what type of people were being allowed to be involved as SCUBA Diver Instructors. When the discussions went to about my now dead-ex-husband those SCUBA Diving Instructors who already had problem s with how I physically looked though also made sexual harassment comments such as comments about getting wet and such portions thereof in reference to claiming it was only about the water in comparison to where their eyes were looking at the time.
What my then fiancé had told me about in reference to how he was treated when I went SCUBA Diving during my #PolarBearSCUBA #PolarBearSCUBADiver #PolarBearSCUBADiving Polar Bear SCUBA Dive, was what I had dealt with in reference to sexual harassment each time I was at any natural body of water; though in the opposite context because of the aspects as they were mad that he was not a SUCBA Diver, and had the nerve to be engaged to me who had not ever had any sexual relations specifically during the timeframe of a SCUBA Diving trip up to that point as I had told all such SCUBA Divers I was not interested in such while earning my SCUBA Diving certifications. I told those SUCBA Diving Instructors as well as the other SCUBA Divers I did not need to lower myself to such a standard as to having to have any such aspect involved because that was not helpful for SCUBA Diving, nor the oceanic waters, nor anything on land for that matter except one minute of which they might enjoy though what would I actually enjoy from such in comparison for such aspects; which the male SCUBA Diver Instructors laughed, asking what could a woman enjoy other than riding a dick?
I remained as composed as I could and told them “If you have to be given instructions of what to do to please a female, then know you have not ever satisfied any female previously no matter what they told you to stroke your ego.”
Those who have known me in person, know that discussion went much further and was a bit more confrontational than a six to eight foot distance between those SCUBA Diver Instructors and I. There had been several times similarly to the #Excalibur Excalibur Faire situation with the trees and the weapons as to having been surrounded by such SCUBA Divers and SCUBA Diver Instructors, of which the reference to the situation when my then fiancé was at Basic Training and the Corona beer situation; of which the SCUBA Diver and trucking company manager at the time of Stevens Transport named William Talent had been informed as to what occurred initially only by me telling him, I needed to end the engagement with my fiancé because of not being able to handle the situation which he instantly had gotten mad at me for what had occurred in reference to the stereotypical Dear John letters which I told him not all Dear John letters were technically as some had wished them to be. However because of how the situation had gone, I was not able to tell Billy as to what occurred until a few years later of which instead of believing me immediately he had told me he had not heard from nor seen that male SCUBA Diver who had been in the United States of America’s Army branch of the Armed Forces of the Untied States of America prior to arriving at Clear Springs SCUBA park through SCUBBUddah bringing him into the group as he said. Even in reference to Billy who had told me about the Nickelback album Dark Horse as to the song which SCUBA Divers prefer in the area called Sex, which I had told him I liked other songs on the album in comparison. Then again, I was and I am not that type of SCUBA Diver to begin with or ever will be.
First of all, I had done work in the ocean along the east coast long before I ever met any of those types of SCUBA Divers officially. Second, I told those SCUBA Divers as such as to having told them as to swimming out to the buoys which they laughed at me telling me they thought I was joking. When I told them that there is truth behind every joke I tell, they laughed saying they thought that was only a hope of mine. I told them, the truth and when they refused to believe what I told them, I continued onward as my work had always been more important then their opinions as well as more important than their egos. Third, the constant and blatant disregard for actual safety within SCUBA Diving was ridiculous as many times as I had seen other SCUBA Divers as well as other SCUBA Diver Instructors go to and through others’ SCUBA Diving gear bags when some dropped down as per the timeframes thereof of being stacked and usually one SUCBA Diving group was responsible for being caught doing such.
However because as I was told, ‘If your hair was longer, we could believe a girl when telling us those points’ and ‘If your hair color wasn’t that, we could take you seriously for not having clown hair’ and ‘If your tattoos weren’t as they are, we could look at you more seriously. Maybe if you get an Instructor license, we can think about whether or not we take you seriously.’
I told those SCUBA Divers and SCUBA Diving Instructors, “You will respect me because I have already earned my respect, and you will learn to obey my commands while being mature enough to handle to do as you are told. I am not the type of person or SCUBA Diver that you wish I would be, as I am much and far better than you will ever be allowed to know.”
Of course the males laughed at the situation and the words I said while standing in front of them, however such times would prove that they would have no other choice because if they failed; they failed for all of their lives of every aspect as to SCUBA Diving, and I was able to give them that warning back in the year of 2009 as I refused to be treated as a child despite the fact they all knew I had only had the subarachnoid hemorrhage from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury fully gone towards the end of the year of 2007 which meant of being only 1.5 year out of that aspect as to that portions of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury. As there were complaints about my arithmetic and the frustrations as to their whining as to the situations thereof, they had not been able to open their minds enough during such times to ever think as to what I had already told them about my background as to how it was far worse for me to have to deal with than for them to have to explain the information for me to be able to know correctly and understand the information referencing the few SCUBA Diving certification courses which had numbers involved for such specifics referencing mathematics.
I was in high school taking #College College Level #Algebra Algebra with #Trigonometry Trigonometry and #Calculus Calculus #AP AP, and had already completed successfully in an actual College AP Biology 101 as well as College #AdvancedGeometry Geometry Advanced before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and the after effects from when waking up from my coma. I did as best as I could to remain calm with each eye roll and each sighing that occurred, though those types of people did not have the capability to realize such portions during those times as per their complaints and whining during moment previous at times depending upon the situations thereof. However since they were incapable to know or understand the College Level Algebra with Trigonometry and Calculus, the irony of such situations to my choice to not go any further with such explanations as per their incapability to understand those simple words to begin to explain such portions as to who I had been and who I am as who I remain referencing such portions. I have dealt with those types of people before when I was a child and a teenager growing up in New Jersey and in the tristate area, of which when I was put into reading comprehension classes when I was in first grade with Mrs. Patterson had been the explanation for me in reference for later portions as I had informed her later when I was in second grade as to what I was planning to do to take care of what nightmare I had begun to have start at such times in reference to being in a branch and whichever division of the Armed Forces of the United States of America. Thus the aspects as to why those who have learned of my #Omega status cannot find the actual records referencing my actual GPA from such times, as well as why I was designated with the clearance at the time of being 17 years old with what I had been at such times in the comparisons thereof.
The aspects as to which the reference to Allie flying in to be able to teach the class with Richard Thomas as the Assistant Instructor as he said at the time, as her expertise was or is now apparently more well known as to others because of my lack of knowledge as to the Cavern SCUBA Diving community portions thereof. I was told of many aspects about Allie though it seemed when discussed by Richard Thomas as though he was acting the way a female spouse who marries into the military branch of whichever division of the Armed Forces of the United States of America as the other being of an E7 or higher as to the similar portions of the spouses who marry in to the soldier who has earned O4 and higher; which there are those who I would guesstimate, as to the full knowledge and understanding as to comprehending how Richard Thomas had been speaking in reference to the ways of Allie in reference to how he had discussed such situations. Those who have hear me go on a tantrum about such, know my opinions as to anyone ever thinking that way just because of marrying in as there are differences in a multitude of ways from a spouse who was there from the beginning and/or lower ranking compared to when in the middle to when at the upper levels; of which usually those who marry in at the upper levels do tend to have the knowledge as to needing to be respectful of those, in the ways of any enlisted rank in reference to an O1 or O2 ranking for references; that is unless the spouse has earned their own ranking, and the aspects thereof are as the aspects thereof earned are.
In such references as to a different version of the wrongful stolen valor aspects, there was the semi-truck collision in May or April of 2008 which when the interview after what I had done regarding the 9-1-1 phone call as well as running over the get the semi-truck driver out of the cab after telling the other semi-truck driver in regards to turning off the engine which was against the median area as I ran over to the semi-dump-truck driver’s cab to climb in to turn of the engine to help get him out of the overturned cab area; there was a news reporter female who looked similar to the way Sam Lewis’ wife Nikki Lewis looks physically as to additional height and shoulder width as to asking me when in the interview, if the Army taught me how to do what I did. I laughed because of the zapping that occurred in my hand when holding the microphone as it was a slight tickling in comparison to the zapping I dealt with when in Washington state in the year of 2013 through 2019 especially, which telling the truth as to not having graduated Basic Training for the Army; I did not learn what I had done when I was in the Army branch, as I did not graduate Basic Training as well as the fact that none of the portions of what I did was ever officially taught in the Army during Basic Training to begin with as that possibly is taught in AIT or is something in the field learned of to do by someone who simply knows what to do. As I have always been against stolen valor, I thought it would be the equivalent of, though if the female had not told the male to turn off the camera and then walk away before I could actually have answered the question; I would have as I told others as well as wrote about in my first book “Finding A silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing”, my biological father had taught me those details.
Mike had told me about the engine portions because of his friend who owned an #Aamco Aamco garage in New Jersey, as to the possibilities depending upon the level of impact as to certain situations which can be avoided if the engine is turned off after the collision to make sure that the liquids which are combustible do not light up as well as a few other portions thereof. The medical portion I personally knew through my own studies and my own works referencing what I knew before being in the Army which only certain aspects were taught to me in reference to the blood portion regarding the teeth situation, in comparison to the realities thereof in that situation. The waking the male up enough to be able to dial the phone number for me to leave a voicemail or an answering machine message was something I knew how to do only when an absolute emergency as I do not waste such when it comes to preplanned situations as those portions are a waste in a multitude of reasons as to the energetic factors for the times when such could actually be required in comparison to someone wishing to play games as to which I do not and have not ever had any patience for as I hate hypochondriacs who only wish for attention they do not actually need. Of which my opinion is if you are going to be a hypochondriac, then do not be surprised if such occurs to you in your health in other such ways.
However in the reference, that female and the cameraman had no clue as to ever think to complete a follow up question or even have the common courtesy after knowing what I had just completed to ever allow the discussion to continue on as per the stereotypical attention span of certain types of people who wish the news were to be just a one or two question to answer because of the shorter attention spans from people who in my opinion has to do with partly because of the school aspects as to such portions. I do not doubt there have to be news reporters who prefer to go into lengthier detailed discussions, though because of other people have had to needlessly slow themselves down because of such types of situations as to the change over in the millennium after #Y2K Y2K in my opinion.
However those two who were at the collision on I35 Southbound in the year of 2008 ironically did look as a younger version of Sam and Nikki Lewis in a multitude of ways physically, as per the timeframe back in such times before I had gotten into modeling more officially in the year of 2009. Nonetheless as to the problems within the recreational styles of SCUBA Diving as I was seeing as per the ways some were calling the aspects a fun dive, which while admittedly SCUBA Diving is fun; there is the fact that words make an impression in certain ways of which in reflecting upon such aspects to the reality of as while I considered SCUBA Diving fun in a general way overall, there was nothing fun about certain aspects as to my style and work within SCUBA Diving. Thus when taking the facts as to having told the SCUBA Divers as well as the SCUBA Diving Instructors in the year of 2009 for those who had put themselves onto their own pedestals, just as I had told such to the adult consenting lifestyle community though unlike such individuals; the required portions as to what has been brought up to the facts of those people having been SCUBA Diving Instructors, had been the problem as to how immature and irresponsible they had repeatedly proven themselves to be and how they did not deserve in my opinion any rights as to ever being involved with teaching or instruction as per the facts as to how little they paid attention to detail as proven.
I listened to Richard Thomas as to his descriptions about Allie and her work for what she earned on her own, which even when he discussed that portion he tried to seem as though he had helped her even though she earned her SCUBA Diving certifications on her own which repeats the sexism as well as being able to see the ability for the levels of sexism when looking at the demographics during the timeframe of the year of 2009 as well as the sexual harassment that was rampant as well as the sexual assault which the males stuck to their bro code in comparison to ever being concerned about any female they might have or might ever be involved with regarding such problems as to the sexual harassment as well as the sexual discrimination as well as the sexual assault. It has been an irony to hear certain types of males pop off about what they would have done or what they would do if they had the chance, and yet when they had the chance they failed to accomplish such as they boasted pridefully about in front of me when speaking with females they had a much easier chance of ever getting involved with as there were several who had already been rejected repeatedly as to the facts I explained about my SCUBA Diving certification classes and courses thereof. Ironically in certain references there were several other SCUBA Divers who had insisted to meet with me because of hearing how I had pushed away certain males who were known for what they were known for unknowingly to me at such times, though reflecting can realize such portions as to the comments back then as to such portions as I had already known from personal experience there are times when the justice system is overloaded and the only way to destroy something to rebuild it better is to discuss such realities for more who can see a way to take different steps as to changing the overall atmosphere.
Those male mainly SCUBA Diving Instructors who had the problems with how I look(ed) and how serious I was/am about my safety in my SCUBA Diving when I do as I do if whether or not I am SCUBA Diving with another individual as per the ways of which my SCUBA Diving has already partially been put into such writings of my non-fiction books, the fact of which as to I can only speak and write in truth in non-fiction; I cannot allow myself to put officially in the record of my book series “The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” Allie’s information as my specific SCUBA Diving Instructor for my Cavern SCUBA Diving certification because of the problems which Richard Thomas has denied in lying when he was asked by PADI about the ways which the aspects went for the entirety of the overall.
Thus I will detail the portions of more officially, for the reference aspect to clear up such fully as to at minimum being able to do so in this format which I had put in my SCUBA Diving books with my pictures; however the lengthier details of such, for the clarifications additionally to as to my “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” and “Finding The Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” books in conjunction though if I recall correctly “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” fully goes over such in a brief way comparatively first before the Adventures book series. Thus when initially being told of the only time which could be arranged because of the work it took for Allie to be able to arrange the trip because of the legalities of traveling from Mexico on an airplane into the United States of America with SCUBA Diving gear with her luggage for the trip only available as I was told in the latter portion of the month of September 2009, I had spoken with my son and my daughter about the situation as they had spent many hours playing in the backyard while I worked on my coursework and/or would sit with me at the back patio table reading their books while I did my homework proverbially for such references as usually their school homework was completed before I picked them up from after school care for the tutoring aspects as I knew I could only help with certain aspects as to their education.
In the reference as to the only time Richard Thomas who knew my son and my daughter’ s birthdays because of my children attending the swimming classes in the #InternationalSCUBA International SCUBA location in #Carrollton #CarrolltonTX #CarrolltonTexas #CFBISD #Texas #Texasstate Carrollton Texas location on Belt Line, which my daughter who was excited to have her hairstyle similar to mine because of being excited to see how I was showing her how to work diligently and learn as much as possible while also knowing how to balance the time of such aspects just as I had for my son. In the discussion as to the timing that I was informed of was the only time which Allie was able to be able to schedule her trip from Mexico to the United States of America during the week of my daughter’s birthday as Richard Thomas who worked at the #Garland #GarlandTX #GarlandTexas Garland location before it closed off, the aspects as to my daughter being happy that I would schedule something different and special just for her birthday in the first and only family vacation we had ever had together up to that point as well as after that point because of what occurred in the latter portions of the year of 2009 after the situations in the regards as to my SCUBA Diving Cavern SCUBA certification as well as the Underwater Pumpkin Carving Contest with the first Chili Cookoff at the Clear Springs SCUBA Park.
My daughter and my son were both excited that instead of going to one location in the trip I was planning for the end of July into the beginning of August 2009 timeframe, the dolphin excursion with #WildAboutDolphins Wild About Dolphins for the trip was ideal; and for the record my son, my daughter, my niece, and I had a lot of fun during the trip and was well worth the overall aspects thereof for them and I to enjoy ourselves as the Captain of the boat was fantastic to be able to have been able to contract for the time and experiences for each. It was great to see that it was a female Captain additionally, especially when looking back to such times and the situations thereof referencing such portions thereof in reference to the SCUBA Diving aspects in the year of 2009. Obviously the boat is much smaller than the SCUBA Diving trip the following day when I went to the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg, of which that is one experience I revel in such aspects thereof to have been able to go to the area of despite the situations I had needed to take care of.
As the portions were agreed to as to the Cavern SCUBA Diving trip and the time grew closer in regards of around May 2009, the different situations which began being problematic seemingly when looking back were beyond the sexism/sexual harassment/sexual discrimination from the different individuals at varying times regarding SCUBA Diving.
In the reference as to how many listened to Richard Thomas go on about Allie and what he had been able to do when going to the Cenotes while Allie was leading the tour guide group through the Cenotes, in several different discussions he seemingly continued wrongly trying to take credit for what her work had been the entire time for each one of the different trips he had brought up referencing dropping down to go SCUBA Dive there. He had brought up the Cenotes during the Digital Underwater Photographer SCUBA Diving certification course just as he had done so in reference to the National Geographic Open Water SCUBA Diving course, though in reference to the Digital Photography is when he started pushing in reference to the aspects as to the Cenotes which I was not interested in what he was bringing up as to such times as his then girlfriend was in the area. Though I had gotten along with her and had purchased my neoprene ladybug head cover through the company she told me about online, the aspects were where such ended despite Richard Thomas trying to push for a trip to the Cenotes as I was not able to have that length of time for that many long distance trips compared to being a Mom of two children who were in elementary school who had recently lost their biological father due to the death of and required my time and required my attention far more than what was being pushed referencing those adults who should have taken “No” for the answer I gave them before; just as the same in reference to the situation regarding Cancun/Cozumel in an overall way as well as in the reference of the airplane as well as trip portion, in conjunction to the other aspects thereof regarding other portions of the overall aspects as to SCUBA Diving classes in a generalized way.
I admit when I told Jeff Davis about how the airplane trip had gone referencing to Cancun/Cozumel during the aspects of my Underwater Videography SCUBA Diving certification class as per written about after describing in reference to my creation of the Underwater Wedding video, I did not take into consideration of when he told me to go do my homework of anything being a big deal as to what I had told him about as per the facts as to how much that had been going on during other SCUBA Diving certification courses I had taken when he was not the SCUBA Diving Instructor. Though I also had told him about landing at the bottom of the ocean in the Cancun/Cozumel SCUBA Diving trip as well as the airplane aspects, which I thought that portion was where he had been reviewing regarding the pictures I had taken referencing the SCUBA Diving trip there as I had posted on my original #facebook Facebook account shortly after returning to the state of Texas from the #GA #Georgia #Georgiastate Georgia and #FL #Florida #Floridastate Florida trip with the stop in #AL #Alabama #Alabamastate Alabama on the way back as per described and have written about.
At minimum in reference to the new owners of #ClearSpringsSCUBAPark Clear Springs SCUBA Park in comparison to the prior owner who I was informed was a male named Tom, the couple with their children I would guess would be far more knowledgeable as to paying attention to such aspects in comparison to what had occurred during the year of 2009 comparatively as per making sure the aspects of a safe SCUBA Diving environment for them to have a clearer watch to ensure such portions of safety in comparison I hope. As to the aspects as to the breathing situation later which was during the Underwater Pumpkin Carving contest, I noticed certain physical aspects as to the female named Sally who was Jeff Waters’ girlfriend at the time to certain aspects as to myself later in the years in which the portions of the male Sean Leonard who had admitted to messing with SCUBA Diving gear and the aspects thereof; may have a different portion to look into, as per the fact of why I had told Patti Stewart as to being uncomfortable being responsible for putting any air into anyone’s SCUBA Diving tanks after knowing my own problems after waking up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury.
From what I read in depth in regards to when I was looking into the Tri-Mix SCUBA Diving certification course though had backed out because of my concern referencing what additional details I read, if there is a mixture which is unbalanced the health problems which can occur are similar to some of the physical attributes as seen in such reference pictures thereof to the facial areas as well as the physical body. In turn the regards as to even mixing a small amount of one of the various levels on a sponge to put into the SCUBA Diving regulator or even the aspects as to wiping the threads where the suction portions of the tank connector areas, are a health risk due to the mixtures of the aspects similar to the semi-truck chemical portions regarding those types of chemicals. In turn, the problems thereof if not taken care of immediately can lead to worsened problems if not knowing how to clear oneself to keep oneself healthy and in control of oneself in various ways thereof. However in such a reference that male who had made the comments referencing the airplane who had the identification card scanned at the Bremerton Naval Marine Base in Washington state when I had gone by to se the Nimitz in April 2019 as per the additional security cameras all over the different areas of the base when walked around as well as driven around to have multiple angles for the possibility of if needing such portions for the legalities thereof for the investigation purposes I had wondered if such was as per what my son had told me about “I think you need to spend some time with that guy”, I am as I am and that male knew I am a Dominant Female Leatherwoman Sadist though he thought I was just a freak.
I am a freak, as I am a scientific anomaly.
In such regards as to the portions as to the aspects as to the regards of the SCUBA Diving for Cavern class being scheduled and as I had discussed how I did not like a male SCUBA Diver I had seen because he had annoyed me several times, when asked about that male by Richard Thomas he told me he thought I needed to give him a chance to be able to go on the trip to the Cenotes. I told Richard Thomas I was not interested in dating anyone at the time which he thought I was joking as he thought I needed to have a SCUBA Diver to be able to go SCUBA Diving, which he failed to realize I had not ever needed such aspects and if I were to ever have any relationship with regarding a SCUBA Diver who I would or could be involved with what my personal requirements were did not align with any level he had thought of for what my style of SCUBA Diving was and is. Especially after what occurred in reference to both the Cozumel/Cancun SCUBA Diving trip in conjunction with what occurred in reference to the SCUBA Diving trip to the partner I had been assigned in reference to the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg just because we both had booked a #NITROX Nitrox tank set for the trip; did not ever mean either of us were on the same level of types of SCUBA Diving, which obviously time has been able to clear that aspect as to who has which level thereof, in a much larger comparison aspect.
However Richard Thomas continued to brag about Allie which was great to hear about what she had done, though again as to how he described the situations it seemed as though he was trying to take credit for her work which was unacceptable for him to ever try to go on such aspects. I had gotten extremely upset at one particular SCUBA Diving certification class at one of the natural-ish bodies of water when I was asked another time about Valhalla and that SCUBA Diving before he brought up Allie again, and I told him as well as I told the others not to go to the Valhalla location unless you permanently wanted to end your own SCUBA Diving career because of the inadequacies as to such portions of what was required in my opinion knowing various aspects as to that type of underground missile silo and the contents thereof referencing the ways the ground water had seeped into the areas and sealed off the emergency closure locations; though was not enough for the ways which water flows even when in a slow leak after a certain level has been reached.
The various SCUBA Diving Instructors over such times told me they thought they knew better than I about SCUBA Diving because of being Instructors to which, I did not think it took a head injury to figure out swimming in waters which have been soaking in missel material as well as the other chemical combinations thereof in conjunction to the known at the era of the amount of asbestos which was used as a good idea. However Richard Thomas as well as others were and are correct, I was and I am not a SCUBA Diving Instructor. As others had brought up the knowledge as to how I had been truthful about not graduating Basic Training for the Army branch of the United States of America’s Armed Forces, the same portions as to why I did not go further as to the levels of my education with such individuals is the same in reference to the aspects more recently gone over referencing my Grandpa Gavett as well as my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu among others. Since Richard Thomas and others had assumed they knew, they would be informed as to what they had not any clue as to the backgrounds of and would regret each and every mistake they made hypothetically for each assumption wrongly about me.
In the timeframe of going to Florida as per the scheduled flight being early in the morning, when I realized I forgot my SCUBA Diving regulator and told the group I was with after having already been introduced to Allie from which I already had the experiences I had in reference to how I physically look and the fact of being a biologically genetically born female; the embarrassment as to having to admit the fact as to forgetting my SCUBA Diving regulator despite knowing I had packed it as well as knowing I had put it into the car, though the driver had taken the bags out of the car and my SCUBA Diving regulator was inside of my house upon returning from my SCUBA Diving trip; which only that male SCUBA Diver who was on the Cancun/Cozumel trip had ever been in my house up to that point in time, though the facts as to having to have left all gear out on the table when going into the water when earning my SCUBA Diving certifications. If there was ever any who found cameras within my house as per the police phone call which occurred in reference to when I was in Cedar Park signing the lease because of what occurred in reference to McCoy Elementary School Fort Worth Zoo field trip and afterwards, I hope the fullest legal prosecutions to the fullest extents of the laws as unlike the state of Texas lawes as to the one year mark the internet is online always and thus the timeframe does not count in the same ways of which the additional aspects of invasion of privacy and etcetera of such problems because of my minor aged son and my minor aged daughter as well as the fact as to it being my house and my right as well as my expectation of privacy for myself and my children as to the situations since then onward to possibly the current times of which I hope the fullest aspects thereof for the justice for me additionally in other ways as such has always been considered 100% unacceptable to me. I do not care who the individual(s) is/are, I refuse to adhere to any such wishes of others and hope the hounds of hell go in the ways which they do in all such references until such justice occurs to my approval. Of which the aspects as to the backwards time from the last known point of backwards would be the equivalent of such legal portions for the prior descriptions as to break all such wishes for the aspects as to the one year statue of limitations as unlike other crimes, that would be from the last known recording portion illegally invading privacy and would #torah #Torah version of reading for the legal aspects of clarification for all such purposes as already having gone through such in a recent journal blog entry posting of mine on my website in my area on my website #TheOrneryPSA The Ornery PSA.
I do not care who thought it was acceptable as if it weas my biological sister, I would treat all such as equally in the references thereof in full and if my biological mother and my biological father covered up for her as they had previously; I would only hope all such justice to be carried out to the fullest extent of all such possible laws, for the facts of the length of all such points in time for what they have deserved from the first time of going to CPS about them. As per Joe/Jose Castor having explained such portions in conjunction with Mrs. Patterson and other teachers at Asher Holmes Elementary School, in such prior references. Thankfully in such regards as to the state of Texas in all such aspects thereof, I have stood my ground as per the rights to do so within the state of Texas and such aspects as to my Medal of Honor Art Project aspects; are as such are in reference to the portions of standing my ground with me being the one and only legal Executrix as per the legal requirements at the specific timing thereof, in comparison to the wishes in reference to my ex-in-laws hypothetically about the Bronze Star aspects to any other portion. In turn, that is as that is.
Not one individual can actually ever cleanse nor divorce them spiritually as per the requirements to stand before me and explain with words as to the requests and as to why I should ever consider such a divorce spiritually from my dead-ex-husband for any other who had made the choices they had made, as it means nothing of their feelings in the overall combined aspects as to what I have endured and dealt with; as well as the contract he had agreed to in the first years of the legal only marriage, as he wanted to try to prove me wrong as to what I had spoken the truth of about the aspects as to religion and spirituality. As per having discussed and wrote about a different male and female who had stopped by my house in reference to the Second Corinthians aspects, and explained how my now dead-ex-husband was wrongly playing games with him and his wife as well as the aspects thereof as best as possible of which the male looked similar in some ways to a physical version of Congressman Michael McCaul in the physical aspects similarly to the male who was at the BAMC/SAMC Emergency Room when I had the situation as described and as occurred regarding the aspects as to the situations referencing the year of 2012 when the firearm my biological daughter had taken out of the holster of the MP and had pointed in the direction of the male in the white jacket in a button down light colored shirt with darker colored pants at the desk area. That was not the first time of having a firearm pointed directly at me, though it was the first and hopefully only time I had to jump on top of my daughter to wrestle the firearm out from her hands as she pulled the trigger; which the first time was when three soldiers who had been contacted by Brigadier General Gillman in reference to the Iraq and Afghanistan War portions, as per the reference aspects as to the three regarding the Colonel as well as his two aids with the fact they had pulled such out and pointed at me when I had moved quickly to retrieve the BRaonze Star with the Green Commendation folder to hand over to them for what had been explained to me in reference to the Chief Warrant Officer 3 in regards to such on a military installation.
It was not the first time ever of such as only less than 5 months before I had disarmed my ex-boyfriend Patrick Kennedy from when he pointed a loaded shotgun in my face when he was trying to do a rifle drill with a shotgun as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out, it is called a rifle drill for a reason in comparison to being called a shotgun drill. Additionally to prior to such times, I cannot count the amount of times I had dealt with the situations in reference to my now dead-ex-husband as per him having had the firearms I had described in reference to the firearm safe I needed to get squared away from the time of meeting him on post; which at a certain point I had made a sarcastic joke comment about having had a jihad or a fatwah called against me needlessly because of how such situations were, and knowing of such regarding the 1993 attacks in #NY #NYC #NewYork #NewYorkstate #NewYorCity New York City at the #WTU #WorldTradeCenter World Trade Center.
As I have said many times before, there is truth behind every joke regarding when I discuss a joke; though some simply had not paid attention in the correct ways, during such times.
As per the 6th day in reference to the countdown to the 20 year memorial of the attacks on 11 September 2001, after my ex-sister-in-law Mary Evongelina Nichols Osteen had left with her two daughters Sondra Marie Osteen and Ariel Marie Osteen as per their names in the year of 2001, I had told then in the year of 2001 my now dead-ex-husband those words per near the computer area while walking away towards the living room. When he was in the lengthy hallway area by the bathroom area of that apartment in Lincoln Green, I heard the desktop make a noise when I had gotten into the kitchen area just before realizing my pet Methuselah had gotten out of his tank. My rage, was and is my rage about such portions thereof regarding my ex-in-laws as per my rights for what their choices have been and proven as such as I guesstimate in more ways than initially brought forward as to their pathetic-ness in my opinion as to their ways as to how they had been told by Grandpa Nichols to not abuse the situation I had allowed them to be gifted portions of which they were supposed to appreciate in comparison to how those people had been as to my opinion of such types of people having been allowed to breathe as well as having been allowed to procreate. Though their children and their grandchildren and etcetera have the ability to find and review all such portions as to their online activities in full for all of eternity because of how such technology portions go, to which at minimum I can find that as a silver living as there is the realities thereof regarding the transmission signals being in multiple directions to multiple locations and the wireless portions always travel however they travel; as I told and warned people over the decades, as there is a different view point as to a willing choice to be in front of the camera in comparison to a forced against one’s will to be in front of the camera and such portions of those aspects are the reality of which also goes onward as for such clarifications for all such connection links to for all of eternity as to all such individuals and all such connections thereof for such hypothetical choices as to the illegal privacy invasions which includes though has whichever additional aspects for review in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips referencing in addition to the inside of whichever locations should and would be considered as expected to be private for such regards.
A choice compared to force, is extremely different as to all such views of which when done by force then the inadmissible portions of any and all such aspects as per the legal requirements before ever putting such recording devices in comparison to after any such portion in reference to the aspects thereof aforementioned; aside such aspects of the facts as to having been raised going to hang out with and spend with the #Amish Amish who do not believe in such aspects being considered acceptable and the violation of my Religious Freedoms in such reference aspects as to those particulars already having gone over the details thereof previously in discussions as well as in writing; despite my modeling choices as per the realities, as to the background is still the background of which the Religious Freedoms as to my Constitutional Rights as to my body and my choice portions thereof additionally legally in my favor at all times fully as per the ways which such will be viewed regarding the hypothetical aspects of per the intentions and choices as per the aspects thereof. The aspects of if a female is involved and the perfect description as to that being a feminazi regarding such aspects, especially if the female has been and/or is a part of the #DNC Democrat party aspects as previously described and explained as to such and then would she hope for such regarding herself and all of her female and male associations thereof for such aspects? Then in such references as to such realities, as to each having the legal right to stand such grounds as to defending themselves and if in the professional dominatrixes aspects would give all such rights to completely obliterate that profession from ever having being allowed to exist ever again; because unlike before, there are the facts known as to the technological portions of which then the reality of whether or not it would be worth the time or the effort to be anywhere within the area f such aspects by choice in a setting thereof at whichever time(s); while knowing to remember the portions in reference to Irving as well as the officializing as to the realistic portions of requirements for and of the #USSpaceForceDoD. Which I repeat such prior portions as to the problems which have occurred needlessly in reference to those types of people additionally as per the situations already explained, and the knowledge as to what I was already dealing with to which if such individuals were contracted by SCUBA Divers or SCUBA Diving Instructors the problems of which to review for the aspects of all such connection points for the full removal of such types of people as well as such types of professions regarding such aspects though the mandatory portions of putting such within a resume as per the legal aspects and the application process.
In the aspects as to Allie in regards as to the situations of which the description of what she similarly dealt with in reference to the overall combined aspects as she had informed me of the types of other female SCUBA Divers who only get into SCUBA Diving because of a relationship they are involved with and such problems thereof, compared to the female SCUBA Divers who are the rarest of the rare who get involved with SCUBA Diving on their own in their own type of way to be able to accomplish on their own in all such references and regards. I had informed her as we had discussed religion and spirituality after the Cavern Excursions situation as to I believe in the Catholic church, however I do not accept the confessions to the Priests as confessions to me for any such portions for forgiveness as while the Priest might forgive them for them having to listen to the descriptions thereof; that does not ever fix or repair such in my view and my opinion, at any such point in time.
In the reference as to the situations regarding after having to admit to having forgot as I though regarding my SCUBA Diving regulator which I had arranged just a week or two before my Cavern SCUBA Diving trip with Anthony Griffith, as I sat in the backseat of the car going over in my thoughts as to the problems from the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and how much I had failed myself regarding all of the work I had put into every aspects I could think of at such times; I would not have ever gotten several of the tattoos in my skin on my arms if it was not for that particular SCUBA Diving trip as I had noticed situations thereafter. However during the drive one the then in the year of 2009 thinner roadway with taller tress with thinner bodies along the way, to the medium brown colored building with the gravel-ish road as to such portions of that location; as to going inside of the building to look through the different racks as to the sweatshirts as Richard Thomas when he was told had perked up and similarly to how he had spoken about Allie, he had spoken about the male who owned the Cavern Excursions location and had name dropped all sorts of aspects about such. Once again while listening to how he had done similarly regarding Allie as to that male, the ways which I could not stand to listen to that male nor be around him grew more and more as per the disgust as to each word which oozed out from his mouth through his lips fully disgusted every fiber of my being as to being in the vehicle. My stomach grew queasy listening to the grotesqueness of his words as the vial creature of which he is a human being apparently, as to what he spoke of as I did not care about meeting his friend. I cared about my SCUBA Diving and my work, I did not want to spend time at his friend’s place as it was not what I had signed up for in reference to my Cavern SCUBA Diving; as I was not ever informed of such a meeting being scheduled, though he was excited to drive over to the areas which infuriated me as to the reflection back now as to if he had anything to do with how my SCUBA Diving regulator as to such portions thereof and what an irresponsible aspect to ever had running a SCUBA Diving Instruction school as well as a Rebreather SCUBA Diving Instructor as such additionally.
However the words did as such during those times and while I waited for the employee who was going to get the regulator as per Richard Thomas having called the location knowing his friend was there as per such as I called first, then the aspects as to getting to the location with the wooden timbers in front of the building for the parking lot arrangement with the grass fields nearby with the same type of swampy-ish style of trees; I awaited the employee to get the gear ready so the work which was needed to be done for the classwork as I already was nervous about the fact of such a type of SCUBA Diving, if there was any preplanning or premeditation to such aspects because of the regulator being mandatory for SCUBA Diving, that would be considered as attempted murder if I am accurate to such a hypothetical portion because of the mandatory requirement for SCUBA Diving equipment. If Richard Thomas wanted to see his friend, he should have just said so in comparison to any such trickery as what type of SCUBA Diving Instructor would need a full audit of all such portions for the aspects thereof would be mandatory for the safety of which the oceanic waters would fully require and those involved as well as those in the know would be under the legal penalties of such guilt by association portions thereof to the legal aspects as there is not a statue of limitations against murder attempts in the state of Texas or anywhere in the United States of America to which if there was a covering afterwards the reality of which the legalities can be brought forward with this posting among the other aspects thereof in all such of my non-fiction writings and books in conjunction with any additional testimonies of any/all such individuals who may have had similar experiences and/or knowledge thereof who had removed themselves from such situations whenever such as best as possible would assist to encompass the individuals to surround those who are hypothetically guilty of such portions thereof in full as I cannot be the only person who dealt with such situations referencing Richard Thomas and other such aspects as to the sexual harassment/sexual discrimination/etcetera as to their violations of ADA aspects as well for choosing to do any such games or playing around in such aspects after having been told about the facts of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and the after effects from after having woken up from my coma additionally as per already having gone over the aspects in reference to several situations including in reference to McCoy Elementary School and the CFBISD portions in conjunction with up to though not limited to the aspects of the transfer out of the apartment complex out of the state of Texas as the lack of the need for me to be around such people without any legal warrant which would require my testimony as to such portions thereof because of the automated technology being able to file such a report for the alerting of law enforcement to be able to go through the processes of which to inform me of the next steps as to such prosecutions against if required beyond my writings for such testimony in conjunction with the registered through the Library of Congress aspects in other such technological portions of the additional protections as to already having contacted the various groups and agencies and organizations to which the aspects of any technological glitches or errors would already have been covered and brought forward which would keep and maintain my immunity at all times 100 percent as to all such legal protections in my favor as per “The Modern Day Book By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” in addition.
In turn the situations to when whether considered as a hazing aspect or as a retaliation aspect to standing up against Richard Thomas against how he was trying to represent himself falsely as to any such wishes to ever be anyone’s agent which he would have to get the permission for such first in legal format which that has not ever been given to him or anyone as to such aspects already having been explained as I had not ever considered him or any other SCUBA Diver I knew in person as an agent to represent me in my SCUBA Diving aspects, as the representation would require if in reference to legal aspects as to payments the requirement for the reasons why I had began my SCUBA Diving had nothing to do with anyone else as per the ways of which my work is my work and my intellectual property rights as well as my rights registered with the Library of Congress as even though the PADI SCUBA Diving certifications do not have my middle legal name; the realities of all such abilities to triangulate such portions through the technological aspects thereof are in my favor for all such portions thereof, and always have been as such from the beginning of my time in my SCUBA Diving certification classes and courses thereof.
I did not get involved with SCUBA Diving certifications with a relationship as to another SCUBA Diver, and the fact of their trying to force such when I was taking my SCUBA Diving certifications was wrong and ridiculous as to their wishes as per all already dealt with such aspects in reference to how the so=-called proposal in reference to my now dead-ex-husband in such regards and I do not need someone else telling me how to live my own life; though would be in alignment of sexual discrimination/sexual harassment aspects as to such knowing there would not ever be the requirement for a genetically and biologically born male SCUBA Diver to have the recognition for such achievements in comparison to myself being born a genetic and biologically born female. Additionally as to what I dealt with as to the aspects thereof in reference to all such aspects in conjunction with the Corona situation and the Cancun/Cozumel airplane/trip aspects, the sexual assault that would additionally add into such portions for any such wishes for a relationship in such ways if not done naturally which I am not looking for a relationship and I should not have ever needed one for the recognition I earned for such. However so too the irony of the year of my SCUBA Diving certifications as to 2009 as to the mathematical aspects within the spiritual numerology regarding the portions as to 9/11 or the attacks on 11 September 2001; of which since the Cavern SCUBA Diving certification class was done in the month of September 2009 as to the flight arrangements and the trip planning thereof the additional connection points of such regards.
In turn when the Cavern Excursions male who was told to me had owned the shop as well as having learned after when he came into the area with the various SCUBA Diving products as well as a bench along the wall with the maps which he had helped to cartography, when he had walked into the room to ask who the dumbass was who forgot their SCUBA Diving regulator and having to raise my hand as to what I already had been going over in my own thoughts as to how much I had messed up during that moment in time while worrying about my son and my daughter because of knowing to not ever use new SCUBA Diving gear when out on a trip and other such safety precautions; the reflection back to that time as to how that had gone whether in reference to such wrongful hazing in such an already dangerous lifestyle, or if in reference to having forgotten my SCUBA Diving regulator the facts as to my thoughts and concerns at such times had been atrocious as per each individual’s knowledge as to being one’s own worst critic. Additionally to the embarrassment in front of the female Cave and Cavern SCUBA Dive Instructor Allie as to have to go over each detail as per the situations being asked what type of SCUBA Diver could I be to forget my SCUBA Diving regulator rigging system, the fact of people from other countries do not laugh at jokes the same way that certain types of American citizens do and thus the further knowledge and understanding with the comprehension as to physically looking as I did and do as per the news media portions as to some people actually looking at such unlike those who prefer to play games instead of actually living life responsibly; I truly have only one metaphor, though it could give an idea as to such aspects.
In reference to listening to my Medical Hold Unit First Sergeant explain to her daughter as to how she viewed me while standing in the room listening to the descriptions while remaining interested though remaining as calm as I could while my thoughts went as they had, I could see her looking at me in such a way again as well as in front of my son and my daughter as to the aspects thereof. Having told the SCUBA Diving cartographer of being a Mom and the fact of the Democratic portions a to such aspects as to being shown as wrongly as an irresponsible SCUBA Diver as well via the perception despite all of my work and all of my progress up to that point in time, the problems which came thereafter I have a minimal doubt as to any such connections to those aspects as to that Cavern SCUBA Diving certification trip because of all such connected portions thereof. As I additionally had to explain all of the classes after going on about the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury in conjunction to my only ocean SCUBA Dives, the fact of which how some viewed me physically only because of their personal preconceptions due to such aspects additionally; when going into the facts of having landed at the bottom of the ocean in the Cancun/Cozumel area as well as #Boca #BocaRaton #BocaRatonFL #BocaRatonFlorida #Florida #Floridastate #FL Boca Raton Florida and the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg #Vandenberg #GeneralHoytSVandenberg #KeyWest #KeyWestFl #KeyWestFlorida #FloridaKeys, I personally hold accountable each and every individual and group who had ever covered such help and assistance to that situation for the aspects as to what had transpired thereof and onward because of such negligence as to the portions of messing around with my SCUBA Diving gear and I fully blame each for any such additional help to that side in comparison to the correct side which is my side.
My son #Letters4James, my daughter #Letyters4Lidia, and I needlessly suffered in the longer term for such arrogance along with irresponsibility and negligent choices as able to and have proven of such aspects in certain aspects thereof to which if there is a law firm who has the ability to assist with suing please do contact me as the realities as to all such prosecutions as well as all such restitution for all such needless aspects should be correctly taken care of and brought forward to more than just my website and more than just my social media accounts for the full awareness as I hope it goes viral as to every news media station as to such a scandalous portion of the negative portions of certain types of people within the SCUBA Diving and SCUBA Diving Instructor communities who need to be reeled in and regulated properly in my opinion as to whatever involvement thereof as the realities thereof such has already been proven multiple times over. The fact Allie had to listen to the situation and watch however Richard Thomas had reacted as well as the other two SCUBA Divers at the time, in conjunction with the second time in reference to my SCUBA Diving gear being messed with in regards of the UHAUL situation as I wrote about in reference to my original fetlife account LadyDoriBelle during such times as to getting only my pictures and my SCUBA Diving certifications with the log book before winding up in Washington #WA #Washington #Washingtonstate state.
Laws of the Ocean.
In regards as to any such stolen valor hypothetically, I highly recommend such full correction in such who had ever made such public if happened as per the requirements as to such #NationalSecurity #HomelandSecurity National Security concerns referencing the officializing as to the UIS Space Force #DoD Department of Defense aspects as per ability to see in reference to the certain types of species underneath the waves of he water regarding such portions as well as the aspects as to the #UAP UAP situations as well as transmissions thereof. That is of course unless the preference is for the possibility of an actual intergalactic war to begin and commence instead all because of the arrogance as to thinking such would ever be acceptable is preferred; which I do not think it is a preference, though I am uncertain as per how those SCUBA Divers and SCUBA Diving Instructors had ignored the fact as to the 10 year anniversary of my SCUBA Diving survival from my 26 earned SCUBA Diving certifications as well as the factors thereof to which was known back when I had discussed such during that initial portion of the Cavern SCUBA Diving certification. The fact of bringing such forward as to the viewpoint to review is in the ways as to the additional amount of images and videos I have captured in such a shorter amount of time, in comparison to what I had taken pictures of over the years prior over a much longer amount of time in conjunction to the fact as to how Irving had been in regards of the year of 2011. However I do not speak for any aspect regarding the official administration aspects of the United States of America as to such portions thereof, I simply defended the lands on earth as well as the people on such lands when in the waters as well as the Irving situation as I had described in reference to being asked if I could see a way as to what I was shown.
Of course a male who had not known of any biological children of his in the world would not think about caring as to how such could ever be viewed in reference to my son and my daughter, as the complaints in reference to the fact of being able to make my own choices and the upset because of my son and my daughter being more important to me both then and now than the SCUBA Divers of that recreational type of SCUBA Diving where the games are played instead of actually doing the correct work for such portions as to the amount of alcohol some prefer to drink when on a SCUBA Dive trip whether or not they are doing so recreational SCUBA Dive aspects or if in the in between portions of a SCUBA Diving certification class course as per around 25 of my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications as to the amount of others who were drinking alcohol during the after times as to the classes for the day at whichever location for the SCUBA Diving certification classes by those individuals around in comparison to myself until the point of after having completed my classes for the Cancun/Cozumel SCUBA Diving trip on the first day at the resort.
In such references as a clarification to any wishes regarding a relationship involved with me, the type of SCUBA Diver I would require for such would mandatorily be clear as well as incorruptible though a minimum of a #USNavy #USANavy #USNavySEAL #SEALs #NavySEALs Navy SEAL or a #MARSOC MARSOC type of equivalent in such styles required thereof compared to any type of wish for a recreational SCUBA Diver or type thereof. You do not have to be at my level of SCUBA Diving, though you cannot play any games in reference to when it comes to SCUBA Diving especially.
Since the name dropping situation in reference to Richard Thomas as to Allie as well as to the cartographer in regards of Peacock Springs, the picture below shows everything you need to know about how the discussions went as pr when the time spent at the location of Cavern Excursions and the description of the locations of how and where the gear was placed and etcetera with that male had been in reference to Richard Thomas’s expression at the picture time. As the reality of which in the car he had complained about the fact he had not ever had the explanations I had been given during the time he knew the male SCUBA Diver Instructor Cartographer, which I watched how his hand gripped the steering wheel when I told him he should feel thankful for the fact that he was allowed to be there to listen to such in comparison to complaining as if I had not had the situation occur he would not have ever been allowed to see or hear such portions in the first place. Thus if the picture was taken by the male in the other picture standing next to me because he had known as to what had occurred and/or was a part of such aspects, I suppose the smile in reference to the tattle tailing in such regards as to whatever childish games at such times in reference to if there was such a knowledge and/or assistance to such portions regarding my SCUBA Diving gear.
I can write and say those who I knew as SCUBA Divers along the east coast were not ever so careless nor reckless in reference to the work they put into their SCUBA Diving, as per the laws of the ocean being extremely well known to those who actually live along the oceanic coast lines along the Atlantic because of the types of the waves as well as the coldness of the water; as while the Gulf of Mexico in certain areas has a rip current-ish comparatively, that is mainly within the Gulf of Mexico compared to along the coast line of Texas and such states except the tip of Florida I would presume. In the aspects as to the west coast along the Pacific area of the ocean while there is a heavier impact I would guess in reference to the lower half of the coast line as to the surface coastal areas, the undertow rip current in that area I would presume would be greater in comparison to the rip currents seen at the surface that additionally have the undertow in the Atlantic areas of the oceanic coast line. For clarification, I am referring to the continental portions of the United States of America for such oceanic references.
However I did not think it took a head injury to figure out that just because of SCUBA Diving Instructor aspects within a lake area have been achieved, the oceanic waters are always more powerful and far stronger than any lake possibility of a current.
I did not think I took a head injury to figure out in reference to Cavern SCUBA Diving that just because the entrance might be similar to a lake entrance for SCUBA Diving, there is actual safety that is required and that is why a safe and trustworthy responsible SCUBA Diver (Teacher/instructor) goes to earn a Cavern SCUBA Diving certification in comparison to just getting the gear to use around a lake or even within the ocean as per other such corresponding aspects of such portions of SCUBA Diving.
Should it take a head injury to figure out when you blaspheme the one and only person who ever had the privilege to be allowed to enter the depths of the oceanic waters at the bottom in such locations as I have been, that would upset the species as to the fact of only knowing 10% about the ocean and such portions thereof?
Does it take a head injury to figure out there is not one safe SCUBA Diver or SCUBA Diver Instructor who has played with or messed with or caused harm to someone else’s gear who can be trusted if that is in their past record regarding such portions, as the facts of how dangerous SCUBA Diving is to begin with?
Would it take a head injury to figure out anyone who has been a part of messing with or playing with or causing damages to someone else’s SCUBA Diving gear should be audited as well as investigated as per the realities of such being aligned with the attempted murder charges which can be considered for such portions, to each and every individual who would have ever done so per count as to per time as to per individual?
However because of being the only female SCUBA Diver to have earned 26 SCUBA Diving certification if Richard Thomas had actually filed the paperwork and/or if had not had a fight with Allie about the paperwork, my official time would have been earning such in 7 months in comparison to the fact of the Cavern SCUBA Diving certification being posted as to the date in November 2009 which added 2 months needlessly. If such portions had to do with the fact of the Texas/Mexico portions as to the situations of the #remembertheAlamo and all such aspects, the fact of such should not have ever been a problem as per the amount of time since. However I take Allie’s side as she was the one who had done all of the work, and she was the one who had actually checked on my medical portions as to different aspects in comparison to anyone else as per such for the time of in the year of 2009. As I have brought forward in reference to “The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire By: Reverend Susan MeeLing”, I described some of what I dealt with because of the negligence of all such SCUBA Divers and SCUBA Diving Instructors within the International SCUBA school as well as at the time in reference to the Clear Springs SCUBA Park; of which the fact of such a property transfer as to the realities as to the sexual harassment/sexual discrimination/hazing/etcetera can be seen as well as noticed because of how such has already gone with other such locations and groups thereof whether in business such as Kauffman and Broad/KB/KB Homes, as well as Medical Hold Unit to Warrior Transition Unit.
Thus including with the transfer of business ownership in reference to Richard Thomas having purchased the International SCUBA school in Carrollton Texas, all such individuals have admitted to their guilt by their choices of actions as well as inactions over the points in time referencing from the year of 2009 through onward. In turn if there was the portions of having read “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” to be found through the technological means and/or situations thereof afterwards from the year of 2014 or 2015, that additionally proves such aspects as to the lack of concern for their teaching as well as their lack of responsibility they have taken for the type of recreational SCUBA Diving they have continued in my opinion. In turn they all have admitted to their guilt by such choices in my opinion, as per the exact same aspect used against me wrongly though in their case correctly as to the perceptions thereof.
Anyone who was born and raised in New Jersey and went through the different areas of the north east coast as I had along with who I had spent my time with willingly in comparison for clarifications depending upon such situations for example of college universities and professors thereof as well as the college students of those times in the 1980s and the 1990s, would know as to how time can either help or destroy regarding a perception; especially if the wrong view is perceived, because of the manipulations thereof in comparison to the truth. Thus with the 20 year memorial of the attacks on 11 September 2001 as to the situation referencing my SCUBA Diving certification referencing my Cavern SCUBA Diving class and coursework in September 2009, if I am correct about such portions in reference to Richard Thomas and such portions thereof; I truthfully do not know how he could look himself in the mirror and I do not know how he could actually live with himself, for such fully known aspects thereof as to what occurred thereafter as to the others for such similarities to the hypothetical involvements in such ways as to cause harm in such ways and regards thereof. Then again there is the individual referencing such who had admitted to such initially to which the realities of which the same aspects to such portions, of truthfully not knowing how there ever could be a point in time of ever looking at oneself within the mirror into one’s eyes and knowing of such portions and realities thereof to continue living as such as to the amount of lives which were impacted and caused needless harm due to such portions thereof. The same in reference to my biological sister’s married into political family, for clarifications and any such extensions thereof; as per the temper tantrum the male she married threw, when not having had the common courtesy of any such portions thereof when meeting me for the first time after having already been involved with my biological sister and having met my biological mother and biological father multiple times without ever informing me of such portions. As per such aspects as I told people who said they could not believe anyone’s biological parents would or could ever be so callous or harsh, what have you found since such aspects which can prove as to how much truth I had always spoken? What nerve does it take, to stop the cycle of such to progress towards the betterment truthfully?
I am thankful that I do not know, just as well.
As per such aspects with the 6 days left to the point of the memorial of the amount of lives of people who I had known as per seeing the ways such was arranged in the church I grew up going to when at Old Tennent Presbyterian Church and seeing the congregation thereof in December 2020 to the situations of such referencing who I knew in regards of the attack on the World Trade Center in the year of 1993 in February as well as in reference to the attacks on 11 September 2001 to who I had lost in reference to after what occurred in reference of September 2009 through to now because of all such combined situations, while the aspects as to if there were those who had wanted to out-do my dead-ex-husband you forgot to add the facts of having to combine the backwards portions as to my biological mother as well as my biological sister for that set thereof; as I did not think it took a head injury to figure that out, though that does inform you as to who as a human being you are as well as what you are in such references.
There is not one thing to genuinely be proud of if you have any child of your loins by the way as to what was taught in such references in my opinion though others’ as well, just for clarifications. Is that grouping of situations truthfully something to be infamous for, when you truthfully take a look into such portions thereof because if it is; then why are you still alive, because you obviously prefer death compared to life and living as per the situations thereof in such combinations.
What is the point of such realistically, at any such point referencing such that is of any worth or value to me?
Unlike you, I prefer life and I prefer to enjoy life in the comfort I prefer of which for the record I only had 6 days of actual enjoyment with my son and my daughter without having to defend them or myself regarding such aspects as to the ways in reference to how I have been treated since waking up from my coma after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury in a consecutive portion of time I returned to Texas as fast as I could after such portions to be able to get that male to a SCUBA Diving medical review as per the regards as to what had been shown as problematic when at the bottom of the ocean, though when I had explained such in the details thereof as to others when discussing SCUBA Diving; I suppose that point of reference was missed, as I could see how many problems he had caused needlessly repeatedly and what he was planning on doing in the aspects thereof. In reference to not being different than my dead-ex-husband and the problems thereof, I suppose there is the irony as to how such an individual has physically looked in quite a few ways as well as my disgust as to having head to go through with the aspects as to what my Grandpa Gavett said sometimes things take a different way to bring forward justice for more as to what it is required for bringing forward the evidence as to assist certain types of law enforcement because of the odd connection points thereof and the interconnections as per having been told later of the terminology in reference to the only SCUBA Diver who I had been involved with who I had brought back to life from the dead who had been in the Navy before ever meeting him and having been the only other unattached SCUBA Diver going through the National Geographic Open Water SCUBA Diving certification courses and classes as per the ways which I personally view polyamory was not ever asked as to such portions previously.
Maybe instead of F*** Valentine’s Day #ValentinesDay as per the event thereof, as per my opinions as to how aspects have gone over the years for me personally while sarcastically making fun of my own after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury; maybe the view should be forget Valentine’s Day, as what is the point of remembering such when there is not any reason to go over such aspects thereof?
I suppose dry and dark, humour.
However in reference to the Congressional Investigation from the aspects as to the aspects of what I was informed of being completed in reference to as soon as putting “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” as well as “Finding The Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” by the official portions of the Blue Identification card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America if such were needed in the regards as to what I had been informed about regarding the Master Sergeant, I would guesstimate there is more than a few details which may have brought forward some answers for those who may have had a feeling about certain aspects though did not necessarily know to what levels thereof regarding certain portions of the possibilities thereof. It would not surprise me if there was an order regarding my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as per the aspects as to my clearance as well as my having chosen to stand up for the female in the time of Zero Week about her hair when in Fort Sill Oklahoma, and other combinations as to what Dr. Kerry had informed me of when he had done some research as to when he had gotten my permission to when he had asked me to look into my military records as to see what was going on in regards as to what he could find out about several years before having been informed about him having been a doctor at Walter Reed several times and my need to remember that portions as to go there if I ever felt something regarding after informing him about the overall combinations thereof as well as my SCUBA Diving. The last time I had seen him had been after the Sandra Goodwin discussion on the phone about my daughter’s situation, which was shortly before the OB/Gyn check as per the PCM situation at the time with the medical insurance as to how such worked during such times prior to how I wound up in Washington state with my son after such portions in the year of 2013 and the irony of being told I had pissed off a Congressman in regards of such aspects of irony to either who I was engaged to and/or who I had dated and/or who I had known and/or who my biological sister had lied to and/or who others had lied to and/or the situation regarding Jolliff and Webker.
If I am accurate as to how the situations have been in addition to what possibly might be reviewed to look at, would that mean I have been considered a Prisoner of War since the year of 2000 because of the fact of the Iraq War and the Afghanistan War having officially been declared by then #POTUS43 POTUS43 George W Bush Jr by such definitions? Or is that the aspect in reference to the timing because of Joe/Jose Castro aspects as to what was discussed in reference to Mrs. Patterson, does that mean since the time of #POTUS41 POTUS41 of George W. Bush Sr and/or #POTUS42 POSTUS42 William J. Clinton? I wish I could be joking sarcastically about the questions thereof, due to the fact of the Desert Storm and Desert Shield operations at such times.
Obviously the Amazing Grace boat is much smaller than the USS?USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg, though it is also smaller than the boat which was taken to go out to the area for that particular drop by around 3-5 aspects for the space thereof.