In reference of combining all of my journals I wrote through my original #fetlife account which I will post the link at the bottom for the clarifications thereof, I am going to have the transparency brought forward as to what can be seen from the original posting dates as to the current timeframe of this day 28 November 2021 for those to see as to my original #Facebook accounts of Susan MeeLing as well as Lady Dori Belle for the additional ability to see the connection links as to what I had discussed for many years and decades in person as well as online as to such factors as best as I could as to the circumstances. Possibly such details will assist to make sense, in the comparisons thereof as to the amounts of details though in addition I do not pretend or hide myself from my truth which others should realize it is important to be honest and truthful in many more ways than just in one or two moments as it is imperative to be more capable to recognize the truth in such aspects of life for far more than some might have realized despite all of my warnings as to what I knew to bring forward to assist as best as possible.
I will begin with posting my newer updated journals from my original account and work backwards as to the irony I noticed. There will be plenty to read in the ways of, whether or not you choose to venture into the areas of the website fetlife.
Posted on 29 August 2010
The past few months have been making me a nervous wreck. On top of personal issues, I have been keeping a surpise for all of my Dallas friends who were going to Glory of Rome. I have been practicing belly dancing for the Glory of Rome production with the Gloryhole Girls. My pet has been wonderful throughout this whole process, beyond what mere words could ever be able to explain.
It all started a few months ago when one of the people who run a part of the group asked for performers help. One had made a suggstion of belly dancing before hand to me, so after much consideration, I said something. They contacted me and we started working together.
For months, we discussed things and after months of deliberation, we decided what was to happen and I started working on my routine. Diligently for weeks, I would practice with weights on my arms and legs to give me extra strength and stamina, physically. I practiced my dances over and over and over again.
Finally, it was time to travel to Dallas. My pet and I packed up everything and left. The 3.5 hour drive went to 6 hours, but it was well worth it. When we arrived at the hotel, we met with a very ood friend before we rested for the evening for the next day would be busy.
After we awoke, we ran a couple errands before going to help set up the buildng for the show. Though we were supposed to be there from 12-4, my body only handled about 12-3 before a headache turned to a migraine and I felt like I was going to pass out from all of the problems. My pet took me to the hotel and nursed me back to decent health for the performance.
We got ready, I got my costumes ready, and we were off. We showed up in time for the meetings that were supposed to take place and we wait for the people to arrive. It was an event to be remembered. The people, the garb, the decorations, everything. After a few hours, it was performance time.
Mr. Nasty, did his awesome thing, announcing the show and MCing. And then...it was time for me to get on stage...smile...posture...hips...arms...breathe...ok...I think I have got this...I hope I have got this...if not...too late now...deep breath The music started and I disappeared...the crowd disappeared...I just moved and became energy...I don't know what happened, I am technically still processing it...but it was an experience that was amazing...
The song ended, I bowed, got off staged, Mr. Nasty came on and started talking while Dusty got on the stage to do her belly dancing while I changed into the next belly dancing outfit with Isis wings. Once ready, I watched her perform beautifully and I hoped I looked half as graceful as her on stage. Then it was time for me again...breathe...breathe...breathe...
music starts Isis wings go! I could have sworn I almost was ready to take flight. I loved it with the wings. After about half of the song, they came off, I finished the last part of my routine, and bam...it was over...I couldn't believe it...I did it...I really did it...wow...I ran off stage to a fan and looked for my pet to hold.
It was a freeing experience, yet scary, and yet fun all at the same time. I had so much fun and I wanted to thank my pet for supporting and helping me, The Gloryhole Girls for giving me the opportunity, and the people who watched me do my thing for the time I was on stage. Only a couple people talked to me, so hopefully, I did what was expected of me.
I watched most of the rest of the performances before going outside to smoke, cool off, and breathe. I had a lot of fun and it was a great way to start my 28th birthday as once it turned midnight, I was a year older. It was a great experience and I want to thank everyone who made it possible.
My first Belly Dancing performance on stage - LadyDoriBelle | FetLife
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