In the reference as to having acknowledged the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury in the conjunction to having explained the rave situations as to #Brackenridge Brackenridge in conjunction as to bringing forward the reality of various medications which I had been prescribed over the years as to especially within the years of 2000 onward to 2013, the combinations of such medications as to the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to the additional factor of the time as to however long I was in a coma and the length of time as to after waking up from my coma as to how long it took for the subarachnoid hemorrhage to begin to dissipate and then be gone completely by the year of 2007 around November or December.
I have made many attempts to be as clear as possible with the situations thereof as to knowing as to being imperfect through striving towards perfection, as per what I have dealt with over my life. When growing up a certain way the repercussions as to when such times were, as to the aspects how the situations of reminders as to the years of my life more specifically between 2000 through to 2008 though then the realities of my life from the years of 2008 through to 2013 before reviewing the factors as to the years of my life from 2013 through to 2018-ish/2019-ish and then the situations from the years of 2019 through to the current point in time now in the year of 2021; while also doing the best I can to remember the situations in reference to my childhood and my teenager years from the 1980s and the 1990s, as at one point when in Asher Holmes Elementary School I remembering telling a few females as to how the ways of writing as well as the photographic memory portions, in various details. While the males in the elementary school laughed as to such combined discussions there were the females who had been as to wanting and desiring to know more, in the comparisons as to the ironies in reference to the timeframes since the year of 1998 as to when having moved from #NJ #NewJersey #NJstate #NewJerseystate New Jersey to #Illinois #IL #ILstate #Illinoisstate Illinois.
Dana Kaplan and her parents in the #Marlboro #MarlboroTownship #MalrboroNJ #MarlboroNewJersey Marlboro area had been involved with the medical aspects in New Jersey, and the ways which certain situations began occurring in reference to when at Asher Holmes Elementary School when I was in 6th grade after having been in fifth grade and surviving such aspects as to the oddities in a reference to a discussion in regards of Erika or Discordia in reference to #fetlife fetlife aspects as to what has already been gone over in multitudes of details as to such factors as to the ways which she had wanted her dad’s attention and she acknowledged as to putting herself into the hospital he worked at in as she said John Hopkins as to being able to see him more compared to what time she had with him; which my personal opinions as to the factors of her choice to go and test the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury out of that combination with the story she told me about someone she once knew from high school who did not remember her as well as what she said was jealousy as to me having joined the lifestyle in San Antonio in the year of 2004, as to her choices as to doing as she had which in my opinion as biased as such might be as to the fact those who have survived a head injury do not need that to occur on top of their own life aspects as to the cruelty in my opinion as I had already informed her of what I was dealing with referencing my biological mother/father/sister as to such points in time in the year of 2012 when she had informed me of that.
However in reference to the timeframe after the SCUBA Diving where I earned 26 SCUBA Diving certifications on my own as well as had landed at the bottom of the ocean in multiple locations and surfaced alive, there has only been where I have done the best I possibly could both before and after such a point and time while being on a set income of which while I had the life insurance policy at the time which was meant for my son and my daughter to be able to have as to their biological father’s death as per the ways I have already explained; the situations after SCUBA Diving as well as the time regarding #McCoy #McCoyElementary #Elementary #McCoyElemenetarySchool McCoy Elementary School as to how the situations went from 2008 and progressed in regards of in the year of 2009 onward to the time of the #FortWorth #FtWorth #FortWorthZoo #FortWorthTX #FtWorthZoo #FortWorthTexas #FWTX #FWZoo Fort Worth Zoo without the help as to getting everything taken care of during the timeframe while it was known and is known of my being a single Mom and a legal widow of someone who despite having the knowledge he stolen valor as well as the other situations it was still my son and my daughter’s biological father and it was not up to everyone else to go after what children who were completely innocent to take out on as it should have been made clear as to the example I was leading as to only discussing in ways which actually explained the situations in comparison to judgements.
I did the best I could to ensure minimally discussing such aspects in greater details until they were of the biological age of over 18 years old each, which in turn as to the factors of the situations in reference to what I had gone over about the staff and the volunteers’ issues as to the connection to the Armed Forces of the United States of America in reference to myself as well. Though their biological father stole valor in reference to the dress blues and other such situations of which just as to the various times of the various combinations I did the best as I could for my son and my daughter despite the situations thereof, additionally as I have admitted to not graduating Basic Training from the Army branch as I had not ever stolen valor which should have been considered as to my children. However what I earned in reference to my personal work as to my SCUBA Diving as well as my books and other such factors should in my opinion, have the ability for such forward movement. While admittedly only being myself as to all of the work put into everything, again I have been doing the best as I could as to the factors of.
While I admit I do the best I can to refer to the specifics in time as to the year though knowing the fact of when posting on my website as to my journal blog #TheOrneryPSA The Ornery PSA posts the specific date as to when I post the journal blog as to the ability to have such shown as to the actual realization timeframes as to the review processes compared to the comprehension aspects as to the levels of as when as a child and a teenager the lack of awareness or understanding as it would I would guesstimate be known as to such factors in the comparisons as to what some may have thought as to the posting situations, as remembering as to the fact of going through the processes of the information aspects having truly largely begun only in the year of 2019 in comparison to the minor aspects minimally gone over in the aspects of my first two books “Finding A Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” and “Finding The Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend Susan MeeLing” as to the fact as to the amounts of writing and pages thereof, though especially in reference to the fact as to the amount of time typing in the comparisons between the focus only on the writings of those two books compared to the larger ways of which in reference to the years since the year of 2019. I would guess in some ways that would have been thought of, however at this point in time I truly would not know as to such factors as to whether or not that was taken into consideration as to the realities of the differences as to the additional factors of ability to go out in the timeframe comparisons as well as the pain levels and the social interactions compared to the lack thereof as to such comparisons to the length of time and those in reference to who is remembered specifically as to such a length of time as to such after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury.
In reference to such individuals as to in Elementary School compared to when in reference to the timeframe afterwards as to such overall situations, the ways as to how such in regards as to how some possibilities as to the individuals I once may have known in person in #Washington #Washingtonstate #WA #WAstate Washington state as to after how I wound up there; the situations as to the jarring after the point in time as to the aspects of 2019 and the lack of help and assistance in person as to such realities as well as the difference in time, there is also a difference between the fact while many aspects of what I dealt with are more of the masculine aspect it does not change the fact as to being born biologically as a female as to the situations regarding the aspects as to the actual need for genuine compassion in the situations regarding as to what I personally dealt with. The regards of such realities in the comparisons of occurrences thereof while some might have thought however they have thought, the reality of knowing myself as to what I personally have needed in the comparisons of the occurrences thereof have truly only shown me as to the references of the more recent posting as to the commentary I already went over in reference to the Dark Knight movie comment referencing Alfred’s comment and my opinion thereof minimally though in reference to what I have dealt with as to the factors of to such ironic portions thereof.
I suppose in some ways of which twisting the words as to the burning aspects, what type of burning?
The burning with, passion?
The burning with, desire?
The burning with, hope?
The burning with, needs?
The burning with, wants?
The burning of what aspects in particular, as what matters to some means nothing to others as I have learned in reference to the aspects upon such review portions in regards to more recently as to the situations in such reviewal processes as if it were not for such preferences then where would such individual(s) actually be in regards as to if it were not in the ways as referred to as to the Dark Knight movie in that particular reference thereof?
The reality of which if it were more of a positive way then the reality of the aspects of such would be the lack of the sensation as to the descriptions in reference to #DrMaryEdwardsWalker Dr Mary Edwards Walker, if that were actually the case for me correct?
In the regards as to the situations of which the church I grew up attending having been used as a hospital during the #Revolutionary #RevoltuionaryWar Revolutionary War, at minimum General George Washington among all of the others were officially informed of such aspects in the comparisons to the hypotheticals as to what I have dealt with if I am accurate as to the situations as to the living aspects as to the ways of such situations as to the #PokemonGo #Pokemon Pokemon Go aspects as to my personal viewpoints as to the reviewal aspects of such combined situations in the comparison of such aspects. In the references of which personally the aspects of games in such ways have been as to what others might enjoy, though it is not something I enjoy as to the ways as to how I personally am as to what I have dealt with in my life.
I have had to do a lot of work and the ironies as to my Medal of Honor Art Project being of what was relaxing in some ways to me as to being able to be in areas which helped my memory deficits as well as assisted other factors which in turn as to the #GoodSamiratanLaws Good Samaritan Laws as to having written/compiled my first two books “Finding A Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” and “Finding The Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” as to the thought as explained as to doing what I could to help and assist as best as I possibly could which in turn the clarifications as to the reviewal aspects thereafter mainly beginning as to within my website on my journal blog The Ornery PSA being the continuation as to such Good Samaritan Laws as to the factors of such in the ways which I had originally intended in the aspects as to how I published and put out the first two books; as clarified as to the books thereafter in the comparisons thereof, within the Mission Statement areas of such regards as to the first total of 8 books. With the aspects as to the clarifications on those first 8 books as to the latter portions in reference to my journal blog in such clarifications, within the aspects as to the Good Samaritan Laws of which I had already given multiple details as to the situations thereof as best as I could.
I additionally have given warnings as to having been the fact that my SCUBA Diving background is of my own and the situations of which none have ever been given permission to use such to try to teach what they do not understand correctly, is of many reasons as to the aspects as to why. In the reference of what would be the factors of what is only from specifics of, in such references as I could see now in the year of 2021 as to the Momento movie aspects in the comparisons along with certain other factors as to others from my past in regards as to the situations which lead up to the Cowboys Dancehall at the Stoney LaRue concert in March of 2013 before my son and I wound up in Washington state as well as the situations which were already going on during the timeframe when the concert occurred. In reference to a phone call last night which came in asking about the male as to how my son and I wound up in Washington state and the oddity as to a jacket which there was a picture of the same color as well as the type of fabric as to when at my #NationalGeographic #NatGeo National Geographic Open Water SCUBA Diving as to whichever SCUBA Diving group the Carhart jacket was associated with, the requirement to distinguish the difference from the #SanAntonioExpress #mysa San Antonio Express News article which had the details as to the garage situation as to how such occurred in reference to the forced situation illegally upon myself and my son and my daughter after how the situations were in reference to how the pregnancies as to how the times were, does not change the facts as to our lack of knowledge as to the stolen valor as to the dress blues nor does it change the fact as to having been separated at the timeframe when he signed the paperwork as well as it does not change the fact that Scott Huddleson was informed about the IRR situation as well during the interview process.
In my opinion there is no excuse as to the occurrences of having left those important details out when knowing San Antonio is also known as Military City USA and/or Military Town as to the bases, of which that sort of bias as to hypothetically having had the issue as to my combined flags on my house while he did not ever ask me about my background as to the area I was born and raised in reference to the news article for clarification. The problem with certain individuals as to the ways which the Texas Flag being considered as to being allowed to be higher in a professional and/or government setting in comparison to at someone’s house is a situation of which I dealt with several Texans over, as the reality of which it was my house in both locations as well as it was my choice and the fact of which my design along with the amount of Active Duty/National Guard/Reservists/veterans/dependents/Blue Identification Card earners of/for the United States of America as to the prevalence of such individuals throughout the state of Texas as to their multitude of backgrounds and locations thereof, it is the reality to Constitutional Rights which includes the Freedom of the Press are assisted to remain as such because of the facts of which the females and males who willingly become a part of whichever branch and/or division of the military sector of the Armed Forces of the United States of America sustain and maintain such rights for the general civilian public in whichever state of the United States of America. However as it is known as to the larger population of such within the state of Texas, the ways of such factors as to ensuring the best for such individuals as in the ways of General George Washington having been a part of creating multiple aspects for the various soldiers thereof and agreements of old from the original timeframes when Washington DC had allowed who they could to assist as to such times as to the agreement to make sure to take care of the military in better ways.
Who in SCUBA Diving in the year of 2008 had known and/or been friends and/or family to people within McCoy Elementary School and/or CFBISD as to the situations my son, my daughter, and I dealt with as well as which neighbors in the area of my Carrollton house who had met one of the SCUBA Divers later who I had been involved with at the time around June through August of 2009 who also saw the photographers as to whatever assumptions were made as to the factors at the time as to the Carrollton Police Officer phone call I was informed of while I was in Cedar Park getting the rental lease agreement taken care of because of everything which occurred as to such a point in time who had such aspects of the situations as well as their assumptions?
The entirety of that life insurance policy had been spent on all of the aspects associated as to the point in time after having purchased my house and made it a home for my son, my daughter, and I due to such negligence and carelessness as to those types of people who stuck their nose into my life without my permission as to such factors through such egos and arrogances as to thinking as to the commentary told to me about my physical appearance. Where was the concern about that subarachnoid hemorrhage as well as where was the concern about the fact less than 2.5 years after waking up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to having given birth to two children, and where was the concern about the situations I dealt with when Active Duty in the comparisons?
Where was the concern about the aspects as to my SCUBA Diving regarding the actual questions about when I landed at the bottom of the ocean and surfaced alive, and where was the compassion as to the ways of such factors?
It has been known I do not like games nor do I play games as to my lack of interest as to any such portion because of the differences as to the realities of which the games in my opinion are a reflection of what individuals would chose to do in such alternate scenarios, if they did not know as to the realities in other such aspects of the ways thereof. In turn while I have done the work which I have, also to remember to keep in mind that I am the only one who has been doing so and there has not been anyone to assist me or help me as to editing the wording or verifying to add the correct numerical portions as to such factors as well as the word placements as to a way of better understanding as to the connection points possibly in comparison to the individual or group themselves; as to the situations of which unlike how others for however long as they have had such luxuries I have dreamt of, myself having such as to my own personal aspects only for myself in such comparisons as to the ways of which others have had such capacities in comparison is another aspect to take into consideration.
Though I have done so as best as I could in the regards of clarifying such where as best as possible as I could, where is it that anyone has consistently been with me in person while they were in person with me as to such factors of which I could rely upon as to the ways which the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury situation thereof?
Sure #50FirstDates 50 First Dates was a romantic comedy movie, though how long did that actually occur and was in the references thereof to such amount of time as to the comparisons as to how many people had needlessly gotten in the way once it was realized in full as to such factors as to that particular character if in real life and how could such ever actually be viewed in the realities thereof is of how?
While I personally had not ever thought of such when initially seeing the 50 First Dates movie and only having thought of such more in depth more recently meaning in the year of 2021, what aspects as to such occurrences as to the annoyance as to the female character I can remember thinking about when watching the movie back around the year of 2004 as I could easily relate though not easily relate at the same point in time. I could easily relate in the ways of that being considered as sweet and caring in the ways which the genuinity of the female character as to #DrewBarrymore Drew Barrymore in the movie, though the situations as to the male and how such situations had gone ironically is truly comical in other ways as to ironies as to if the factors thereof as how many times did that male have to deal with situations from others as well as to the female character?
Did I really think in detail as to the ways I do now in the comparisons, of such timeframes and differences thereof and why?
The levels of knowledge in comparison to the understanding and comprehension factors were different as to such times, though the knowledge as to such possibilities of the funny aspects in comparison to the possibilities of anyone ever having such a viewpoint. The oddities of ever seeing me in such a way is quite different in the comparisons as to the situations in reference to actual possibilities as realistically when reviewing now in the year of 2021, as to the few number of relationships I have had in the compacities of as to the realities in the comparisons as to there has only been one relationship when ever having been introduced as in the reference of others saying me to others of “my girlfriend” or “my fiancé”. Even in realistic aspects as to the situations in reference to my now dead-ex-husband as to how in such references I was only introduced and/or introduced myself to others as to the name either of Susan and/or Susan MeeLing and not much more until after my clarifications in the aspects of.
I have only had the one relationship of which I was proudly introduced to others whereas the other relationship where I was introduced to others had been out of spite, in comparison to actually being happy or proud to be in a relationship with me. That aspect as to actually being proud of being in a relationship with me, is something of which is at such a length of time as to simply only remembering it occurred though the difference as to the sensations and feelings thereof. Mostly in other such references as to the ways of which sometimes would acknowledge in a smaller way as to when in person, though in reference as to in the opposite whereas in the situations of having been happy to introduce others to in the contrast thereof regarding if in a relationship at such a point in time depending upon the situation. In reference going backwards as to timeframes of the ways as to there would be the situation regarding Sapphire as to Sean Leonard, which I was excited as to such a point in time though in contrast as to how I wound up in #Washingtonstate #WAstate #Washington #WA Washington state as to introducing that male was more along the lines of making the attempt to remind others as to a concern I had years before when I met them as something seemed odd about the situation and I had minimal words to speak depending on the situation.
In regards as to Matt West I was glad to introduce him to people I had gotten to know over a length of time and though the situation went as it had, there was not the shame of which in other such references as to experiences though had actually made attempts to defend in comparison as to him having been newer to such aspects. In regards of Joseph and Megan Estes as to the ways of which such had occurred in regards of the picture online in comparison as to the factors of such regards as to the normalcies of what I had already dealt with, which then in reference to Patrick Kennedy as to only out of spite in regards of me being introduced to his Mom and Dad at the time because of other situations which he did not believe me when I warned him about paying more attention to his son and his ex-wife as to the needs for his son. In reference as to Shawn McCall having been the only one who had seemingly been proud to introduce me to his parents and his friends as to the times, which despite how I physically look as to the oddity as to how he was happy to in such references as it seemed odd to me as to certain discussions as to the timeframe as he was surprised as to my modesty in a few regards. Going backwards further though in some ways as to the irony as to the term of recycle or a second chance though in the first timeframe of, the ways of which I had already explained as to Sean Leonard having not wanted others to know about our relationship as to such points in time.
In some ways the song sung by #DestinysChild Destiny’s Child called #SayMyName Say My Name, that occurred in person in comparison to on a phone call as to the ways as to how I had been introduced as to such points in time from 2000 through to the time in 2006 though the legal portion only as to the other factors. Later in the year of 2007 having learned the actual reasons as to why such choices of words in the comparisons, as how little I had meant as to such aspects as to the ways of which in turn later as to such situations. While more know in the reference if they assist in cheating as to such aspects in the comparisons, there is a sensation which cannot be overcome when realizing as to the factors of being considered as such an embarrassment as to not having had the human decency to have acknowledged me in the truthful aspects thereof as to the situations referencing such points in time as to the realities. I was as I was and I am as I am, of which why would I view such as I do?
In reference as to the situations regarding the garage situation of which Cactus Jack also known as Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr had been proud, there is the factors of being proud as to how the situations had began in such regards. The realities as to only in certain areas of which my now dead-ex-husband had ever acknowledged me, was as the situations were as to his confession as to how many people and how many times he had cheated on me in the months of November and December 2007 into the month of January 2008. That was after the timeframe as to the JC Penny picture with the Dress Blues of which my ex-father-in-law Grandpa Nichols warned many as to the problems with the Dress Blues in #FortWorth #FtWorth #DFWTX #DFW #FortWorthTexas #FtWorthTX Fort Worth Texas well before the Chief Warrant Officer 3 had been involved in January 2008, as Grandpa Nichols had the prints as did other ex-in-laws of mine as well as the digital copies of the images as did my other ex-in-laws. There is not the doubt as to the irony as to the timing when my ex-sister-in-law Mary Evongelina Nichols Osteen having brought out the black stone with the engraving of the Dress Blues picture in spite of what Grandpa Nichols warned her of as well as the Chief Warrant Officer 3 from the #USA #USAA #USAArmy #USArmy #Army Army branch, as despite my choosing to take Grandpa Nichols’ and the Chief Warrant Officer 3’s side as to their knowledge of the ribbons and medals compared to me; it is ironic as to the fact she brought that out from #GA #Georgia #GAstate #Georgiastate Georgia during the timeframe of Grandpa Nichols’ funeral, though the additional irony of which the #truthmatters truth matters.
While I dealt with the fact of the interrogation as to #CID CID at the time after the funeral as to the length of the drive from #SATX #SanAntonio #SanAntonioTX #SanAntonioTexas #MilitaryCityUSA San Antonio to Fort Worth and then back to San Antonio in one weekend on my own as to the driving to meet on the Monday at the Fort Sam Houston MP station before being driven over to the CID station for the multi hour interrogation as I saw it as to the ways it was conducted at the time in the beginning of February 2008 prior to the freshly pinned E7 who was too low in rank to attend the E5 funeral though over the weekend was promoted to E8 where he would have been high enough ranking as an enlisted non-family member in such references as to the funeral in Fort Worth Texas, though the picture from the Dress Blues which was taken at the #JCPenney JC Penney Portrait Studio around either September or October 2007 as to the Dress Blues; is it my fault for not remembering that the Chief Warrant Officer 3 had brought up the problem with the stolen valor back then, or is it an understanding as to why possibly I could have hypothetically been too tired to remember and/or the pain levels as to my headaches and migraines and/or the facts of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and/or the facts as to how many people who actually have earned valor and/or have family who actually earned valor who could be upset as to the blatant disregard as to the situations of taking pictures at a studio using a digital camera or even developed film as to such aspects as to the problems with stolen valor? #EndAllStolenValorNow #EndStolenValorNow #EndStolenValor
In reference to the interrogation at CID in the year of 2008 comparison to at my biological parents’ house in the year of 2012, what did people think I dealt with in reference to certain SCUBA Divers in regards of my military background and my overall background from the three volume book series “The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire (Written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” as are there a few examples which could possibly give an idea of what I dealt with?
Where was the San Antonio Express News article about the dress blues as why did I have to bring that up in my own writings, in such regards as to the news media? Is there job to report the news in comparison to creating news or did I misunderstand the Freedom of the Press as to Freedom of Expression as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out that is why there is the opinion section within the newspaper in comparison to where it is supposed to be facts, or does it take a head injury to figure that out as to the difference?
In comparisons to when I usually introduced in the ways as to the circumstances thereafter as to the situations, which in the comparisons of which I took the initiative in comparison of standing on the side and doing nothing. Whereas in certain references as to the situations being of normalcy as to my being the one to do such introductions in the comparisons to other such factors, though in the regards as within the vanilla sort of spectrums as to even within such aspects as to the normalcy within the exception of when being introduced to the family as well as the friends as to such points in time compared to what has been more common for me as to the ways of such times as it has not been something which I have ever had such.
Having the knowledge as to the problems overall with stolen valor, maybe there is the opposite in my opinion as to the ways of the problems regarding how in such references of the lack of pride as to the aspects of being with me and/or the acknowledgement thereof as to my accomplishments as to the situations which it is known I am more modest despite how I physically look as well as the realities of the difficulties of bringing such forward on my own when in person because of how much I have already dealt with as to any such minor or major accomplishment of my work. How many complained directly to me about what their opinions were, as to what I was taking care of and/or doing? Similarly to a hairstylist my biological mother took me to when I was younger who did not like the fact I had called the truth as to the verdict for the #OJSimpson OJ Simpson trial as to that point in time, I can see how others have reacted to the #KyleRittenhouse Kyle Rittenhouse trial of which in reference to the San Antonio Express News as to such situations which they should have corrected on their own by now in the comparisons as to the occurrences thereof in my opinion.
When taking into consideration as to #Lackland #LacklandAirForceBase #LacklandAirForce #USAirForce #USAAirForce Lackland Air Force Base in the year of 2005 as to the situations when at #Wilfordhall #WilfordHallHospital Wilford Hall as to the occurrences regarding how my biological mother had been at the time on the military installation and having made the choice to repeatedly deny having been my biological mother as well as the repeated aspects as to the situations before however I knew such would go as to how she was and made the attempts to warn her as to before she walked away from me at Wilford Hall, the situations in reference to the aspects of my biological sister’s wedding as well as later on in reference to the aspects as to what occurred in reference to #McCoy #McCoyElementary #Elementary #McCoyElementarySchool McCoy Elementary School and my daughter at the #FortWortZoo #FWZoo #FWZ #FtWorthZoo Fort Worth Zoo as well as how my biological sister had complained as to when people from the #Austin #AustinTX #AustinTexas #TX #TXstate #Texas #Texasstate Austin Texas area asked my biological sister if she was related to me and the ways which that phone call had been as to the having been informed as to the repeated denial knowing me; it is not something which I am not accustomed to as to the ways which my childhood and my teenager years had been, as to the ease I guesstimate some saw as to the ways of such denials as to the times after I woke up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury referencing my biological mother as well as my biological father and my biological sister.
Nonetheless as to the thoughts now in the year of 2021 as to the 50 First Dates aspect as to the situations thereof as to such a viewpoint as to the aspects thereof compared to how situations which when reviewing such factors ironically as to the combined situations as to the timing though the differences as to the #DarkKnight #Batman Dark Knight Batman aspects of #Alfred Alfred’s comments, in reference to the #Momento Momento movie situation I suppose that can be notated. Whether as to the aspects of which in regards of the ways as to the funeral aspects as well as the Chief Warrant Officer 3 as to such a point in time, the references as to the factors of which having the sensation as to the preference of my now dead-ex-husband in the comparisons to myself as the actual preference has been noticed in many ways. Though the oddities as to the possibilities associated to such in reference to the news articles, regarding the factors of as to the commentary about such details with the knowledge of which to the fuller details in regards of the two individuals who were involved with the initial interview process as to that San Antonio News Article.
In the reference as to such aspects is the situation in reference to the comparisons of my work as to the breast cancer research I personally came up with, in the comparisons to the ways which such grants have been as to the portions of. In regards as to the physical view point as to the length of time as to such factors as well as the multitudes thereof as to the look thereof, in turn as to whichever timeframe as to the ways of which such a normalcy has been in the comparison to the opposite aspect aside from the oddities as to the #TempleofFlesh Temple of Flesh #ExoticEaster Exotic Easter production as to that being in pretend in the year of 2011 in the comparisons as to what has been more common in such as to the contrast between my biological sister in the comparisons as to how I have normally been looked at as to such factors as to what was dealt with during the two performances as to what and who was sent to me during such points in time as to the situations of which I have gone into some details of referencing how many times I had to defend myself before and after such a point in time. It was a point which when looking back, which quite frankly of being tired of having had to defend myself as much as I have had to as even in reference to the relationship aspect as to having had to defend myself literally while several different situations had the individual involved with the relationship there in the situation and the other having made the choice to run off to go hide while I dealt with everything.
The irony if they ever wondered why I simply was swiftly over situations in the times of, as in such references as to in certain specifics as to why would it ever have mattered to begin with as to the ways certain aspects had been as to such points in time?
I had been truthful, I remained open in my honesty, and life went as life went.
Is that where in a relationship I went wrong as why was it thought I was supposed to be less open and less honest as to the knowledge and understanding as to who and how I am, or is that considered as a problem in reference to my Constitutional Rights I earned on my own when the facts of the truth are the facts of the truth?
How can a relationship be, if that is the case as to how some view relationships?
I remember joking with Steve asking him if he knew my biological sister as to the ballerina portions in the comparisons as which he told me to simply just dance as to the music in comparison to coming up with a specific routine, because he had not booked the location as to a few different offers at the time of practice and since he had noticed as to how I moved with the music differently than others when certain DJs were at the club as to the reference aspects I suppose back in the year of 2011.
I remember I joked with him asking if he was sure he picked the correct female for the role as to the situations which is odd in some ways as to a backwards look of which the aspects as to the name of which Temple of Flesh as to the tattoo portions after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and the few productions of which I can personally remember as to the oddities of such aspects, as to the situations of what I had and was dealing with up to such a point in time in that year of 2011. When taking a metaphorical viewpoint as to my training as to historical and spiritual rubbings in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project though in the viewpoint as to the situations regarding which shows as to what aspects of the different productions have been brought forward as to such points in time as, what oddities could be noticed? In some ways I almost wonder if there were questions as to why my tattoos were not in my poster pictures as to those who knew me in person and/or through my modeling pictures, though what I dealt with over such situations as to the aspects of were probably unknown as to what the larger response was going to be in my direction in comparison of which only when others who knew me had pointed such out to others within the event which then as to how such situations were as to the aspects of which being on my own as to the timeframe as in how much I had to stand my ground.
I remember the previous Exotic Easter as to one which was the Springtime for Hitler as to that aspect of the MC with the video as to having been pulled from #YoutTube YouTube even though the MC was with an African ethnic background as to what I was told at the event, though that was a Uniform Fetish Ball event at the time for that performance in comparison to the Exotic Easter aspect which was the year before my performance of the National Anthem in a Big Band version by the #DenverMileHigh #Denver #DenverCO #DenverColorado #CO #Costate Colorado #Coloradostate #MileHigh #StarSpangledBanner Denver Mile High Club version of the dance I choreographed as well as costume outfit design and my makeup. The timing I suppose, might be oddity as to other factors involved as to the irony of the #GardenoftheGods Garden of the Gods aspects as to the specifics in the energetic portions though not in the electrical energetic portions though the spiritual energetic portions of a few different situations.
However in reference to such factors as to the situations in reference to the aspects of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to the overall portions as well as including the medical aspects of the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain in conjunction to Brackenridge and other such references as to the medications which such as #Maxalt Maxalt as well as #Imitrex Imitrex as to having been prescribed such in the year of 2000 and it was not available for the general public until 2005, as I was prescribed #Depakote Depakote which I cannot recall if I have ever seen any prescriptions for that particular medication since the year of 2000 which I had been prescribed several different times up until around the year of 2004 or 2005. Other such prescriptions which I had been prescribed back between the years of up to 2015 have for the most part been along such similar lines of which some I have noticed commercials for while others I have not ever heard of anyone being prescribed some of the names, such as only a small select group of people I have ever met who were prescribed Dilantin and I had a severe allergic reaction to that particular medication.
Though in the timeframe after the #StoneyLaRue #Concert #Cowboys #CowboysDancehall Stoney LaRue concert at Cowboys Dancehall in San Antonio Texas in March of 2013 as I had explained to others as well as wrote about in reference to “Finding A Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” as to the ways of which it was noticed as to how much calmer I was when smoking the #MMJ #Medical #Marijuana #MedicalMarijuana MMJ or Medical Marijuana, which admittedly I do not like to discuss as to the facts of how I physically look as well as to such stereotypes in both directions as to the typical aspects thereof in the comparisons to how it actually has made a difference as to the factors which I was already testing on myself back in the year of 2011 into the year of 2012 after getting over certain aspects though having accepted that it helped more than what I was willing to go into as to the factors of which the assistance which MMJ truly has in the #THC THC compared to the #CBD CBD as to having noticed my own attitude changes as the CBD is more where it is unhelpful to the aspects of my headaches as well as my migraines in references to such factors in the comparisons to the ways which Sativa 60-80% is far better for the alleviating of such pain levels and the clarity of though with the below percentage of .01% as to the CBD as I learned anything over that percentage rate as to the factors of which it is not a good thing in my opinion as to the responses thereof as to the facts of such heated aspects of which my ways to do as I can to remain calm in such aspects thereof are as they are.
However as I already have gone over I do not consent to any such testing aspects as to having the situations regarding I have already been put through too much, as there has not been any as to what I could consider as relief in such references and regards as to the combined factors of what I have dealt with and gone through. The situations of which knowing myself as to such realities in the comparisons of others’ opinions in the aspects thereof to the Alfred portions of the Dark Knight as to what I have dealt with; the situations as to the continued viewpoints as to the proof as to which aspects thereof, the realities of which if were more as to the 50 First Dates in comparison to the Momento as to what having seen as to the ways of which the realities of such a romantic comedy regarding the 50 First Dates though the ironies as to the situations of my life experiences as to the reviewal processes as to this year of 2021 backwards in such reviewals of as to the oddities thereof in certain references in different aspects.
After briefly looking through some social media posts and wondering how many times I had asked for help and how many times I sent letters hoping as to somehow finding the correct path, as I always knew there were certain aspects which I could not go alone and yet the irony as to such aspects as to the situations thereof. The one and only time I ever went to go alone was because of no other who had been before me as to such factors and what irony as to what I dealt with up to such factors which in turn the situations of which when actually having an additional aspect as to being able to actually get to speak with in the comparisons as to how such times went thereafter from the year of 2009 as to the school and each such other aspect as there were not those within McCoy Elementary School in larger numbers as to who was willing to speak with me, as there were only a small select group of individuals who had spoken with me as to the timeframes as to the situations.
In the ways which in such a review as to the situations regarding the aspects as to such ironies as to what is considered as pop culture as to the oddities of Momento, I suppose in certain regards reviewing such aspects now in the year of 2021 as to some possibilities as to some similarities as to the aspects of what fast paced aspects thereof. In reference as to 50 First Dates as to that aspect, well that portion I cannot say as to such factors as to the situations.
While in regards as to the situations in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork as to the ways which the reasons as to having taken the pieces as to the specific locations being in the ways of what I had already explained, the aspects of what I had written down as to what I dealt with as to Irving as to such factors of which I have detailed later in such reference aspects as to “The Modern Day Book (Written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” as to since the situations had already been as to such a point in time as to the multitude of combined situations and factors thereof; again as to why would I ever believe there would be those who believed me as to the situations, as while I had made the attempts to explain where I could as to how such only had been brought forward as to some having had more knowledge as to the formation of the #USSpaceForce #USASpaceForce US Space Force as to #POTUS45 #DonaldJTrump POTUS45 Donald J Trump’s administration timeframe. I had taken multiple pictures over the years as to such factors as well as more recently in regards of videos, as was it stupid of me to think no one would believe me after as much had already occurred or was it more intelligent to go onward as I had as to if there were those who believed me they would inform me as to such factors or was that a stupid thought process as well?
A few months after seeing 50 First Dates there was a discussion with someone who had asked me how I could see myself as the female character, which caused a moment of pause when at Crystal Mountain in San Antonio. I remember I shook my head telling the group of people I did not see how I could ever be as that female character as that would be of for someone who had such aspects in availability to her, as I could not see any similarities between except the head injury part. Though now in the aspects of remembering having seen she painted a wall and the ways which such occurrences as to such points in time now in review as to the year of 2021 as to having actually painted a wall when I lived in Tacoma in the year of 2018 into 2019, though I am guessing there are not any similarities to the actualities of the picture painted though I suppose an irony as to my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork pieces in a different way I suppose.
While I have preferred the 50 First Dates in the comparison as to the preferred aspects well over any other aspect in the comparison, as to the knowledge of others as to what has occurred over the length of my life as the reality of the amount of details as to what others have needed to remember. While I have acknowledged my personal shortcomings it has been of what I have had the strength to admit in the regards of in comparison to ever trying to impress another by trying to show such aspects of which as to capabilities, as the reality of such factors of the aspects of which I have personally dealt with as to the combinations thereof has been the most difficult. The reality of what has been to such difficulties in the comparison as to what others have had such luxuries of as to the comparisons as to the length of time as to the additional factors of amount of combinations of as to the fullnesses of, which in my opinion it is better to admit the weaknesses in comparison to falsifying pretend strength as it always lead to problems when such aspects as to lies as well as equivalent of stolen valor portions of which when those particular aspects are abundant as to the needless problems which occur.
However in such factors as to how such situations of which while some have more of the faster wishes as to the situations in comparison to the realities in such reviewal needs as to the factors of, the reality of which as to having already acknowledged my weaknesses as to the website additionally showing such details whether or not it is scrolled passed by the realities of such situations are still in the sight of which has already been brought forward multiple times. However where did my weakness stem from in such realities as who would actually be the ingredients as to such situations which caused which aspects as to occur as to such a cause and effects as then, would such be the reviewal as to which is the root point as to such factors of such situations?
What is the difference as to aspects as to my works as to which what accomplishments there have been as to such factors as to having already given such credit as to the background as to the situations of the training portions as to the specifics as to my works as to my SCUBA Diving as to the situations specifically as to the bottom of the ocean, as who would be the individuals which would have needed the most amount of credit as to my backgrounds regarding my actual work? Would it be in reference to who I had been certified within the aspects of SCUBA Diving as to such portions, or would it be who taught me in the ocean as to such factors? Would it be to those in reference to the #JewishMedical Journal #Jewish #MedicalJournal #Journal PhDs and Masters degreed individuals who had convinced me in their research and their work as well as the #British #BritishMedicalJournal #UKMedicalJournal #UK UK/British Medical Journal as to the follow up information, or would it be the aspects as to which factors as to such works thereof?
As it has been known as I have been the first to give credit where credit is due as swiftly as I possibly could as to the various aspects throughout such situations as to having brought such forward over 12.5 years ago as to what influences there were as to the factors as to why I had gotten involved with SCUBA Diving officially as the list in a shortened and condensed order, in correct order:
:1: Growing up in New Jersey and being able to see what I later learned were called SCUBA Divers in the year of 2008/2009 as to such factors and though I had not discussed the aspects of my Grandpa Gavett, my Bok Gung, and my Bok Pu; I had gone over many details referencing such aspects, as to such times
:2: The Jewish Medical Journal as to the PhDs and Masters with those associated with the article(s) I read, British Medical Journal as to the PhDs and Masters with those associated with the articles I read, the aspects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to each and every prior as well as current and the possibilities as to the future as to such a point in time in the year of 2008 into 2009 as to those with head injury/TBI aspects
:3: The aspects of MAST as to the Marine Science and Technology School with the Navy attachment as to having went through the process up to the interview and then later meeting a family in Illinois which I knew of one of the two brothers who went into the Navy and later learned the younger brother had entered as well, as later learning their father was in the Marines; though I thought I met their sister, for some aspect which that is a memory from when I was in high school at the time in the year of 1998 or 1999 when at the school which is an oddity I suppose as to having in the year of 2020 or 2021 as to the actualities of such
:4: My son #Letters4James and my daughter #Letters4Lidia as to ensuring that I had the safest of a descent as well as the safest as possible of a SCUBA Dive as well as the safest ascent possible as to as I explained to the SCUBA Divers I once knew as to the importance for making sure I was able to get back to both my son and my daughter as to knowing there was more I was working on as to such times additionally, as I thought it would have been a wonderfully uniquely different type of family begun business with the betterment as to such aspects since the ways which 8th grade had been when I was younger as to the aspects of being able to work with as to the bringing forward of more as to such while creating an employment situation which would assist those with the specific backgrounds which would be capable to as to such aspects of the defense areas while a different viewpoint as to the aspects thereof having thought as to the MAST aspects as to why I was getting involved with such as to how I thought would be helpful and beneficial for many
:5: Being who and how I am while keeping in my thoughts as to how I was raised as to my biological father’s aspects as to not going to college to get my Mrs., I did hold a small faery sized piece of glimmer of hope as to though the situations were as to such times from 2000 through to 2008 as to if I was simply accepted as myself of such a possibility though not ever any main reason as to such factors as believing in reference to the 50 First Dates movie seemed as to such a distance for me as how could anyone truly see past what I had been repeatedly told as to such situations just up to the year of 2009 as what was there as to such aspects that could be considered as? Having had my creation of the Underwater Travel System in the aspects of I thought it would be considered as normal as to if working with after a certain point if there was a possibility as to such factors of as, how could there be the longest term as to such aspects of that type of a relationship if the aspects of such a connection have had the issues of development? Or, was that a childish thought as to such factors?
While there has not ever been the denial on my part as to having earned my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications from who as well as where as to such factors as there additionally was not ever any point in time as to any such hesitations on my part as to acknowledging such factors, the situations of which having done so as best as I could as to the lack of contact information from any of my SCUBA Diving instructors as to the timeframes in comparison to how I had received a business card from one SCUBA diving Instructor in the year of 2019 when at the Clear Springs SCUBA Park; what is the process as to such connecting with prior SCUBA Diving situations as to the aspects thereof, as that is not something I had thought about beforehand as to such reaching out as how would there be the aspects as to such if there were to be any importance of any work?
Again such factors as to the situations in reference to the situations in regards of SCUBA Diving Law Enforcement or SCUBA Diving Police, as to being more capable to assist with such measures as to the ways which the CDC has had certain aspects which were as explained to me as to the factors thereof when at Fort Sam Houston in Brooke Army Medical Center in the year of 2000 about the timeframe when I was in my coma when speaking with my neurologist as to such aspects of what was learned as to such a point in time as to what occurrences thereof.
However in such references as to the oddities thereof as to the situations regarding the viewpoints as to “Finding A Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” and “Finding The Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” as to the situations regarding the aspects as to bringing such forward as to the ways of in the references as to the terminology of the Good Samaritan Laws aspects, I suppose a different irony as to having been a part of Samaritan’s Purse in the timeframe when a part of both Old Tennent Presbyterian Church as well as #Ridgefield #RidgefieldIL #RidgefieldIllinois #CrystalLake #CrystalLakeIL #CrystalLakeIllinois #IL #ILstate #Illinois #Illinoisstate #RCLPC #Presbyterian #PresbyterianUSA Ridgefield Crystal Lake Presbyterian Church. I thought it could be of help as to situations for many, though I did not know how it could be of any help at the same point in time as it seemed important though it seemed after having sent such links out as well as the books as to such as to how little of any assistance as to such factors as while I knew and remained in the open about such in certain points as to how it seemed an energetic difference as to the shift as to when I was volunteering as the ways which people seemed different in discussions at times had been odd in such references.
The reality of which I did not ever bond with the pastor of the Ridgefield Crystal Lake Presbyterian Church because of the too hippyish for my sense of style as to the ways of in the comparisons as to the church services, the ways which I was told by that Pastor he was going to do everything he could to make me like him in the comparisons of simply earning the ways as to how such was in reference to my church I grew up attending. While there were situations of which cannot be denied as to the factors of, there are still far more positive attributes as to my overall experiences as to the timeframe when growing up attending Old Tennent Presbyterian Church despite certain situations. The reality of which while some might wish they could forget, the situations as to not all people who attended the church services were registered congregants just as similarly to many churches throughout. Thus in the references as to the realities to such times in the 1980s and the 1990s into the 2000s, the situations of what was seen and by whom depends as to what details were paid attention to and by who such details were paid attention to by just as in any situation.
However the ways which the Pastor of the Ridgefield Crystal Lake Presbyterian Church who had tried to get the youth group to follow me around to try to force me into a way which I was not interested in when I was living in Crystal Lake Illinois, was ridiculous then as to such factors. The ways of such tries to get me to have any different viewpoint than what they had thought as to such about their church compared to where I grew up attending church was of which as to almost a zombified aspects as to which I had not seen from any other congregation before such a point in time, which the sensations as to when driving through Waco Texas as to certain areas almost seemed eerily familiar as to the ways of which that particular church as to the youth group congregants in my opinion. While everywhere else as to such points in time had minimal situations as to any problems with me in comparison it was usually when the individuals from that youth group began meddling needlessly and their associations in conjunction to my biological sister, as to such problems then began to show a pattern of behaviour as to those types of people and those types of situations.
The first problems began after a certain point of working at IHOP when there were people who asked me if I should be at church instead of working, which when I had said I needed to work they told me they knew of a church called RCLPC which they thought they knew some people who I might like in such discussions. Later it went into the aspects of when I changed employment as to those same types of people making comments about Friday evenings, as to the RCLPC as to their claim of knowing they should be at such a location in comparison to wherever we were hanging out. The irony is when I asked if they wanted to go with me as to the quick turn around in their tone of voice as they themselves were not willing to go, which was of quite oddity. Later in regards as to when working a Holiday Inn the same sorts of situations as to those people and their associations, as to similar to the Cat’s Eye movie situation as to the smoking cessation aspects. Later was the situation in reference to Thomas Seaman as to the aspects which occurred, prior to certain club and poolhall locations as to different occurrences as to the times. When in reference to Jim M’Lady’s Oldsmobile Isuzu Nissan as to certain types of customer comments as well as situations when out with some individuals, such as Christina and her little brother as to several points in time.
Needless to say I was ecstatic about going to the Army to get away from those types of people of which when it came time when it was known to that Pastor as to having baptized my son as well as baptized my daughter as to the amount of years I was awake from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to each baptism, I called him out about such aspects of which he tried to pretend as though he did not know the arithmetic from such points in time. There is a #popculture pop culture reference in regards of #SouthPark South Park about Koreans who play video games as to how they do not have a soul and do not count as to ever being able to win the war between Heaven and hell, of which in certain regards as to such a twist of a bit of an irony in certain references as to that Pastor had said he was of Korean descent and tried to tell me that he and I should get along because he thought getting along with my biological sister meant that was automatically an in for getting in with me as he knew I was the original and the first living Baby Jesus Christ as to her as well as my biological parents telling him of such factors as to the 1982-1987 years of doing so in the first ones of the live nativity scenes in different areas as to the timeframe as per the ways of such moving around.
Those who might be able to tell as to how I have been told how much I am similar to how I was before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury though I am much slower to raise to anger and rage in the comparisons as well as the aspects of as though some portions such as my swiftness to rage, might be able to guess as to how such discussions between that Pastor and I had went in the references when I told him my original Pastor I learned from was a Reservist Army Chaplain at Old Tennent Presbyterian Church of which was used during the Revolutionary War as a hospital and unlike his church that was just built he did not have the original office area of then General George Washington the way my original church has.
There is a song which the sensation as to the ways as to the updating portions in reference to between the years of 2019 through 2021 as to such lyrics as to a group of the lyrics in words as to #BrantleyGilbert Brantley Gilbert’s known song of #DirtRoadAnthem Dirt Road Anthem
Source: Musixmatch
Songwriters: Christopher Bridges / Brantley Keith Gilbert / Colt Ford
Dirt Road Anthem lyrics © Warner-tamerlane Publishing Corp., Ludacris Worldwide Publishing Inc., Indiana Angel Music
More specifically:
“King in the can and the Marlboro man
Jack and Jim were two good men
When we learned how to kiss and cuss and fight too
Better watch out for the boys in blue
And all this small town he said she said
Ain't it funny how rumors spread
Like I know something y'all don't know
Man that talk is getting old”
In reference to Jack and Jim being two good men, I hope so and hope there has been the clarifications as to what references thereof were as to such proverbial aspects as to having had to go through everything in such a reference on my own as to making sure to do the best I could to actually clarify and get each detail correct and accurate as to such factors. However as to the ways of which the news as to the rumors portions and the knowing something you don’t know portions, yes that is quite old as that is not anything new when taking a look at just a few of the situations brought forward in the comparisons thereof just as to the ways of which my ex-sister-in-law Mary Evongelina Nichols Osteen in Georgia could have been more respectful as to the Chief Warrant Officer 3 as well as the various members of the Army branch as well as the Armed Forces of the United States of America as though it is known her brother died in comparison to my son and my daughter which are his biological children as to such factors; how ironic would it be as to the ways of such a female who was proud to discuss her swinging lifestyle in front of Grandpa and Grandma Nichols in their house in such comparisons as to what I dealt with having been outed repeatedly as to the adult consenting lifestyle as I have brought forward the multitude of times, as to the situations as to the Facebook messages from my original account as to such factors of such rumors?
How ironic would it be for such a female to be as she had been known to be in her youth as to such as to ever try to throw shade in comparison of which, what would that prove as to the incest which was discussed with me as to the defending of such incest by my now dead-ex-husband as to the ways which situations went within his family in comparison to where I explained the medical and health situations which have been needed to be brought forward for the wellness and health of more to be able to move forward and live in better ways as to such factors as why would that be important to actually discuss with maturity in comparison to childish ways?
Is it ironic as to how many people are infatuated with the British Royal family members and yet they have acknowledged and moved forward from the incest situations to be able to progress in the comparisons to other locations which have either not acknowledged and/or not moved forward from as why would that be of importance to review, and what oddities as to such factors in reference to the ways of regarding the situations as to within the United States of America as to such?
In the ways of certain factors as to why it felt as though I needed to walk the perimeter of the property more and more as to the times when volunteering as to the picking up the aspects as to the situations, of which the concern as to such in the regards as to what I have gone over as to such ironies as to the situations regarding the updates in the year of 2019 into 2020 and 2021 as to the situations in regards of “The Modern Day Book (Written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing”. I suppose in such references as to the oddities in regards as to what I had written about in reference to “Finding A Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” as to the Momento movie aspects as to where I did not have the sensation that my life was nearly as exciting or thrilling as the movie as to the factors of the ways which the storyline was as to the amount of time, though in some ways I suppose the conjunction aspects of my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as well as some aspects as to previously to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips of such factors as to the ways which possibly I suppose I can somehow find such a way to see how that changed as to not having had such aspects to review in such regards as to the ways which I had referenced as to the Momento movie.
In turn the factors of such situations as to while my SCUBA Diving was enjoyable, it was relaxing to me despite what I was dealing with in other such reference aspects as to the details minimally within my three volume book series “The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire (Written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” while acknowledging my legal widow last name aspects are different than the name I have gone by for many more years than as to the in person discussions with people as to the usage of my legal widow last name as per the fact of my legal first name and my legal middle name being used as my first and last name as to my author name as well as after having had such in regards as to my online social media as well as my website as I have repeatedly gone into details of in which the aspects additionally as to having explained such within my book “Finding A Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” with the additional portions as to the updates on my website in my journal blog as to the situations of being honest and open as to the realities thereof.
In the references as to the difference as to Momento and 50 First Dates as to my life, well such a factor as to the other situation of which that aspect quite frankly has not been up to such a point in time in my life; as if it were as to such factors of the situations in reference to the 50 First Dates as to the enjoyment seen as to such factors as to that particular movie of the two, the individuals together are actually happily married. I wondered what that was admittedly, as what would an actual happy marriage be? What would genuine love with another in truth be, in such a reference? It was something I had quietly hoped for as to when having spoken with those in San Antonio about such in the year of 2005, around April or May. Having had the sensation as to what I was dealing with was much different than the aspects of the 50 First Dates as to the ways which it truly when looking back now as to the year in 2021, to the timeframes of 2000 through to 2008 as to aspects of the Momento.
The 50 First Dates movie in comparison seemed far more of something far more worthwhile as to the love and adoration from the male character towards he female character despite the odds of all the individuals who had noticed certain factors as to the after effects from her head injury, which in comparison to the realities of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to the differences as to the factors of which while the recruiters knew I had been in a car collision back in the timeframe of they also knew of what my background check had brought forward as well as to the fact there were no damages as to such a point in time in conjunction as to the ways of which the differences majorly between such aspects as well as the vehicle I drove at the time was maintained differently than it should have been in comparisons as to if there was actual concern and care for me as to the ways which my car would have correctly been taken care of in comparisons as to the ways which my biological sister would have been as to such points in time as what is it to actually be cared for and taken care of correctly with genuine love and concern to me in the ideal ways correctly as to my needs?
In the realities of what I have dealt with it sure would be great to actually have that genuine concern and care for me over other aspects, for my best interests in comparison to the ways situations have gone as to such factors. What is it to actually have such in the correct ways for myself without having to constantly fight for such, to correctly be taken care of the proper way in comparison to what I have dealt with? What is it to actually have someone on my side and by my side as to such realities in comparison to what I have dealt with, in the realities thereof? What it is to genuinely have nothing to worry about, in the comparisons thereof?
If I ever get to such a point in time, I promise as to how much different my posting would be if it were to be in genuine truth as to such factors.
I have a massively huge tendency to keep my promises despite how some might think as to whatever viewpoints thereof, though the reality as I do keep my promises to the best of my capability.
However the combinations of each such factor as well as the situations in reference to my SCUBA Diving and the situations regarding Irving as well as the aspects of the occurrences on my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as to “The Modern Day Book (Written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” which for clarification the legal widow name has been left off of my writings and author work because of the reasons I already brought forward in multiple writings including in reference to my first book “Finding A Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” because of my Constitutional Rights as to my choice of how I express myself as to the factors of remaining open and honest about such, though additionally taking into the factors of my own work as to what I personally did in the ways which unlike the breast cancer research as well as other factors as to what I earned and/or created on my own as to why I made the choice for my artistic expression as to my writings while keeping such honesty as to such situations as to being transparent.
I had thought long ago when in reference to writing in regards of my books as to the facts of having been known by such as to my legal first name and my legal middle name longer as to such aspects in person compared to the documentation which is only for certain situations, as to the factors of which the importance of my own rights to privacy as to even though I have written as I have as to it is still important for my own right to privacy when in locations which are not arranged specifically as public locations of which just because my website is online it does not change the fact as to my right to privacy when working on my website and/or my books in the slightest as to such factors. Though as has been noticed as to the ways which social media has been thought to give such permissions as it has not, as it is a choice to what is put online in whichever factor thereof and while some have made such a choice as to what they put of themselves online as to the aspects of there are others who have made the choice to maintain and sustain what is of their preference as to privacy. In turn though I have written about my tattoos it is still my right to privacy as to my own body as there is the fact of my body my choice, and my choice of what I choose is my right for such aspects as to my privacy.
In such references as to the title of my book series regarding curious children, remember the saying about curiosity when in regards of when you are told as to not getting involved with what is not yours in the slightest as to the factors thereof especially when the factors of how it is important for truth in such regards in the comparisons of such factors of assumptions as it matters not to me as to other countries paying taxes within the United States of America as to the facts of which it is still my Constitutional Rights as well as it is still my right to privacy as I see fit for myself. I do not accept the factors of other countries’ laws as to the situations thereof within where I personally live as there is the reality of such aspects as it is still the soil of the United States of America and it is still my rights which are of importance, of which my work is my work and my physical attributes legally and in my opinion are genuinely not up for debate as to any such portions nor any other factor as to what I choose to keep for myself.However in such references as to the oddities thereof as to the situations regarding the viewpoints as to “Finding A Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” and “Finding The Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” as to the situations regarding the aspects as to bringing such forward as to the ways of in the references as to the terminology of the Good Samaritan Laws aspects, I suppose a different irony as to having been a part of Samaritan’s Purse in the timeframe when a part of both Old Tennent Presbyterian Church as well as #Ridgefield #RidgefieldIL #RidgefieldIllinois #CrystalLake #CrystalLakeIL #CrystalLakeIllinois #IL #ILstate #Illinois #Illinoisstate #RCLPC #Presbyterian #PresbyterianUSA Ridgefield Crystal Lake Presbyterian Church. I thought it could be of help as to situations for many, though I did not know how it could be of any help at the same point in time as it seemed important though it seemed after having sent such links out as well as the books as to such as to how little of any assistance as to such factors as while I knew and remained in the open about such in certain points as to how it seemed an energetic difference as to the shift as to when I was volunteering as the ways which people seemed different in discussions at times had been odd in such references.
The reality of which I did not ever bond with the pastor of the Ridgefield Crystal Lake Presbyterian Church because of the too hippyish for my sense of style as to the ways of in the comparisons as to the church services, the ways which I was told by that Pastor he was going to do everything he could to make me like him in the comparisons of simply earning the ways as to how such was in reference to my church I grew up attending. While there were situations of which cannot be denied as to the factors of, there are still far more positive attributes as to my overall experiences as to the timeframe when growing up attending Old Tennent Presbyterian Church despite certain situations. The reality of which while some might wish they could forget, the situations as to not all people who attended the church services were registered congregants just as similarly to many churches throughout. Thus in the references as to the realities to such times in the 1980s and the 1990s into the 2000s, the situations of what was seen and by whom depends as to what details were paid attention to and by who such details were paid attention to by just as in any situation.
However the ways which the Pastor of the Ridgefield Crystal Lake Presbyterian Church who had tried to get the youth group to follow me around to try to force me into a way which I was not interested in when I was living in Crystal Lake Illinois, was ridiculous then as to such factors. The ways of such tries to get me to have any different viewpoint than what they had thought as to such about their church compared to where I grew up attending church was of which as to almost a zombified aspects as to which I had not seen from any other congregation before such a point in time, which the sensations as to when driving through Waco Texas as to certain areas almost seemed eerily familiar as to the ways of which that particular church as to the youth group congregants in my opinion. While everywhere else as to such points in time had minimal situations as to any problems with me in comparison it was usually when the individuals from that youth group began meddling needlessly and their associations in conjunction to my biological sister, as to such problems then began to show a pattern of behaviour as to those types of people and those types of situations.
The first problems began after a certain point of working at IHOP when there were people who asked me if I should be at church instead of working, which when I had said I needed to work they told me they knew of a church called RCLPC which they thought they knew some people who I might like in such discussions. Later it went into the aspects of when I changed employment as to those same types of people making comments about Friday evenings, as to the RCLPC as to their claim of knowing they should be at such a location in comparison to wherever we were hanging out. The irony is when I asked if they wanted to go with me as to the quick turn around in their tone of voice as they themselves were not willing to go, which was of quite oddity. Later in regards as to when working a Holiday Inn the same sorts of situations as to those people and their associations, as to similar to the Cat’s Eye movie situation as to the smoking cessation aspects. Later was the situation in reference to Thomas Seaman as to the aspects which occurred, prior to certain club and poolhall locations as to different occurrences as to the times. When in reference to Jim M’Lady’s Oldsmobile Isuzu Nissan as to certain types of customer comments as well as situations when out with some individuals, such as Christina and her little brother as to several points in time.
Needless to say I was ecstatic about going to the Army to get away from those types of people of which when it came time when it was known to that Pastor as to having baptized my son as well as baptized my daughter as to the amount of years I was awake from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to each baptism, I called him out about such aspects of which he tried to pretend as though he did not know the arithmetic from such points in time. There is a #popculture pop culture reference in regards of #SouthPark South Park about Koreans who play video games as to how they do not have a soul and do not count as to ever being able to win the war between Heaven and hell, of which in certain regards as to such a twist of a bit of an irony in certain references as to that Pastor had said he was of Korean descent and tried to tell me that he and I should get along because he thought getting along with my biological sister meant that was automatically an in for getting in with me as he knew I was the original and the first living Baby Jesus Christ as to her as well as my biological parents telling him of such factors as to the 1982-1987 years of doing so in the first ones of the live nativity scenes in different areas as to the timeframe as per the ways of such moving around.
Those who might be able to tell as to how I have been told how much I am similar to how I was before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury though I am much slower to raise to anger and rage in the comparisons as well as the aspects of as though some portions such as my swiftness to rage, might be able to guess as to how such discussions between that Pastor and I had went in the references when I told him my original Pastor I learned from was a Reservist Army Chaplain at Old Tennent Presbyterian Church of which was used during the Revolutionary War as a hospital and unlike his church that was just built he did not have the original office area of then General George Washington the way my original church has.
There is a song which the sensation as to the ways as to the updating portions in reference to between the years of 2019 through 2021 as to such lyrics as to a group of the lyrics in words as to #BrantleyGilbert Brantley Gilbert’s known song of #DirtRoadAnthem Dirt Road Anthem
Source: Musixmatch
Songwriters: Christopher Bridges / Brantley Keith Gilbert / Colt Ford
Dirt Road Anthem lyrics © Warner-tamerlane Publishing Corp., Ludacris Worldwide Publishing Inc., Indiana Angel Music
More specifically:
“King in the can and the Marlboro man
Jack and Jim were two good men
When we learned how to kiss and cuss and fight too
Better watch out for the boys in blue
And all this small town he said she said
Ain't it funny how rumors spread
Like I know something y'all don't know
Man that talk is getting old”
In reference to Jack and Jim being two good men, I hope so and hope there has been the clarifications as to what references thereof were as to such proverbial aspects as to having had to go through everything in such a reference on my own as to making sure to do the best I could to actually clarify and get each detail correct and accurate as to such factors. However as to the ways of which the news as to the rumors portions and the knowing something you don’t know portions, yes that is quite old as that is not anything new when taking a look at just a few of the situations brought forward in the comparisons thereof just as to the ways of which my ex-sister-in-law Mary Evongelina Nichols Osteen in Georgia could have been more respectful as to the Chief Warrant Officer 3 as well as the various members of the Army branch as well as the Armed Forces of the United States of America as though it is known her brother died in comparison to my son and my daughter which are his biological children as to such factors; how ironic would it be as to the ways of such a female who was proud to discuss her swinging lifestyle in front of Grandpa and Grandma Nichols in their house in such comparisons as to what I dealt with having been outed repeatedly as to the adult consenting lifestyle as I have brought forward the multitude of times, as to the situations as to the Facebook messages from my original account as to such factors of such rumors?
How ironic would it be for such a female to be as she had been known to be in her youth as to such as to ever try to throw shade in comparison of which, what would that prove as to the incest which was discussed with me as to the defending of such incest by my now dead-ex-husband as to the ways which situations went within his family in comparison to where I explained the medical and health situations which have been needed to be brought forward for the wellness and health of more to be able to move forward and live in better ways as to such factors as why would that be important to actually discuss with maturity in comparison to childish ways?
Is it ironic as to how many people are infatuated with the British Royal family members and yet they have acknowledged and moved forward from the incest situations to be able to progress in the comparisons to other locations which have either not acknowledged and/or not moved forward from as why would that be of importance to review, and what oddities as to such factors in reference to the ways of regarding the situations as to within the United States of America as to such?
In the ways of certain factors as to why it felt as though I needed to walk the perimeter of the property more and more as to the times when volunteering as to the picking up the aspects as to the situations, of which the concern as to such in the regards as to what I have gone over as to such ironies as to the situations regarding the updates in the year of 2019 into 2020 and 2021 as to the situations in regards of “The Modern Day Book (Written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing”. I suppose in such references as to the oddities in regards as to what I had written about in reference to “Finding A Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” as to the Momento movie aspects as to where I did not have the sensation that my life was nearly as exciting or thrilling as the movie as to the factors of the ways which the storyline was as to the amount of time, though in some ways I suppose the conjunction aspects of my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as well as some aspects as to previously to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips of such factors as to the ways which possibly I suppose I can somehow find such a way to see how that changed as to not having had such aspects to review in such regards as to the ways which I had referenced as to the Momento movie.
In turn the factors of such situations as to while my SCUBA Diving was enjoyable, it was relaxing to me despite what I was dealing with in other such reference aspects as to the details minimally within my three volume book series “The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire (Written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” while acknowledging my legal widow last name aspects are different than the name I have gone by for many more years than as to the in person discussions with people as to the usage of my legal widow last name as per the fact of my legal first name and my legal middle name being used as my first and last name as to my author name as well as after having had such in regards as to my online social media as well as my website as I have repeatedly gone into details of in which the aspects additionally as to having explained such within my book “Finding A Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” with the additional portions as to the updates on my website in my journal blog as to the situations of being honest and open as to the realities thereof.
In the references as to the difference as to Momento and 50 First Dates as to my life, well such a factor as to the other situation of which that aspect quite frankly has not been up to such a point in time in my life; as if it were as to such factors of the situations in reference to the 50 First Dates as to the enjoyment seen as to such factors as to that particular movie of the two, the individuals together are actually happily married. I wondered what that was admittedly, as what would an actual happy marriage be? What would genuine love with another in truth be, in such a reference? It was something I had quietly hoped for as to when having spoken with those in San Antonio about such in the year of 2005, around April or May. Having had the sensation as to what I was dealing with was much different than the aspects of the 50 First Dates as to the ways which it truly when looking back now as to the year in 2021, to the timeframes of 2000 through to 2008 as to aspects of the Momento.
The 50 First Dates movie in comparison seemed far more of something far more worthwhile as to the love and adoration from the male character towards he female character despite the odds of all the individuals who had noticed certain factors as to the after effects from her head injury, which in comparison to the realities of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to the differences as to the factors of which while the recruiters knew I had been in a car collision back in the timeframe of they also knew of what my background check had brought forward as well as to the fact there were no damages as to such a point in time in conjunction as to the ways of which the differences majorly between such aspects as well as the vehicle I drove at the time was maintained differently than it should have been in comparisons as to if there was actual concern and care for me as to the ways which my car would have correctly been taken care of in comparisons as to the ways which my biological sister would have been as to such points in time as what is it to actually be cared for and taken care of correctly with genuine love and concern to me in the ideal ways correctly as to my needs?
In the realities of what I have dealt with it sure would be great to actually have that genuine concern and care for me over other aspects, for my best interests in comparison to the ways situations have gone as to such factors. What is it to actually have such in the correct ways for myself without having to constantly fight for such, to correctly be taken care of the proper way in comparison to what I have dealt with? What is it to actually have someone on my side and by my side as to such realities in comparison to what I have dealt with, in the realities thereof? What it is to genuinely have nothing to worry about, in the comparisons thereof?
If I ever get to such a point in time, I promise as to how much different my posting would be if it were to be in genuine truth as to such factors.
I have a massively huge tendency to keep my promises despite how some might think as to whatever viewpoints thereof, though the reality as I do keep my promises to the best of my capability.
However the combinations of each such factor as well as the situations in reference to my SCUBA Diving and the situations regarding Irving as well as the aspects of the occurrences on my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as to “The Modern Day Book (Written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” which for clarification the legal widow name has been left off of my writings and author work because of the reasons I already brought forward in multiple writings including in reference to my first book “Finding A Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” because of my Constitutional Rights as to my choice of how I express myself as to the factors of remaining open and honest about such, though additionally taking into the factors of my own work as to what I personally did in the ways which unlike the breast cancer research as well as other factors as to what I earned and/or created on my own as to why I made the choice for my artistic expression as to my writings while keeping such honesty as to such situations as to being transparent.
I had thought long ago when in reference to writing in regards of my books as to the facts of having been known by such as to my legal first name and my legal middle name longer as to such aspects in person compared to the documentation which is only for certain situations, as to the factors of which the importance of my own rights to privacy as to even though I have written as I have as to it is still important for my own right to privacy when in locations which are not arranged specifically as public locations of which just because my website is online it does not change the fact as to my right to privacy when working on my website and/or my books in the slightest as to such factors. Though as has been noticed as to the ways which social media has been thought to give such permissions as it has not, as it is a choice to what is put online in whichever factor thereof and while some have made such a choice as to what they put of themselves online as to the aspects of there are others who have made the choice to maintain and sustain what is of their preference as to privacy. In turn though I have written about my tattoos it is still my right to privacy as to my own body as there is the fact of my body my choice, and my choice of what I choose is my right for such aspects as to my privacy.
In such references as to the title of my book series regarding curious children, remember the saying about curiosity when in regards of when you are told as to not getting involved with what is not yours in the slightest as to the factors thereof especially when the factors of how it is important for truth in such regards in the comparisons of such factors of assumptions as it matters not to me as to other countries paying taxes within the United States of America as to the facts of which it is still my Constitutional Rights as well as it is still my right to privacy as I see fit for myself. I do not accept the factors of other countries’ laws as to the situations thereof within where I personally live as there is the reality of such aspects as it is still the soil of the United States of America and it is still my rights which are of importance, of which my work is my work and my physical attributes legally and in my opinion are genuinely not up for debate as to any such portions nor any other factor as to what I choose to keep for myself.
In turn as to the 50 First Dates as well as my journal blog regarding as to being considered as a wanted artist, there are the ways of what I personally would view as to what the differences thereof are as to the factors of being considered as wanted within the healthy and the proper ways in comparison to the situations which I have dealt with in reference to how I wound up in Washington state as well as the factors of my Medal of Honor Art Project trips and other such occurrences. That balance of what is more ideal as to what I have dealt with and been through as to such situations as to having had to defend myself constantly does not make me feel wanted or cared about in a positive way in the correct factors, as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out that the male character had to actually make a consistent effort to actually get the female character’s attention in the positive ways as to the facts of which otherwise in regards as to any other such factor as to the realities of what would only be seen in the opposite way as to any other aspect when reviewing such aspects now in the year of 2021 would not ever be seen as to the 50 First Dates way as to the situations I have personally dealt with.
In turn as to such factors of what would actually be considered as to what I suppose while some might have thought such as a good idea in comparison to the reality of realizing it was only seen in the opposite portions thereof, there is not the ways of which such aspects as to purposefully making the choice to in the #AlanisMorrissette Alanis Morrissette song of “You Oughta Know” as to the situations of which the only review as to the current year of such situations regarding how situations have been as to such points in time has been seen as to nothing more than a game referencing other individuals’ choices of which in such references as to how I hate games and how I refuse to play games. If in regards as to what choices as to others’ as to how they may have ignored the reality of which has not ever changed as to the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, you oughta know that anyone can have a head injury at any point in time and the varying degrees as to such factors depends on what your personal background was before your head injury. In turn if you had the larger aspects of intellect your intellect will go here and there as to such regards though for those who do not have such an intellect, your back and forth will go as however your past had been as to such factors.
It is a conscious decision and a conscious choice as to whether or not one chooses to work towards betterment, in the comparisons especially after having had a head injury as the memories are there somewhere as to such factors though it is the genuine work and effort into putting forward such for if there ever was a question as to who and/or what was gone through and/or dealt with as to the past; there are the realities of which such factors will creep forward as to such realities of who each once was, as this is the age of which all such aspects have come together as to the factors of the technological portions. With the realities of which the situations of how such has been since the year of 2000 as to what has such proof as to what has gone on behind the aspects as to the realities thereof, the situations of which the honesty is the best policy in comparison as to the latter times as to realizing exactly who an individual once was as to such situations.
Since I recently received a set of text messages from my daughter #Letters4Lidia in comparison as to the facts as to having repeatedly reached out while giving the space needed as to such realities of her being above the biological age of 18 years old as well as her brother being above the age biologically of 18 years old, the situations of which I had explained to others in the honest way as to once my children were old enough as to the factors of which I would then delve into such points in time as to the realities of what I had dealt with. The situations of such as to each individual I once knew as to having been informed of in person as to such situations which may have thought I was joking and/or did not take me seriously as to what I was dealing with at whichever points in time as to whatever their own biases were as to such factors, is the situations for their own reviewal as to such situations. I have had to face the facts as to what I dealt with and the lack of assistance as well as the problems caused by those who were well aware as to the amount of time I was awake from my coma before I gave birth to my son #Letters4James as well as the amount of time I was awake from my coma as to my giving birth to my daughter, of which in such regards as to my biological mother/father/sister as well as to my ex-in-laws of such regards; the situations of how such knowledge and understanding as to the realities of the situations as to such times and their choices to have only caused needless problems without ever taking in consideration of what they were doing to my son and/or my daughter, of which in turn the facts of which as to their problems with me in the realities of their choices to have ignored the truth as to such factors means as to they made their bed and now they can lay in it.
They knew from when meeting me as to the situations as was explained by their dead relative as well as their own research they individually had done on the after effects of head injuries of which in order to break the cycle of the pattern of behaviour as to such situations in reality, means the situations of which such a non-minimal though a random aspect as to only when would be considered fully inconvenient as to such truthful portions in comparison to having the common courtesy to actually have the human decency to have such aspects as to the personal aspects thereof as to the respectful ways as to how reservations are actually made regarding when in regards as to holidays. However since I was the one who had made all of the arrangements as I would guesstimate they would have arrogantly assumed as to that having been in reference to their dead relative, I am the one who had constantly pushed for my son and my daughter to have the time with the family. Since such aspects as to the lack of such respect in such regards of which the situations as to having to deal with the situations of which while I knew of the timeframe as to those timeframes, the realistic portion of having been 1.5 years awake from my coma and 2.5 years awake from my coma while still having had the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain when I was pregnant and delivered my son and my daughter as to such times as to the arithmetic officially was only done in the year of 2019.
In turn such references as to those individuals who had pushed as to their claims to having been more intelligent, their claims as to such references fall short of any such reality if they themselves did not ever think about such in truth as to what they were causing me as to their games while not paying attention as to the further damages they were going to cause to my son and my daughter. Since my daughter has spent the amount of time with my ex-in-laws as to such amounts of time and the ways which I had discussed with her years ago as to her needing to pay attention to me in comparison to paying attention to the ways which her aunts were being as well as her cousins, the choices of which I had done the best I could do in such situations as the time went onward from those years in 2010 and onward. While such situations of the types of people my ex-father-in-law Grandpa Nichols had warned me of as to his family as well as my now dead-ex-husband had warned me of as to his sisters, the situations of which such a lack of human decency as to those types of people who would think to illegally practice medical aspects as well as cause me needless problems simply as to the similar situations as to the ways of which just because of having been the original Baby Jesus Christ did not mean as to any other factor than such regards.
Those types of people regarding such situations as to the overdramatic aspects of which those in reference to my biological mother/father/sister and my ex-in-laws who had refused to pay attention to the fact my son and my daughter are human beings and their actual relatives while they caused me the problems of which as I had dealt with as per the various explanations and proofs thereof in conjunction as to the military portions of the connections after others as to such having graduated Basic Training as well as AIT in comparison to myself, only showed a multitude of situations of which the factors of what I had promised to my son and my daughter back in the year of 2005 of which I would wait until they were of an age which they would be able to understand from the knowledge as to comprehending why I had constantly told them how much I love(d) them and how much I care(d) about them as I knew there was going to be the point in time where I would have to go over each aspect and detail such as to the reality of what everyone else I had known was not seeing in the ways of such realities of the truth for if they did see the realities of the truth as to such points in time; what was it they made the choice(s) to do as to such factors, in reference to the situations?
Since the realities of which others have needed to wake up to such realities and actually pay attention to the details in comparison to glossing over the realities in the ways which cherubim types have wished to do without being caught, the reality of such aspects as to what I discussed in person as to the lengths of time which I have as to the decades of such factors as to the realities which the situations in reference to the development of the technological portions was already in full swing as to such points in time by the end of the 1980s. By the time of the 1990s of which former President Ronald Regan had already informed the general public as to the situations thereof as to freedom is no more than one generation away, the accuracy as to the #Y2K Y2K situations which few truly listened to my warnings. The ways of which by the timeframe after the ways which in regards shortly after my original Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America was stolen as to when my ex-sister-in-law and her two daughters were at Lackland Air Force Base just a few weeks to possibly a couple of months before the attacks on 11 September 2001, if my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America was ever scanned and/or put online in regards to the state of Georgia then you can thank my ex-sister-in-law Mary Evongelina Nichols Osteen and her two daughters Sondra Marie Osteen and Ariel Marie Osteen as to their legal names in that timeframe of that month of the year of 2001 for the aspects as to their cause of such factors as to the constant warnings I was giving as to such factors by that point in time as to what I was seeing in the coding areas which no one wanted to believe me about. The same can be said in regards as to how many warnings I gave as to the individuals throughout the state of Texas as to the years between 2000 through 2013 before I wound up in Washington state after the Stoney LaRue concert at the Cowboys Dancehall as no one had wanted to believe me as to the factors of how the truth actually was, even with every possible detail I could give up to such a point in time.
All of those who made the choice to stand by and do nothing made the choice to do so, in comparison from learning as to the truth I had brought forward as I was actually told by one of my ex-sister-in-law’s daughters how they thought if they deleted their history in the internet area that meant they were no known whereas I informed them otherwise as to such as best as I could. In comparison while there was the unknown portions as to hacking at the time in reference to my own knowledge as I was not raised to do such factors as I was raised to honestly work on the computer systems, the situations of which I have repeatedly gone into details about has been more than what anyone should have had to do to make every attempt to warn others. In such references as to how much I had done as to such regards as to protecting as best as I could, I suppose the next book I will be working on might make a bit more sense as to such factors.
However each must remember, I know how to write in truth only. Thus when I (have) write(n) in the factual as to the autobiography aspects as to the truthful portions thereof just as to the fact of when I (have) write(n) in the genres of fiction the reality of which I wrote in the creative manners thereof as to such aspects regarding each of my books as well as each of my book series.
Assumptions have been a problem for far too long, however I would guesstimate with the more recent factors thereof to the release of 19 new books in two different fiction book series while being single and without any relationships as to friendships or relationship aspects as to the reality of such factors being able to be proven as to such references thereof.
Not having been able to date until after I turned the biological age of 16 years old and keeping virtuous to such as to the ways which was known in comparison as to my biological sister comparatively as to the ease of the situation as to referring to my biological sister as to our biological father’s words of what he had not sent my biological sister to be the best little whore in the state of Texas during a phone call as to the common aspects as to the comparisons as per his knowledge as to the times as well as our biological mother’s knowledge as to the differences, as to the realities of why such aspects I guess as far as to clothing options compared to in reference to the marriage situation aspect referencing my biological sister. However in the reference aspects thereof to the combinations of such factors, the ways of which in truth as to not having had the situation of which out of the few who I had dated or even in reference to the aspects as to my now dead-ex-husband as to the ways of which such factors of how there has not been the point in time as to the consistency of ever having that type of a relationship which the individual I was involved with as to the male had ever been as such regarding myself in the more public ways in the comparisons as to when by ourselves as to such few points in time compared to what I learned is the average for individuals as to between the ages of 18 through 25 as to the numerical portions as well as from 25 through 35 as to such factors in the references not only as to the partners in the sexual aspects though as to the in person as well as online situations regarding the factors as to others being more proud to have such aspects more well known in such comparisons.
Importantly though to pay attention to in reference of the non-abusive ways, as to the non-intrusive aspects thereof as well.
Thus while admittedly I have hoped for a genuine and true romantic relationship in the in real life portions, I also knew to what I specifically was looking for as to what my ideals for such would be in such comparisons. My humor being more similar to #MorticiaAdams #MorticiaAddams Morticia Addams of #TheAddamsFamily #TheAdamsFamily The Adams Family as well as several viewpoints thereof, the situations of which #Gomez Gomez having been more of the romantic ideal as to the type of relationship the two would have in the comparisons as to what may have been thought of referencing the points as to what I had referred to only because of the common trait of the two movies as to the situations in reference to the characters having survived a head injury. The only other reference point as to the romance of such a relationship in the odd ways aside from the factors I did not like the character #SailorMoon Sailor Moon until later into the show series, the ways which #TuxedoMask Tuxedo Mask was a favorite as to such a combination in such references as to what I had not ever written about and rarely ever spoke of as to my own lack of belief of aside from my hopes as to such ever actually being able to have such for myself seemed as though to be a dream.
In reference to religion as to the #10Commandments 10 Commandments as to history, why would that be considered as important in reference to Irving for one example and to SCUBA Diving for another example?