Over the years of working on my Medal of Honor Art Project beginning in August of 2014 and through such and being as open as I am to feeling energy the portions of which flow to me as I work on my Medal of Honor art pieces during each section is quite difficult to explain as the realities in which I know I have no choice except to do each portion perfectly for such, I know there cannot be any half attempts with what I do. From the initial phases of the planning albeit during my Medal of Honor Art Project for the trips for the state of Texas are nowhere close to what I have normally done for my prior Medal of Honor Art Project pieces as I had a minimum of a year to look over the map for the section I would travel to with the exception of the first year for Washington state, though that is a different aspect as I did not travel that far comparatively to how far I have traveled for the pieces in the state of Texas; in which the planning phases were far more than simply just traveling out there, as the process for doing such as well as the pathways had been far more than just what some may have thought to be. Though I have not described what occurs in more detail beyond certain aspects in specific regards, because of how this set of trips for my Medal of Honor Art Project has gone and the way they came about; the responses are far different than prior trips and prior experiences.
For example depending upon what you believe religiously or spiritually today and this week, were extremely difficult on me. The fact I can Channel and the fact of the Clairvoyance along with the fact of the Clairsentience among a few other aspects of, the commentary from the recipients of my Medal of Honor Art Project have been far more aggressive than prior Medal of Honor recipients. Though the aspects of which each are still as they are in regards of what I have been working on and doing, the portions of their particular temperaments have not been the most pleasant to listen to. Though they understand that there are many who are patriotic there is a sense of feeling which similar to many others who have been in the United States of America’s Armed Forces where the sentiment of appreciation has been forgotten of their individual sacrifices for this country; which admittedly is a part of why I began my Medal of Honor Art Project in August 2014 the way I had, though in comparison a few of the guys I have begun the processes for have very much let me know of their disapproval for certain aspects. As an example of which when I was younger and in high school just before writing a poem I had walked through a cemetery in Illinois and the line of “looked on over and passed on by” had been due to the aspects of which the markers were only looked as markers; in comparison to the way as Benjamin Franklin had stated of which, “You can tell a lot about a city, by how they care for those throughout the cemetery, and the grounds.”
Whereas during that time I knew a female named Misty from Cary Grove High School who had taken me along with several other people to the area, she did not listen to my warnings during multiple aspects. Shortly after that particular weekend had been when Misty’s friend Sarah from Prairie Ridge High School had wanted to have a sleepover, and again Misty did not want to listen to me and heed my warnings; though neither did Sarah at that point, though not the first as well as not the last back in 1999. Recently I spoke with an individual who said there are many people who are interested in paranormal events of which I would direct your attention to my first two books “Finding a Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” and “Finding the Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” for several individual portions, though also “The Modern Day Book By: Reverend Susan MeeLing”; and while lengthy and several other topics throughout the books, there are a few portions of which discuss multiple events of such paranormal activity. However my other book “Fail-Safe: The Kennedy Curse fused with Science Fiction Fantasy By: Susan MeeLing” was written in a fictional standpoint, because I did not think anyone would believe me in reference of certain aspects for the events within the pages. Few in multiple religious and spiritual communities have believed me in reference to warnings as well as visions, which when wanting to write a scary book; I also thought such would be the ideal type of writing in regards of some of the visions and situations I had seen over my life, and if anyone ever thought it was based in reality would see the fiction section area which in turn would mean that no one would think of me to be crazy because of writing and labeling such in a fiction format. Though many aspects are, there are also many aspects which are descriptions of visions; thus in a vision writing format of a fiction genre, the ability to maintain the clarity of my thoughts would be easier for others to accept. Despite the fact I realize now such visions written about in what I thought to be a scary book have turned out to be actuality, when I was a child explaining some of the visions I had at the time from either visions or dreams; few believed me, when growing up in New Jersey. Thus when writing the story I thought such was easier for others to read if they knew it was from the fiction section, in comparison to a non-fiction section and then be taken in far better in reception. If you click on the lightened-up words of my books the links should take you to be able to purchase the Kindle book, to be able to read such as many have Amazon accounts. (All of my books you can get the links to purchase on my website in the books section)
Later when I complete the final drop off for my Medal of Honor Art Project I will get into writing a bit more of the personal experiences of more specifics in reference of various aspects, however today was a bit much for me as the aspects of the unrest from some of the other spirits in the cemetery locations I had been to in reference of my Medal of Honor Art Project were informing me of their upset in reference to certain regards of what they had experienced in their lifetimes. Though I am personally accustomed to more of those who had been involved with the military branches for the United States of America, there have been many times where some of the civilians have come through in regards of the mediumship capabilities. In such after waking up this morning to get what I could done before having to lay down which I knew I should have simply remained in bed asleep; I do not know why I woke up abruptly, though I know I took care of a bit in reference of my Medal of Honor Art Project.
Then there was a portion in which a few of the spirits who had been in Oregon who had come through to inform me of a few opinions of theirs, in reference to several aspects going on in regards of the involvement of certain individuals in regards of my Medal of Honor Art Project trip out there. If I am accurate whichever female came through had a few problems with the female who I had seen walking around the Portland GAR location, and was distinctly upset by the fact she had taken something from one of the markers when she was there walking around. That would be the one location in Oregon which I drove up to twice and I had personally refused to get out of my car, however the spirit of that location which informed me this morning of her upset towards the shoulder length dirty blond hair female who was walking around that location when I arrived the second time; that message was technically for that female, in conjunction with several other messages of complete disapproval for what that female put into the ground when she was there walking around that location.
The moral of this particular journal blog entry is: If you are going to put something in the ground and/or take something away from the ground of a cemetery you need to make sure you have permission of the spirits there not because you want that but because you have to have that as well as those who maintain the grounds, which yes are different though realistically just as important for such You should know, understand, and comprehend each and every level before doing such; as you may not realize who you upset, as well as who you infuriate. If you do so and are incapable of cleansing yourselves from such, seek forgiveness. However the female who was walking around that location I know that she knew she should not have been in that location and her anger and upset is not any different than the female who had a camera when at the Afterglow Mausoleum upsetting those spirits of that location of which, would be an odd hypothetical coinky dink. If the same dirty blonde female, she has a lot to be concerned about in regards of her soul.
Though there were a few spirits who were/are still mad at one another for little petty problems that occurred when they were alive, which there may be some individuals who know about such aspects.
Here is a video from my Facebook Account in regards of a portion of me working on my Medal of Honor Art Project