I went to get my pieces of which as I had rolled up to the one from #CO #Costate #Colorado #Coloradoastate Colorado state with the last name of Crawford as well as #DrMaryEdwardsWalker Dr. Mary Edwards Walker as to review the portions of which the artwork portions for my Medal of Honor Art Project to see that the incorrect charcoal as per which piece I specifically utilized for what would have been the beginning portions of my Medal of Honor historical and spiritual portions as per the processes thereof as to the curation aspects, however seeing the incorrect charcoal as to the realities of the reasons why specific pieces have the aspects of more than just what assumptions are made by those who would not have any actual idea as to the processes of what occurs for the historical cand spiritual rubbing processes as to the overall as to the ways of as there is not any point in time which I ever explained the processes of my Medal of Honor Art Project beyond the physical aspects of how it is put together though not the historical and spiritual rubbings themselves as it is more than just the rubbing of the marker as I have explained as to in person when speaking with another in person face to face as well as online as to the facts thereof, however upon seeing the incorrect charcoal; as to the actualities thereof to those pieces only showed me the lack of respect entirely to my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork. The entirety of the full process actually requires more than just the rubbing of the marker which as I explained in person the rubbing of the marker is not the historical and spiritual rubbing process. It is just a grave stone rubbing, regarding that portion.
In regards of such factors as to how serious my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork actually has been to me, which whether some people believe it or not to those who wished for the ability to be worse in comparison to the actual meaning thereof; there is nothing new regarding how to the facts of which my now dead-ex-husband had destroyed my artwork in my house by doing certain things as to the lack of respect to anything of which, I ever worked on and every created on my own.
The fact of such aspects as to the lack of respect to what the actual work that goes into my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork pieces as shown as to that factor of the assumption that the grave stone rubbing would have anything to do with the whole overall in the combination thereof, shows the lack of educational portions as to the assumptions of ever thinking that was the only important piece to my Medal of Honor Art Project. However the lack of respect to such by others only shows such as to the wishes of which as to how they had preferred my now dead-ex-husband over me in each such ways as I already wrote about after discussing such factors as the realities thereof to which if I was actually preferred in the comparisons thereof there would not have been the assumptions as to the facts of the grave stone rubbing being of the only important portions or part thereof.
If I was actually preferred in the comparisons to my now dead-ex-husband and/or if it was not a game, there would not have ever been any such problem with so-called human beings actually speaking with me in person when in person to actually ask me as to what the processes of what I would personally need as to any such assistance in the comparisons as to assuming that whatever the assumptions were as to how such trips were for my Medal of Honor Art Project as to how I wound up in #WA #WAstate #Washington #Washingtonstate Washington state to begin with after the #StoneyLaRue #concert #Cowboys #CowboysDancehall #SATX #MilitaryCityUSA Stoney LaRue concert at the Cowboys Dancehall in March of 2013 and all such connected factors as to how I had been ostracized to begin with before going to the concert as well as the combined factors of what occurred in reference to my daughter #Letters4Lidia and my son #Letters4James and I; as well as what occurred in regards as to my #SCUBA #SCUBADiving SCUBA Diving in the year of 2009, and etcetera as to the after effects of my Psalm Sunday year of 2000 head injury having been taken seriously to begin with in such comparisons as to the ways such had gone as to the overall aspects.
If it was not a game to others as to what occurred in such references and/or if my now dead-ex-husband and the realities as to the facts of which occurred in reference to how it was proven that he had stolen valor and the reasons as to why #endallstolenvalornow #endstolenvalor ending all stolen valor as to the dress blues pictures which were taken at the #IngramMall #IngramStarMall Ingram Star Mall in #SanAntonio #SanAntonioTX #SanAntonioTexas #TX #TXstate #Texasstate San Antonio Texas would have been taken seriously by the civilians as well as the veterans who were told of such factors who had obviously not cared as much as I had cared by each and every individual who had been a part of such problematic portions as to the realities as to what the Chief Warrant Officer 3 had explained to those of my ex-in-laws as well as my children and I as to the facts of which the dress blues as to those specific pictures taken at the #JCpenney #JCPenny #PortraitStudio #JCPenneyPortraits #JCPennyPortraits #JCPenneyPortraitStudio #JCPennyPortraitStudio #JCPPS JC Penny Portrait Studio as to the factors while I did not steal valor and I did not know of the stolen valor as to such times any such assumptions as to the employees who would have thought so as to the comparisons as to the facts that I had admitted I did not graduate Basic Training from the #USA #USArmy #USAArmy #Army Army branch of the United States of America’s Armed Forces unlike some people who would have hypothetically assumed as to any such factor in such comparisons. The pictures were taken there mainly from the years of 2001 through 2007, for clarifications.
If it were not a game and/or my now dead-ex-husband were not preferred in comparison to myself, then the realities as to how such mistreatments as to each and every occurrence as to what I had personally dealt with in reference to the combined aspects of which even at the JC Penny studio would have been paid attention to the fact that I was less than 1.5 years awake from my coma from my Psalm Sunday year of 2000 head injury with all such after effects as each picture at the studio of my son up until the birth of my daughter which would have been less than 2.5 years after waking up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday year of 2000 head injury as to still having the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain at those times as to each picture taken at the JC Penny Portrait Studio as explained to the various individual photographers as per those who have ever complained to me when in person with me in person have complained about how I have supposedly been repetitive as to the after effects of my Psalm Sunday year of 2000 head injury as it was not until 4.5 years or the year of 2004 after waking up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday year of 2000 head injury that the beginning portions of the subarachnoid hemorrhage began to show signs of improvement as to the #MRI MRI and the #CAT CAT scans.
If it were not a game and/or my now dead-ex-husband was not preferred in comparison to myself being alive, then why would such occurrences have been as such to the length of the timeframes from the year of 2000 to this year of 2021?
If it were not a game and/or the preference to my now dead-ex-husband in comparison to me then the situations which occurred in reference to the mistreatments which have been since the timeframes of, would have been different towards me correct?
Why would it matter that he stole several pieces of valor to pin onto his dress blues for such a picture in the differences and the comparison to how I admitted I did not graduate Basic Training in the Army, if such were not a game?
What is the difference between that fact as to I have always admitted since waking up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday year of 2000 head injury in the comparisons to all of the situations combined as to the individuals who had ever just only looked at one aspect as to the Bronze Star in the year of 2008 which I had returned to the Army branch in the comparison as to the situations regarding the marker, in the overall aspects as to the more important aspects of the dress blues and the JC Penney Portrait Studio pictures in comparisons to the DD214 because of the conflict with my now ex-in-laws who did not do anything despite Grandpa Nichols and I having explained such factors?
What is important in the reference to such aspects of which those ex-in-laws had been willing to promote stolen valor knowing in the year of 2008 the Chief Warrant Officer 3, Grandpa Nichols, and I had told those females as to the realities as well as Tony Walker Nichols having been at the same meeting and getting the facts of such regards compared to those females who would have been willing to drop to their knees hypothetically as how would an ex-wife be treated in such comparisons even though the legal aspects were not able to be completed as to such because he had wished to at minimum keep the legal portions until the point in time if I remarried because of his obsessions which were proven regarding the facts as to the phone calls in the year of 2007 in reference to the fact he did not want or need to speak with his biological daughter or his biological son and rushed the phone calls because he knew that would mean more time on the phone with me in comparison to speaking with his own biological children as to the facts he did not ever care about either one of them unlike myself as to the emails regarding my original gmail account when having had to explain to the portion of what I could as to the reasons as to the grass in my front yard as to the weed eating because of the forced situation regarding the garage as to which I was tattle taled on by Cactus Jack also known as Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr because of the second and final forced situation as to that piece of trash who had known that was a forced relationship as I did not want or need to be involved with him as per the ways people at Nine Lives Books when I was volunteering had fully been informed of as to such by both of those males as well as myself and they stood by and did nothing while knowing the full factors completely involved regarding all such portions as how is that the ideology of the radicalize islam portions as to those people when only looking at the ideology and not as to their physical appearances from the years of 2006 into 2008?
When those people at Nine Lives Books were told about how I had been left unconscious in the backyard after dealing with the situations as to the first separation by both myself as well as my now dead-ex-husband when he was alive in the year of 2006 of the situation I dealt with in the year of 2005, what does that inform people of regarding how my biological mother and my biological father had been told as to such occurrences?
Why would I ever believe as to such factors of my ever being wanted in a positive way as to the factors as to my journal blog in the year of 2016 as to being a wanted artist in any such regards, as to how could I ever see any such factors as to the required respect as well as the mandatory etiquette being followed as to having the common courtesy to actually ask me in person when in person of what would actually have been required if there had been an interest in such a trip with me in comparison to stalking and harassing me needlessly after all such combined factors thereof?
What in reference to such would ever be considered as wanted and needed in a positive way as to how much dog/cat crap I had cleaned off of the Medal of Honor recipient markers in the #Seattle #SeattleWA #SeattleWashington Seattle Washington location as to the 6 Medal of Honor recipients’ markers which were more hidden compared to the 1 Medal of Honor recipient’s marker which was not covered by trees as to such occurrences as to the dog/cat crap on the Medal of Honor recipient’s marker, as in description in person when speaking in person in front of #ClubSapphire #CS Club Sapphire in the area of the #ChamberofCommerce Chamber of Commerce as well as the #USHomelandSecurity #HomelandSecurity Homeland Security offices near the #SeaTac #SeaTacAirport SeaTac Airport and why would the clarifications be needed as to the SeaTac International Airport regarding the writings as to the hopefully in time portions as to the International portions of such aspects as to the clarifications regarding such other countries as to their laws as to the sexuality portions thereof for safety in comparison to the assumptions as to those millennial types who would hypothetically have only seen such as a game and/or the preference of my now dead-ex-husband as to the factors of their laws as to the ways they deal with certain situations as to the factors in the realistic addition to the portions of my books referencing the Paroxysm of the Lotus book series as to the factors regarding “Finding A Silver Lining Written By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” and “Finding The Silver Lining Written By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” as to how such occurs if found in a location such as Club Sapphire as to the technological aspects thereof?
Why would that be important for those who would have such overseas knowledge, as to the realities of certain Friday evening event themes as to Club Sapphire in the years of 2015 through 2019 as to my clarifications as to the legalities as to contacting the #USCongress #USSenate #Pentagon #FBI #CIA US Congress, US Senate, Pentagon, FBI, CIA, and etcetera as to the factors of such which only people who would be fully ignorant willingly or not as to the factors of such legalities as to other such countries of which what laws did I tell people about within the state of #TX #Texas #Texasstate #TXstate Texas as to what I told them about the Freedoms within the #ConstittuionalRights Constitutional Rights in such comparisons?
While I did not ever out anyone by their names or any such portions until “The Modern Day Book Written By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” in the year of 2020 and then later on my website in the year of 2020 onto the year of 2021 unlike what I personally dealt with regarding being outed in the years of 2004, 2005, 2010, 2011, and 2012 by whomever had done so in the different aspects thereof while only officially knowing of who in one reference regarding my now dead-ex-husband in the year of 2004 and Patrick Kennedy a part of #ClubFEM ClubFEM in the year of 2012 as to the answering machine recording as to my biological mother and biological father as well as my biological sister as to the individuals within the city of #Austin #AustinTX #AustinTexas Austin as to their contacting my biological sister at her college class in the year of 2010; who would dare to ever complain as to any such situations as to the overall totalities of my choice to do so in the protectionary aspects in all such comparisons as to any such portion and/or connections thereof as to their own involvements as to any such portions of any such mistreatments I personally have dealt with first? Does it take a head injury to figure out there is a difference between contacting other people/groups/agencies/organizations/businesses in comparison to what each already had done so of their own free will as to online portions on their own as to such online websites, compared to what I personally dealt with because of others’ choices who had not actually kept to the unspoken code of such aspects as to the supposed adult biologically supposed consenting lifestyle?
Does it take a head injury as to the factors of what I had told people as to what I dealt with growing up as a child and a teenager as to what I would have dealt with regarding my biological mother, my biological father, and my biological sister as to having been outed by such types of individuals who did not have such situations in their lives as to the factors thereof?
Does it take a head injury to figure out what I dealt with in the years of 2004 and 2005 when I was outed to my now dead-ex-husband during the first separation as to those times, as per what I already had explained and described at the times thereof in person when in person with others as well as in writing?
Why would I ever pick up the sensations as to how my now dead-ex-husband had been preferred in comparison to myself being alive or at all, and/or how such a game view aspects thereof by any such types of individuals as to the factors combined?
I would write as to those who actually would have cared more about me and my well being as well my son and my daughter’s well being could inform me as to such aspects about actually wanting me and caring about me as to my artwork as to my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork in the correct ways in the comparisons thereof to inform me of such proof as to the preferences of such as well as the non-game aspects could inform me of such, though since the realities as to the burning portions of such copied portions of the marker in comparison because of the non-historical and non-spiritual as to the residual aspects of marker rubbings only in comparison to the ways of which the totality of what actually would be required and needed in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork as to how such actually is completed in comparison to the assumptions of ever thinking it was only the portions of the grave stone markers if I was actually a positively wanted and appreciated as well as cared about artist; though such factors of the copied grave stone rubbings only in comparison to the actualities of the fullnesses of what it actually takes for the historical and spiritual rubbings as to the complete totality would have actually been able to be completed correctly if that were actually wanted and cared about by me in such comparisons as to.
Does it take a head injury to figure out similarly to my creation of my Underwater Wedding and my creations of the Underwater Travel System as to such minimalist details thereof, that would be the exact same in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork as to how such is actually completed correctly as to the sanctity and the safety thereof to the totality thereof as to such minimalist explanations as to what is only for my work thereof or should it take a head injury to figure that out as well that I would not ever give up such details that easily no matter who the individual was/is?
While at minimum there are 29 pieces in the state of Texas as to those which were completed before such portions in time as to the rest of what occurred as to the burning of those as well as to Dr. Mary Edwards Walker as to such aspects thereof to the Biblical explanations of hundred and thousands as to such regards as to the common name portions I already went into referencing when my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork pieces have actually been completed correctly in the comparisons to the other portions thereof not any different to how the factors of which to the regards in reference to how my now dead-ex-husband had been when he was alive as to the mistreatments I dealt with, is there is an ironic portion of which that number of 29 as to my birthday as well as what would in Hebrew writing if instead of the number 2 as to the number 11 be in regards of the aspects to review for such hypotheticals and how much in the overall portions regarding what I personally dealt with in regards of the overall portions throughout the state of Texas would there be a reference to the terrorist attacks on 11 September 2001 have any such portions of ironies as to the combined factors thereof?
How did that 20 year memorial go, to such situations people in the state of Texas told me as well as put online was their anniversary day regarding 11 September and what portions in reference to what aspects could be taken in consideration as to the metaphors and proverbial aspects could be taken into review this year of 2021?
I suppose there are a few more people than I realized who had preferred my now dead-ex-husband in comparison to myself than I realized, which I suppose there was a head injury needed to figure that out; at minimum, I suppose my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury had been so as to the facts thereof of mine having been real in comparison to what was confessed as to my now dead-ex-husband having copied and faked such in ways to try to impress me, as what in such references could be considered as to the comparisons to certain types of females as well in such a regard?
At minimum those who would know, there are certain aspects or all of them about myself which I can only tell the truth. One way, or another. I wish I could write as well as say the same in reference to more, though I know there are those out there in such regards. One way, or another.