The above are hust a few pictures of many I have taken over the years, though does not include the film versions from 2000 through to 2012 of pictures I had taken and had developed specifically in reference to film pictures though some digital pictures more recently; while not nearly as many as previously. Then again digital pictures have mainly been in reference from 2013 to current times, which also have not been nearly as many pictures taken in comparison to my average from 2000 through to 2012 per month or per year. By my own choice, since even back then in those times of 2000 through to 2012, no one ever asked me anything about such. Thus, why would I bother explaining, especially depending upon the times of?
At that point that begins where in such because of the lack of care or concern, I see no reason to any longer complete any further pieces of my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork in the same manner or way; partially because of not being in Washington state to have the completion portion done by the ones I have had complete such, from 2014 through to 2018. I am so disappointed and hurt as to how for so long such has meant so much to me I had gone out of my way and spent so much of my time and my energy to bring forward so much that it seems as though nothing ever mattered to anyone except me in such, by the way. However know I have not disappointed those Medal of Honor guys, those who have not said anything are the ones who disappointed those Medal of Honor guys. They know how much time and effort I put into so many aspects just to ensure so much for them as while I can see how some might have arrogantly thought of worshipping the dead, actually I was grateful they had lived and done so much. Despite, what some might think or have thought.
I am done with the constant waiting for the contact from and of those I reached out to and if that means I have thought about no longer work on my Medal of Honor Art Project in the same way and manner as I have, then that is the price and to the level I am and have been willing to go to prove myself for mine and me. As such has already been proven in reference to the pieces I have completed thus far in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project within the ones in reference to the state of Texas, technically this is a moot point. By the way the pieces I worked on and completed if others view such as unacceptable in comparison to my prior pieces, who is it that you are to judge my Medal of Honor Art Project realistically? Did you stand by and do nothing as others caused problems to my Medal of Honor Art Project, and if so what authority do you have in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project anyway? Realistically, none is the answer.
However with such few pictures I posted in reference to as well as pictures I have taken over the years from 2000 through to 2020 as the ones this year have not had such with the exception of if there had been videos as I was singing the National Anthem today 4 January 2021; in which the water current changed, to move with my voice. Nonetheless, there are plenty of references to what I have taken pictures of with my ability to explain such. However from 2000 through to 2012, who was I dealing with throughout each point and what was said in reference to the aspects I have spoken about? How many were told by me I cannot tell a lie yet believed others, in reference to what they knew nothing of?
Thus from 2000 through to 2008, who would have believed me; or from 2008 through to 2009, again who would have believed me about what I took pictures of and knowing how to explain? From 2010 through to 2012 with what was going on, who would have believed me? Possibly most likely military and law enforcement guys, though even then I would not doubt if there was still disbelief. Also who believed in full about my #SCUBADive back in 2009 in the #MatthiasAbyss in the #BermudaTriangle area of the #Atlantic area of the ocean, to the USS/USNS #Vandenberg? Who believed me in reference to what was going on in reference to my daughter, my son, and I because of as well as after McCoy Elementary School? From 2013 through to 2018 who would have believed me, when in reference to how I wound up in Washington state in conjunction of the zapping/being electrocuted? Possibly closer to 2018 some may have, though how many years prior to then which could have had explanations and were chosen to be ignored by no fault of my own though choices of others? Though possibly if any specific group in reference to the electrical problem aspect, that would have been technology guys which have worked on my laptop computers which I had to turn into #GeekSquad through whichever #BestBuy.
Nonetheless, even the zapping I dealt with has its own portion thereof in conjunction with my Medal of Honor Art Project as well as having landed at the bottom of the ocean to such. However as few did not listen to my warnings when I was a child about my nightmare, why would I bring up what other aspects occurred in such regards? My Grandfather knew though, and I was able to speak with him about those aspects. My Bok Gung and my Bok Pu knew about such then, and I was able to speak with them as well; however no one else because as I saw such and they agreed with me, if others cannot believe me about the nightmare portion I was warning others about, why would there be a need to go further with such sorts of aspects? My biological mother tried to convince others of problems with me wrongly, only in another try to prevent me from being emancipated to join the United States of America's Armed Forces in one of her multiple tries to prevent me from going where I needed to.
There are countless ways and times which she did multiple actions to deter and/or prevent from the specific timeframe of, which I pushed through while pushing against each one of her failed tries to get me to stop from being able to do what was needed to be done at those times and then later proven so in reference to not only the nightmare-ish portions comparatively to the original nightmare; though also in reference to multiple aspects ever since waking up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury. Of which if it has not been figured out by now, each and every individual try to prevent me from doing what I need to get done or speak with who I need to speak with about such urgencies as I have brought to attention; why are you acting like my biological mother?
Realistically, is that the person you want to be similar to especially in reference to 2005 on a specific military post and those who know about the fullness of such a situation? Is that truly the person, who would be ideal to be inspired to be like or similar to? I do not need the answer, each can answer such for themselves; though I have a feeling, I can guesstimate most responses to that particular question.
Admittedly that is how fed up I am with everything that has occurred and continued to go on, as realistically the only important thing I have had left directly in my life since everything else has wrongly been taken from me is to completely let go of that; of which to hand over to give to the legalities and aspects thereof to the compassionate/honorable/righteous ones as long ago such a promise had been made in a different way, in a different time, that is not of the normal linear aspects.
In regards of my Medal of Honor Art Project no one else will ever complete such pieces except myself as I have not taught anyone how to complete historical and spiritual rubbings of markers and the work was beyond just the Confirmation Class, as that was only one aspect to the multitude of. If you look at any artwork piece of my Medal of Honor Art Project, none look the exact same from one moment to the next and because no one else know how to complete a historical and spiritual rubbing such type of artwork is extremely different in comparison. Those who have seemingly wrongfully ignored the situations I have brought forward though especially in reference to my SCUBA Diving aspect of importance though in regards of my Medal of Honor Art Project and in reference to cheribum for what they had done and those problems they caused are needing to be repaired and fixed, as that is where I am at in rage and fury.
Yes I was going to begin my Medal of Honor Art Project artwork in the state of Texas however because of what occurred and how I wound up in Washington state, I began my Medal of Honor Art Project artwork elsewhere. If to be upset with anyone it would be of those of the state of #Texas can look at those who knew and were a part of how I wound up in #Washington state after the Cowboys Dance Hall situation, which was after what occurred in regards of my daughter and my son through McCoy Elementary School of Carrollton Farmers Branch Independent School District. I do understand in certain references to the portions of being confused by the amount of stuff going on around my son, my daughter, and I which could lead to confusion when looking into the situations and seeing/reading others' responses compared to the known factors; however the fact I refused to bring up the situation about Irving in 2011, I guesstimate in a further sort of way could be better understood of such as to additional reasons to why.
Nonetheless if there is a veteran with an honorable discharge from the #UnitedStatesofAmerica's #ArmedForces who would like to work with in regards of the framing and glasswork only of my Medal of Honor Art Project, please contact me. If it has not been figured out already, I can be quite a bit ornery though usually rightfully so. I truly did not want to go such a route personally as my Medal of Honor Art Project has been supposed to be completed as I wanted and needed for such to be completed, which up to this point in certain regards it has. I would have to meet with and speak with in person before agreeing to such, otherwise I can continue going on with my Medal of Honor Art Project as I have for several years at this point despite having been told who to contact in reference to and awaiting a return response about such aspects in conjunction. That I wrote of a bit more, in my prior journal blog entry for today 5 January 2021.
However yes, as some call them aliens do exist throughout the #MilkyWayGalaxy as well as throughout the universe. They have been around quite a bit of time, have been watching and paying attention to the inhabitants on the earth, and I can joke the portions in reference to #FailSafe are accurate though in a fictional setting. How else could such be explained, right? Especially since for so many years so many refused to acknowledge I cannot lie, both before and after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury. When the situation with #Irving occurred, who would I have spoken with who would have believed me? As many who denied the reality of what was going on in reference to my daughter, and as many as who refused to acknowledge of what occurred in regards of my SCUBA Diving; why would I ever think, there would be anyone who would believe and/or even give the slightest bit of genuine care of concern, realistically?
How much, had I already dealt with only up to that point in 2011?
However for those who believe in such and now have some pictures more-so, you are welcome for my bringing them out to be seen more clearly and taking more pictures of. Though again, that credit and whatnot. I am done with the constant waiting for the contact from and of those I reached out to and if that means I have thought about no longer working on certain aspects of specific projects I have had in my thoughts, then that is the price and to the level I am and have been willing to go to prove myself for mine and me. Additionally I do not have to complete each piece of my Medal of Honor Art Project as I have and as has been seen just through the artwork itself, though I know how to change the way I do other aspects thereof. If anyone recalls, I did and do have the ability to walk on top of the quicksand and the ocean as well as within the Montana Vortex without any problems while not forgetting the SCUBA Diving when I had landed at the bottom of the ocean and surfaced alive to survive and continue on before I began my Medal of Honor Art Project.
Thus in reference to the portions of the combinations thereof, I would guesstimate such makes a bit more sense as to why I had not discussed multiple portions and multiple aspects in multiple situations and timeframes; whether online through posting, whether through discussions in person, and/or whether in other scenarios thereof. Though I had discussed certain points in regards of the reality of the what is called alien life forms, yes there are many throughout the nearby areas of the earth as well as throughout the Milky Way Galaxy. There are even more throughout the closest areas to the Milky Way Galaxy, and even more-so the further outside of and away from the Milky Way Galaxy throughout the entire universe which is vast and quite complex.
For those who would like a round about number to try to think of as a possibility of different species of planets and/or areas which different what are called alien species, just within the Milky Way Galaxy is a rough estimate with the following of the different types for you to think about reader. How many cameras are on the planet earth which are used for computer desktops, laptops, cameras individually, cellphone cameras, street light cameras, cameras on top of towers, traffic light cameras, bridge cameras, and etcetera? There if your rough estimate in numbers, and I am not making a metaphor in reference to different people on earth either for clarification. The Milky Way Galaxy is how large, and how vast? There is a bit of space, yes?
In reference to those who want to do space travel and in reference to how such beings would look at those of earth who would want to explore further, I ask what is it I have said and written about taking care of oneself and one's loved ones comparatively?
If one cannot take care of oneself, how can one truthfully think about the possibility to take care of another?
...so...that ocean portion...who wants to discuss that stuff a little bit in more detail now?