Years before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury I dealt with several groups of individuals who were ignorant in their thoughts as to because of my going through Confirmation Class at #OldTennent #OldTennentPresbyterian #OldTennentPresbyterianChurch #Presbyterian #PresbyterianUSA #Tennent #TennentNJ #TennentNewJersey #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate #OTC #OTPC Old Tennent Presbyterian Church in Tennent New Jersey while attending #SaintJohn #SaintJohnVianney #SaintJohnViannyHS #SJV #SJVHS #Holmdel #HolmdelNJ #HolmdelNewJersey #Catholic Saint John Vianney High School in Holmdel New Jersey and Catholic Parochial high school, who mistakenly thought because of my Confirmation Class that was witchcraft and hence the individuals falsely claimed I was a witch as to Nick Palazolo for one example. Conversely while in Confirmation Class I dealt with several individuals who thought the exact same thing because of my attending a Catholic High School, as to the oddities thereof as to the Apostle’s Creed which literally acknowledges the Holy Roman Catholic Church.
In the conjunction of both individual areas as to their failures to see when researching other religions as per the religion classes that were mandatory at that Catholic High School as well as the research for my Confirmation Class at Old Tennent Presbyterian Church, the individuals throughout both areas failed to pay attention to the facts which annoyed me greatly. Then when in reference to several groups of individuals within the high school who were a part of getting involved with watching movies I was not allowed to watch because of the rating, the assumption because of reading books automatically was a problem because of the research for my Confirmation Classes as well as my Religion Classes which further annoyed me as to the arrogance as well as the ignorance of individuals who assumed as per the different ways thereof. In addition to those problems when in one reference to a group of females who told me they too were looking into books, I did not understand they were looking into situations in reference to the movies they watched which I was not allowed to see at the time and those who actually read and understood from the knowledge of my first book “Finding A Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing as to the movies that were referenced.
In the multiple situations, each group of individuals were put into their place as to my verbiage as to chewing them out for assuming as to their ignorance to not ask me first. In the exact same book as per prior discussions before I published my autobiography in the reference of one section thereof to my life in a specific context, I explained as to my response not being favorable to those individuals who assumed they had the slightest inclination as to the actual occurrences as to my studies. There was only one female which I had ever worked with in a nature based spiritual medication as to celebrating the holiday season, and sending out blessings of healing as per the only way I know as to working with energetic portions as per the ways I am. Due to my additional research as to my Religion Classes for Saint John Vianney High School as well as my Confirmation Classes for my graduation within the Presbyterian Church USA of Old Tennent Presbyterian Church, my ability to ace all such courses was capable because of my additional studies as per hypothetically the ability to see in reference to situations after waking up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury.
However those in my opinion types of arrogant egotistical individuals with their ignorance as to assuming from what they barely knew anything of, as to the aspects of the reality they needed to actually pay attention as some might additionally need to do so as to paying attention to the correct details as to who I am. It is also important to actually ask questions to me in comparison to asking other people as to the fact the unbiased aspects and if any biases I do admit such in discussions, which in turn would mean the only way to actually get answers to anything I do is only through me.
When taking into consideration after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and rereading through different books I remembered to work on piecing together my past from prior to my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as per my times at Barnes and Noble as well as Borders Books before volunteering at Nine Lives Books, I dealt with similar situations in one reference as to the group the Jade Wolf Coven as per their ignorance as to who I am compared to what their choices were. During the interim of time in between the time in the #USA #USAA #USArmy #USAArmy #Army United States of America’s Armed Forces Army branch, I have discussed the protective measures I took in reference to the sleepover which unlike some people I did not assume nor force anyone against their will as to anything in regards of; however in that reference I only made a protection circle as to keeping individuals safe, as per the ways I only know as per healing and blessings in the comparisons to others’ hypothetical assumptions.
In turn in reference to my levels of studies as per the way I am extremely thorough as to ensuring the safest possible ways for each aspect as to how it is the only way I know whether in reference to school of whichever type such as each grade’s studies and/or preparation for the Armed Forces of the United States of America as per the branches I have already gone over in such reference and/or SCUBA Diving and/or the Dominant Mentor Program and etcetera, I have adopted various holiday respects as to the different systems of which came forward before my birth as to the ways of honoring such peaceful energies intended only for blessings with healing aspects and protection portions in such regards.
During this timeframe of #Hanukkah #Chanukkah Hanukkah also known as the Festival of Lights, the realities of such factors as to the way the #Jewish Jewish people were treated for their practices as to such lighting of the candles as to the ignorance from others as to their lack of faith as well as their own ignorance as to such factors as to the wishes as to the connections as to the witchcraft portions of which has been an annoyance to me personally for multiple decades as per the same situations in reference to my biological mother as to her claims to having been a Deacon and yet not being capable to tell the difference as to my biological father as to having been a Trustee and the same aspects of not paying attention to the Asian background in conjunction as to the problems in reference to my biological sister claiming she knew of exorcism aspects because of a movie she saw and did not acknowledge the truth as to her own choices in all such comparisons.
It is an additional infuriation as to the aspects as to my Medal of Honor Art Project as to the hypothetical assumptions of others thinking they know better when they knew nothing at all about the aspects thereof unless I went into the depths of the details which only such details have been through my website as to my journal blog The Ornery PSA, which in turn would mean anyone who had ever asked anyone other than myself did not ever get the information as to any such details and as I guesstimate as to such assumptions repeatedly because of the failures to look past other people’s opinions and to simply ask me personally in person when face to face with me in person and/or the factors of actually reading the truth in reference to how I can only write per genre in truth. In such references as to the reminder of knowing the difference between the genres as to writing in the ways of truth per genre, as for example as to the adult fiction novels to only having written in a fictional writing style because of the facts as to not ever having had such situations in my entire life as to such factors as to any point in the ways thereof to the storyline in my life personally.
Remember, I have been single for several years and I only wrote in the creative contexts. In turn in the reference to the science fiction book series of Fail-Safe as to only written in a creative way as to only thinking to write in a different genre compared to what I already had written about in all such comparisons, as to making an attempt to delve into something different than what I have already written about. Thus in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project and the possible assumptions in the comparisons thereof, the annoyances as to the possibilities of others failing to pay attention to the facts I have already brought forward.
It is important for people to remember I can only work with healing, protective, and blessing energies.
It is important for people to remember I am myself and not what others who I once may have associated with have done, as I am myself and they are them of which needs to be remembered as to the differences between myself to those people in the comparisons.
Am I the only one who has ever wrongly been accused of something I was not a part of though knew someone who did something else, or is that something other people have dealt with as well? If others have dealt with such as well as I have, then I can hope there are those who can remind others as to such clarifications as to the differences between such situations as well as each to remember the facts of which I have already clarified.
While admittedly I am in the process of writing a new book as to the clarifications thereof, again please do remember the facts as to I have multiple references to go off of and if there are those who themselves have guilty consciences as to their own prior doings of whatever aspects thereof; please remember those are your prior aspects in comparison to mine, as per what I have repeatedly clarified.
In such references as to where I am in the beginning portions of my new book as to the explanations between the differences as to the situations as to the pictures and videos I have posted more recently though in specific to the ones referencing similarities to prior picture I have taken regarding the energetic swirls and orbs, the requirement as to such distinguishing differences as to such factors to pay attention to. While there are the factors of which I have repeatedly explained the realities of the historical and spiritual rubbings in the wording whereas best as possible I can, the realities of which to the protections as well as the blessings and the healing aspects are important to such references compared to others’ assumptions as to such factors. Remember as to such references as to which individuals made the choices they made as to what their aspects were as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips and the differences in such comparisons to what my aspects were and are, as to the fact my aspects have only been to respect as well as honor while protecting and finding ways of healing in references to the blessings thereof to the complete pieces from my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork.
In such regards as to the holiday season combination within the month of December, I did not think it took a head injury to figure out there are multiple holidays within the month of December as per the residual portions in reference to the month of November though more specifically the middle to the latter portions of the month of November. While the facts of what I had to do because of others’ involvement as to their choices as to such aspects in the comparison as to what I had been involved with, the remembering portions of the differences between others compared to myself is of importance.
The annoyances as to hypothetical assumptions from others as to the ways thereof to such hypothetical spying and/or stalking and/or harassment problems need to stop fully, as to the reality of such factors having proven to only have shown how others’ projections of their own fears from their prior aspects as to whatever they chose to be a part of; remember how I am about life and remember I am about free will as well as I am about the right to choose in such regards, and thus anyone who has ever made the mistake of ever thinking as to such aspects as to whatever movies those females had watched as well as whatever assumptions as to such aspects thereof, need to stop.
Could there be those who have assumed the incorrect ways as to such aspects as to when needlessly causing such problems to themselves as to the factors of which such spying as to the paranoia as to their own issues from whatever they themselves have watched and/or been a part of and/or assumed, in comparison to what is known as to the differences as to the realities of such pasts in regards of actual connections thereof in the comparisons?
Hollywood seemingly has caused a bunch of problems in reference to such aspects for those who peacefully work upon such within the aspects as to the reality of in my case in my reference of my Freedom of Religion as well as my Freedom of Expression, of which any such aspects as to causing any needless problems as to others’ assumptions means they do not have any right to go after me and/or anything that in such references of what I personally am involved with as per the ways of which I have been following the regulations and laws of such portions to which causing no harm to anyone.
In the regards as to such clarifications as to a female I once knew named Christine who had played with such wrongful negative energies as per the situations I explained in person before ever writing about, the situations of which her choice as to play with what was labeled as spellwork as to such factors; is completely different and the opposite end of the spectrum from anything and everything I personally work on. I did not think it took a head injury to figure out spell work literally means people have to spell out their work as to the ways of the energetic portions of which their intent as to such factors for the spell work as to their rituals in the comparisons to what I do naturally, without ever needing to delve into the details prior to working on other aspects unlike what other individuals have had to do. In the reference as to Christine from the Jade Wolf Coven from #Seguin #SeguinTX #SeguinTexas Seguin Texas who said she was from #Abilene #AbileneTX #AbileneTexas Abilene Texas and her problems as to what I warned her about as to the ways which she was going through such factors, I told her if she did not cease to continue with what she was doing she would cause multiple individuals needless problems as well as various psychosis which she laughed at and said that was fun for her in comparison.
Is there an example as to Governor Christine Todd Whitman as to my intentions as to mental health assistances in the comparisons to the female names Christine from Abilene Texas who met her then husband in the area of the Goodfellow Air Force Base if I recall from when meeting them in the year of 2004, as to their two daughters and one son which could be a massive difference as to the intentions?
What would the protection aspects I did for the three children be of importance to take into consideration as to the differences as to being a Mom as to the comparisons by choices of life, in regards to the difference between the Christine from Abilene Texas and her known history compared to my choices and actual history as to such factors?
If that makes me the Anti-Christ-ine, then so be it as to having been against her and her type for much longer than I ever knew of her existence. Remember she claimed to be a Satanist while claiming she would worship any male and do everything possible to make any male who slightly resembled Anton LeVey in a physical way to pay more attention to her in comparison, because of her wishful aspects as to having met him in the same ways which she wished to bear Michael Moore’s children. What are the differences between that female as especially to the factors of which she literally looked as a reincarnated cherubim as to the facial features in the comparisons, when especially looking as to the differences of physical features as to myself as what could that mean?
Remember, I despise cherubim.
However I cannot be the antichrist as that would mean I would deny having been the first living Baby Jesus Christ, as per the factors as I have repeatedly explained.
The irony in reference as to what I have discussed as well as wrote about as to the fact that female Christine from the Jade Wolf Coven had tried to tell me as to how she did not believe in Jesus Christ, as to the facts she only saw the negative within the world in comparison to how I acknowledged there is negative in the world though can be overcome in truth with truth.
Remember the fact I can divinate also known as prophesize without using specific objects as to being capable of reading energetic portions in the comparisons as to such objects the ways which others have had to utilize, per the ways of their own choices in the comparisons thereof.
Remember the fact of how I have studied and been trained long before meeting anyone from the state of #Illinois #IL #ILstate #Illinoisstate Illinois, as per my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu as to the aspects of the nature based as well as Asian background aspects of such religious and spiritual studies in the conjunction aspects as to being born and raised in New Jersey as to the large Jewish population in conjunction as to having been the first living Baby Jesus Christ as to the Methodist Church association along with the latter portions as to Old Tennent Presbyterian Church and then the Catholic High School as well in conjunction to he latter portions of my time when in New Jersey before Illinois. If in such aspects as to the hypothetical then there should not ever be anyone who utilizes any of my books of the fiction format in any such way, if there is the hypothetical misconception from others as to such factors if going in such a thought process if accurate as to such factors as either there is the full belief in my innocence or there is the doubt of such works thereof.
If there is the doubt of such works, then the ways of such aspects as to especially in reference to the adult fiction book series as to such denials as to all such females in each and every way to the fullest extents thereof. If there is the belief in what I have said as well as written in truth as to my explanations within more specifically The Ornery PSA though also my fact based books of “Finding A Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing”, “Finding The Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing”, my three volume series “The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA diver Extraordinaire (written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing, and “The Modern Day Book (Written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” in full as per the proof thereof; then why would there ever be any doubt in me and/or my works, at all if such has been proven true?
In such regards as to those who have not believed as to such in any capacity thereof as well as the proof thereof then there is not the need for such aspects as to my fiction based books in each series as to even with the aspects as to the possible personality traits and/or situations thereof as to my two volume thus far books in “The Curious Children Book Series”, “Fail-Safe”, and “The Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series” all written/authored by me (Reverend) Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle; if such situations as to the hypotheticals are as such, as why would anyone ever go along with such aspects as to knowing and having such proof as to the ways I can only speak and write in truth as per the genres thereof?
Why would any female especially ever deserve other than myself such aspects as to the first book of PotL as to the same in reference to any male ever having such tastes thereof, if that is the case?
In turn any female who has ever spoken and/or written ill of my works and/or of me should not ever have such aspects as to the first book specifically as I wrote/authored in reference to “The Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series: Complicated Simplicity (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing”, at any point in time from this second forward just as there should not ever be any male who ever has such tastes thereof to any female of such aspects at any point in time other than myself as to such factors by the technicalities thereof if accurate as to any such portions thereof. Correct?
Thus there would not ever be the hunger for such aspects as to any female who would have ever said and/or written and/or posted any pictures/images/videos as to any such types of ridicule and/or what would be considered as blasphemy as to such factors in regards as to myself and/or my writings and/or my paintings and/or my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork from any individual as to such factors as for if there were to be such a hunger in the reference thereof, by all technicalities there would technically only be the hunger in the references thereof to “The Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” as to only me having such aspects in such regards by the technicalities correct?
Why would any female who would ever speak of and/or write of and/or post of any such negative aspects in any such portion of my works ever be allowed such factors as to those aspects ever, at any point in time by such technicalities as to any such denials and/or blasphemy wrongly of me in my opinion though by all such references which would additionally include text messages/emails/phone calls/in person discussions/zoom type of calls/etcetera correct?
There would not ever by such technicalities be of any need for those portions from any female specifically as to such, just as there would not ever be any male who would or could ever be able to crave such from any female who would be found to have done so by such technicalities if I am correct as how hypocritical would that be in such references thereof?
However if it is needed for clarifications when in reference to witchcraft there are specific aspects written down as to the ways which the designed rituals go as to such aspects which usually includes the wording as to such in each possibility thereof as to the specific timing as well in the references thereof, which there are some similarities to some peaceful religious aspects; however I have not done so in the regards of my daily life nor my daily work as to such situations, because of the natural energetic portions of which I have worked with since I was a child well before ever being involved with my Confirmation Classes for my Graduation as well as the factors as to my Catholic High School Religion Classes.
In turn the intention is also of importance in which my intentions are always in the healing as well as the protection and the blessings portions only, of which are all others who have ever made any assumptions in reference to my work capable to honestly say such about themselves in such regards in the remember the oath aspects as to the courtroom recently as why would that additionally need to be a reminder?
Thus in reference to myself only having worked with healing energies, protection energies, and blessing energies; does it take a head injury to figure out there is a difference to such aspects, or does it take a head injury to explain such differences as to the realities thereof?
Though I do not know officially what specifically is included within the science fiction portions of whatever aspects as to the large overall as to the genre of science fiction with the exception as to the aspects of what I had thought only to be of creativity in reference to my science fiction and the fourth book series Fail-Safe usually has or specifically goes over from the genre labels I saw when publishing my books for that particular series, however in such references as to my knowledge and understanding as to such aspects of simply having just been creative as to that book series. If others had not paid attention to the genres of my books as to the differences as to the multiple book series, please pay attention to the facts of which I specifically put such books into the genres as to clarify such factors on purpose.
However of course as per the aspects as to such clarifications if ever has been done so and/or the combination of utilizing such a book series in reference to Paroxysm, then what would be the correct ways as to fixing and repairing such aspects correctly in full as to all such portions thereof for such females as to the ways thereof as how important would that be in such contexts as to the hypotheticals in regards as to such situations caused hypothetically by such fe/males who could have wished otherwise as to such realities?
I know for the aspects in regards of Christine from Abilene who had been jealous an envious when she learned of aspects in discussions of which she did not know of as to what in such realities of the capabilities I have, she had told me of other females she knew who were jealous and envious of such factors as to the ways. If in turn in such references as to those factors then that in turn too would be considered as to within the levels of which sins within the Biblical contexts, for such females?
That in turn would mean they themselves would have to deny themselves as well as deny relationships they could be involved in whichever capacity thereof of all such factors as to the writings thereof within that particular book series, if there were to be any such factors found by what aspects if I am accurate or does that take a head injury to figure out those particular mysteries as to such aspects as to each and every individual female who would have ever done so in regards thereof to the descriptions of which in regards as to any such comments as to any such factors or do I misunderstand those portions of the aspects of what would be considered as hypocritical?
With as much forward progression as to the ways of the evolution of the human race, I would guesstimate that particular book series in turn would mean those females would have to fully take up the aspects of which to fully deny themselves as to such aspects as to the hypotheticals in reference as to each and every possible negative comment and/or problem thereof in which they needlessly caused in my life as well as my son’s life as well as in my daughter’s life by all technicalities as where and through who would the only ways of such repentance be done through as per the one and only who had written/authored such aspects?
Would instead of the terminology as per the normal being the sins of the father portion then be transferred to the sins of the mother aspects, as to each child bore thereof to such factors?
Then in turn referencing each and every male as to such comments thereof, what then would be the repentance aspects as to the references thereof?
Would that in turn mean there would only be the aspects of which they would not be able to proverbially eat from any proverbial tree in such regards other than the one and only proverbial tree of life, in such references by such technicalities?
Would that be a reference as to the one sycamore compared to the grove of cedar trees in such metaphors, for a different Biblical study thereof?
Thus, how would such aspects as to the fixing and repairing as to such situations over such lengths of time as to what I personally have dealt with would be of importance as to such a review now within the year of 2021 in the month of December as per my journal blog entry today on the 4th be reviewed as to the ways thereof?
Would that include any of the #10Commandments 10 Commandments which were ever broken in reference towards my direction and my works thereof, by any such reviewal in addition as to such references brought forward as well as to such reviews of repentance in such hypothetical requirements?